Chapter 561 - Devotional Lyrics

Arriving at the stall area with Illness-san, whom I met by chance, I

bought two skewers first, giving one to Illness-san.

[Here, Illness-san.]

[Kuhihi, thank you.]

I was a little hesitant about the idea of bringing a girl to a skewer stall

right from the start… but there was no way around it. After all, with

Illness-san's personality, even if I asked her "What would you like to

eat?", she would only respond with "I will go with whatever you want to

eat, Kaito-sama".

I thought about buying things that weren't really what I wanted to eat,

getting a candy apple or something but… Illness-san might be able to

easily see through that. So, as a result, I decided to buy something called

Red Horn Bull Skewers which is something I would normally eat.

Red Horn Bull is the beef of my world, and I've had it a few times

before, so I'm comfortable with it. No, seriously… The reassurance that

this was made of meat I know of is wonderful.

While I was thinking about this, Illness-san put one hand on her skewer,

using her other hand to cover her mouth while taking a bite.

[…It's reallyyyyy tasty, isn't iiiiiiit?]

[...…]

Hmmm, an elegant way of eating without showing the inside of her

mouth. For such an Illness-san who can do something like this so

naturally, the word "lady" really suits her very well.

If you consciously looked at her, I can see the elegance in her posture

and gestures, but it didn't seem like she was doing it consciously, and

was doing it in a very natural way.

If it weren't for the fact that she was dressed in a maid uniform, she

would have looked like a noble lady, and I felt that every movement she

made was so refined.

Thereupon, just at that moment, I made eye contact with Illness-san

when she looked at me… Eh? She's… looking at me, right? It kind of

looks like she's looking right past me and into the view behind me… UUnnn, she's probably looking at me.

[What's the matteeeeer?]

[Ah, n- no, the way Illness-san eats is so elegant, so I thought it was

amazing…]

[Kuhihi, that's not the caaaaase. This way of eating is just something I

got used toooooo.]

[Is that so?]

[Moreoveeeeer~~ It's not like eating elegantly is good, you knooooow?

The best way to enjoy a meaaaal is to eat well, riiiiiiiiight?]

[I see.]

The words she said must have been a follow-up for me who was about

to eat my skewer. I think it's really amazing that people can say such

things so naturally.

Prompted by Illness-san's words, I too was able to eat the skewers

without being particularly conscious of them.

When I finished my skewer, Illness-san smoothly took the skewer out of

my hand and threw it into a nearby can, along with her own skewer.

Then, she turned to me and gently spoke.

[…Sooo~~ Kaito-samaaaa, what are you "feeling uneasy about"?]

[…Eh?]

[I think there's a plaza over theeeeeere~~ How about we talk over

thereeee? Even if it's just listeniiiiiing, I think it's something I can

doooooo.]

[…Ummm, could it be… You've noticed everything from the beginning?]

[I wondeeeeer~~? What do you thiiiiiink? Kuhihihi.]

I really can't match against her.

Just as Illness-san said, I was indeed feeling uneasy. Rather, there was

something that I was feeling a little heavy-hearted about.

I invited Illness-san with the purpose of thanking her… but perhaps, I

might have been trying to distract myself from my emotions.

Illness-san, who easily saw through my emotions, moved to a less

popular plaza and urged me to sit on a bench.

Sitting down on the bench, Illness-san also sat on a bench with a little

distance between us, and without saying anything, she turned her face

to me.

[…Errr, actually, tomorrow, I was supposed to go around the festival

with Shiro-sa… God of Creation-sama.]

[Myyy~~ That would be quite a great honoooor.]

[Yes. It's not that I don't like going around with Shiro-san. Rather, I'm

having a lot of fun being with Shiro-san… so I'm rather looking forward

to tomorrow.]

[In that caaaase~~ What are you worried abouuuuuuut?]

[No, ummm, I'm sure we're going to get a lot of attention…]

Yes, I'm looking forward to going around with Shiro-san… but

compared to Kuro and the others, Shiro-san would attract even more

attention.

I mean, just her mere appearance at the opening ceremony was enough

to make everyone kneel in unison. On top of that, all the Gods were on

high alert… I'm just a small commoner, so such attention is hard for me

to take.

[I seeeee~~ I don't reaaaaally like standing out eitheeeeer~~ so I

understand how you feeeeel.]

[Yes, so… I thought it would be rude to Shiro-san to go around while I'm

feeling like that, so I was thinking of having some change of pace.]

[…In that case~~ are you going to stop going around with God of

Creation-sama tomorrooooow?]

[…No, just as I had said, I'm really looking forward to going around with

her.]

[Theeeen~~ I think you'll do just fiiiiine. I'm suuuuure~~ God of

Creation-sama will also be pleased going around with youuuuu.]

[I guess you're right.]

Illness-san is this kind of person after all. She would never say things

like how you should do things. She would positively affirm with you…

And when you find an answer, she will gently encourage you.

Even though I'm feeling anxious, she would tell me that it isn't that big

of a deal, it's just something that requires great attention. Illness-san

understood the complicated feelings I had, and that's why she let me

say it like this to change my mood.

In fact, I think it's very easy to say it out loud. I just need to enjoy my

time with Shiro-san and not worry about what's going on around me…

Illness-san… really is amazing. When I talk to Illness-san, I feel like I can

naturally be more positive about things… Her voice that gently affirms

me and her words that gently push my back were very comfortable.

As I was relishing the feeling of my mind clearing up, I heard a gentle

voice and the clapping of hands

[…Let's say if the world were a single storyyyyy, how many pages would

there beeeee?]

[…Illness-san?]

When I turned my gaze to the voice, I saw that Illness-san had turned

towards the sky and was singing a song while softly clapping her hands.

[The you on that page may be very smaaaaall and hard to seeeeee.]

[...…]

[But that doesn't matteeeer, for you are the next page's… important

piiiiiiiece.]

[...…]

[Pleeeease, keep walkiiing, for the future lies where you're goiiiing.]

I've never heard this song before, but it seems to have kind lyrics. Even

so, Illness-san… is really good at singing. I couldn't help but listen to her

song that was kindly and gently spun, as if it was speaking to me.

[Let's say if the world were a single storyyyyy, the miracle of meeting

you like thiiiiis is something I'm grateful foooor.]

The lyrics seemed to have entered the second verse, and she had sung

with the same rhythm as the first line.

[As you who reach out to otheeeeers, the others also reach out to

youuuuu. And so, the circle expaaaands, and the page gains color.]

[...…]

[You are never aloooone, for you have many friends by your side.]

[...…]

[Pleeeease, don't forgeeeet, for there are fans who wish for your

happiness.]

With those words, Illness-san turned to me, and for a brief moment… I

felt her eyes focus on me.

[I'm sure the road you walk will not be smooooooth, strong winds may

push you back, but I'm suuuuuuure, you will grow with each of your

steeeps.]

[...…]

[Sooooomeday, when you are old, reading the story again will make me

smile, even when I'm not in its pageeeees.]

[...…]

[That's why pleeeease, don't forgeeeet, I will be your fan, wishing you

happiness.]

It seems that this is where the song ends, as Illness-san ended it with an

unusual smile… a small, gentle smile, before she looked away from me

and turned up to the sky.

[…That's a beautiful song. What song is it?]

[…A song named "A Small Story", it was popular about a hundred years

agoooo. I thouuuught it would be the most appropriate song to send to

you, Kaito-samaaaaa.]

[Ehh? Errr…]

[I will aaaaaalways be on your side. That's whyyyy~~ even in the

fuuuuture, you can rely on me as muuuuuuch you want. I'm most happy

when you're happy after alllllll~~ or something like thaaaaat?]

Saying this, Illness-san tilted her head. Illness-san, as she was basking

beneath the faint moonlight, looked so beautiful and fantastic.

[Kuhihi… Well theeeen~~ since we still have some tiiiiime, how about

we go around stalls a bit moooooore?]

[Ahh, y- yes! You're right, let's go!]

As Illness-san stood up with the usual smile she had on her face, I also

stood up. I don't know if it's because I heard her tell me that she would

always be by my side or not, but I felt like my face is blushing red right

now.

Dear Mom, Dad——- Affirming me, supporting me, pushing me

forward… and sincerely wishing me happiness. The song that Illnesssan gave me had such an impossibly gentle——- and devotional lyrics.