I feel uncomfortable already, but I can't just opt out, and it's not just about the sex for me... Don't get me wrong, sex with Natalie is great, but she means more than that to me.
She's my mate, lover, guardian, childhood crush... Matter of fact, she's my life itself. Being honest from the start is just a way to make things work between us, at the very least, she deserves honesty after all she's been through for my sake.
But then again, it hurts that she feels I take her sacrifices for granted and not for once acknowledge them. What hurts the most is that I had to defend myself just to make her feel better.
Honestly, if I'm not asking for too much, I want this to be all over. But knowing Natalie and her acts especially when she sets her mind to something, I guess I'm in for a rough ride.
"Have you ever thought of the possibility that your parents are different? Sweetly different, just like you?" She asks out of the blue.
