This was my second date with Fate-san. In the middle of our date, Fatesan found the answer to what her feelings really are, and I accepted
them.
If I were to talk only about the results, the relationship between Fatesan and I changed from friends to lovers.
It's a change that will have a great impact on the way we feel about each
other. During our date so far, we had both been so conscious of each
other that we had behaved in unnatural ways, and we've been pretty
nervous.
But now that our relationship has progressed, the atmosphere between
Fate-san and I has become more relaxed…
[…Ahh, errr.]
[…That is…]
[…K- Kai-chan, you go first.]
[N- No, you should speak first, Fate-san…]
—is what I thought, but instead of becoming more relaxed, the both of
us were more flustered than before… I- I wonder why? No, I think I
know why.
One of the reasons is that Fate-san is surprisingly pure-hearted. I don't
know if it's because she's become too aware of the fact that we've
become lovers… but she looks even more restless than before she
confessed.
As usual, her nervousness infected me as well. We even reached the
point where we were too embarrassed to look at each other's faces.
Furthermore, although I don't think this is something I should say in
front of the God of Fate, it feels like fate itself is increasingly trying to
play its tricks on us. I was so nervous that I couldn't face her, and
thinking that the situation couldn't go on like this, I turned towards her,
but Fate-san also ended up turning around, and we ended up looking at
each other at the same time.
When I reached out for my drink, thinking of distracting myself, my
hand ended up colliding with Fate-san's hand, which was also reaching
out her hand at the same time.
[…F- For the time being, let's drink and calm ourselves…]
[U- Unnn, that's right.]
As these strange coincidences happened again, I somehow brought my
drink to my mouth… wait, arehh? Grape juice? I'm pretty sure I'm
drinking an apple… ripple juice but…
[...…]
[...…]
It seems that Fate-san, like me, realized we picked up the wrong cup
"after she drank its contents", as after the both of us turned to look at
each other at the same time… we both lowered our heads, and I feel like
my face is just as red as hers.
I- Indirect kiss… T- This is kinda bad. When I try to not think about it,
that thought ends up not leaving my mind at all.
Glancing to the side, my gaze fell on Fate-san's soft lips, I flusteredly
shook my head.
[…H- Hey, Kai-chan?]
[Y- Yes!]
[Y- You see… Errr, would a k- kiss!… b- be alright!?]
[Eeeehhhh!? Wait, Fate-san! W- What are you suddenly saying…]
Hearing the explosive remark that was suddenly thrown at me, I
hurriedly asked back, realizing that my mind had gone blank in an
instant.
Thereupon, Fate-san squirmed, looking embarrassed, as her index
fingers poked at each other, she replied.
[W- Well, you see… I- I don't really know much about it… but l- lovers,
as expected… they do s- stuff like k- kissing, right?]
I'd like to say it with those dangerous words, but I'd like to ask you first
to stop with that overly cute gesture over yours. Seriously, it's crashing
down my composure to think properly.
[N- No, I don't think it's something that's necessarily urgent. T- There's
no point in rushing it, and we'll eventually reach that point…]
[I- Is that so. Kai-chan would really know about it after all. T- Then,
what do you think… lovers do on a date?]
[...…]
Arehh? This is strange? I can't think of anything at all. No, no, how the
heck is this happening? I mean, I'm sure I've been on more than my fair
share of dates. I'm pretty sure I should know more than Fate-san about
things like this.
If that's the case, I should be able to say something here based on the
dates I've been on… Eh? Why? Why the heck is nothing coming to my
mind?
Or rather, I've only been able to look at Fate-san's lips for a while now…
Could it be that I'm already at my wit's end?
A- Anyway, staying like this won't do. No, it's not that I want to kiss
Fate-san, but if I kiss her in a situation like this… I would become so
embarrassed that I don't feel like I would be able to have a conversation
for the rest of the day.
That's why, I need to think. Is there anything that we still haven't done
on our date up to this point that feels like something lovers do…
[…U- Ummm, l- linking our arms… together?]
[I- I see… T- Then, should we link our arms… and walk around the
beach?]
[I- I guess so! I think that's a good idea!]
In the end, I was only able to choose something safe, but this should
give me some time to calm down. I'll just have to think about what to do
after that.
With that in mind, Fate-san and I began putting our leisure sheet away.
Dear Mom, Dad—— I'm pretty sure I'm already at my wit's end today.
And in such a state, there was no way that the answer I could come up
with would go as I wanted. Yes, at that time, I still didn't understand.
No, such a thought completely slipped my mind. I didn't think about
what it would be like crossing my arm with someone, and most of all…
Crossing my arm with the petite Fate-san—— and the existence of the
powerful weapons she possesses…
Hint : Fate is a "big-breasted loli".
CHAPTER 615
IT DOESN'T FEEL THAT BAD
Now that our relationship has changed to that of lovers, Fate-san and I
are even more conscious of each other than we were just when we
started our date, and the both of us were getting nervous.
As our minds were in chaos, Fate-san suggested that since we had
become lovers, we should act like one, and I, just as confused as her,
suggested that we walk arm in arm.
The suggestion itself was a safe one, and it's something that even we,
whose minds were confused, would be able to do. However, I had
overlooked a number of important factors.
[W- Well then, Kai-chan. I- I'll hold onto your arm, okay?]
[Ah, y- yes!]
My first miscalculation was that I hadn't considered my "height
difference". Fate-san is quite petite, and there is a considerable height
difference between Fate-san and I.
This, of course, makes it difficult for us to cross our arms at the same
height as each other, and it inevitably ended up with Fate-san hugging
my arm rather than us crossing our arms with each other.
And in that situation, the second miscalculation… it makes me clearly
feel Fate-san's unbelievably "plump breasts" for someone of her stature,
frighteningly brandishing its power. And the third one…"and the biggest
miscalculation"…
[ ! ? ]
The moment Fate-san hugged my right arm with her face blushing red…
It was as if I had been struck by lightning, shocking my reasoning.
…Eh? Arehh? My arm… is "sinking"?
I felt an inexplicable softness and warmth in my arms, along with the
sensation of being engulfed by a giant marshmallow.
I had always thought that I preferred someone with a slender body, but
my preference would be violently repainted like this.
Until now, Lilia-san was the only one of my lovers whose breasts were
larger than average, but she was extremely shy, so we never got this
close.
So, this feeling is almost a first for me… S- So this is big breasts…
No, wait, there is a more important question I need to ask here. Why is
it that I can feel the softness of her breasts so clearly?
It is true that Fate-san is a God, so her body should be something that of
a God. However, would one really be able to clearly feel the softness and
temperature so clearly "through two pieces of cloth"?
…C- Could it be… Is Fate-san…"not wearing a bra"?
The moment I became aware of this, I felt my face heating up at once.
On top of that, I can feel the touch of Fate-san's breasts even more
clearly, as if all of my nerves have focused on my right arm.
Awawawawa, t- this is bad. This is seriously bad. I mean, even though
Fate-san has big breasts and she isn't wearing a bra, her breasts weren't
sagging at all, and they are so well shaped that I can see how shapely
they are even over her clothes.
Moreover, they are both elastic and soft to the touch… Are these those
so-called beautiful voluptuous breasts? It is truly the body of a God. TThis is amazing… No, wait, let's calm down. My mind is being filled with
breasts too much. Push them away! Push all those thoughts away…
[F- Fate-san.]
[U- Unnn?]
[I- It's just that, do you not usually wear underwear…]
Wait a moment! What the heck are I asking!? Even though I'm pretty
confused, there's still a limit to the things I can say! L- Let's immediately
correct it…
[Underwear? You mean, undergarments? I usually only wear the "one
Sacred Garment" that Shallow Vernal-sama bestowed upon me though?
W- Well, since we're on a d- date today… I "changed" a different clothing
today…]
She just normally responded to me!? Rather, let's wait a moment here…
The way she said it, it sounds like "she's not wearing anything down
there", you know!?
As I became speechless by her shocking statement, Fate-san quietly
continued with her face turning red.
[Look, it's not like anyone can see under my clothes with my ability… bbut well, i- if Kai-chan says that you want to see it… I won't say no…]
[ ! ? ! ? ]
It was a powerful blow that seemed to uproot my reasoning. Even
though my opponent should be someone with proper common sense,
she has a terrifyingly loose guard… Calm down, calm down, calm
down… I'm a capable child who can do things when I think about it.
Don't go running around there, my reasoning…
[L- Let's resume our date!]
[Unnn… You know, I've never done anything like this before… and it's
kind of great. Walking around, our arms linked like this… It clearly
makes me feel that I'm together with Kai-chan, and ummm, this is
embarrassing but… I feel like this is happiness.]
[…I- I also, errr… f- feel like this is happiness.]
[I- I- I- I see… We feel the same huh. I'm glad.]
Hey, isn't today's Fate-san a bit too cute? My heart's beating really fast,
you know!?
Just like that, we began slowly walking along the beach. We don't say
much to each other. However, I can tell that both of us were very
conscious of each other.
I could feel Fate-san's nervousness and affection from her arms that
were linked with mine, and it was strangely comforting.
[…Hey, Kai-chan?]
[Yes?]
[Can I be… a bit more selfish?]
[Eh? Y- Yes, of course.]
Hearing the words Fate-san said without looking towards me, I
responded while also keeping my eyes forward.
[I have a view that I want to see with Kai-chan. So, can we go there?]
[Yes.]
[Thanks, I'll be teleporting us over there, okay?]
Dear Mom, Dad—— Seriously, Fate-san is so adorable today that it's so
hard for me to be on the rational side. However, I wonder why? It might
be strange, but as we relaxed a bit, I feel like this situation where it
doesn't always go as we think—— doesn't feel that bad.