[From the future]
Love is something very unique. He does not know the name of time, he does not know the name of the place where he will appear.
Sometimes the time he comes to someone's heart is very unexpected. Maybe when we don't want that love and liking to come, he even comes over and knocks on the door of the heart.
Sometimes he appears in unexpected conditions. He did not know the place and conditions at that time. He doesn't care what our condition is, which is certainly very unique and unpredictable.
That's the name of love, it comes and settles. Always and sure. If he leaves and doesn't stay, it's not really love, but just liking. Liking and love are different. His love will definitely hurt feelings but that wound will always heal with time. But that liking will destroy all the good things that are in him, even if he is only one fault.
Love does not claim advantages.
Love does not demand to be perfect.
Love cannot be viewed with one eye.
Love is beautiful as a rose in the middle of a field.
Love is like a ray in the dark.
Love never fades, it will always be by the side of the loved one. Love will be an encouragement for all things, it will be a motivation when we fall, it will be a calmer when we are sad or angry. He will be the antidote when we are blinded by bad things.
Love is not always with wrong and excessive relationships. It was obviously not love, but mere lust. Distinguish lust and love, those are two very different things.
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Love is like a needle. He can be our tool for sewing torn clothes, and he can also pierce and stab these hands.
The pain caused by the feeling of love is like being pointed at by a needle, it is very wrenching. And imagine if it pierces the thumb or index finger, it must hurt even though it doesn't bleed much.
It's just on the finger, if it's in the heart?
It's unimaginable to feel that heart-wrenching. And like I said, he's still going to get well. But he would never want to take the same wound.
But it depends on the person himself, what choices are made is all his own decision.
Does he want to stay on the side of the needle?
Does he want to be injured to dozens of dozens?
Do you want to get hurt again and again?
All of those are your choices and sometimes in love most people prefer the name of the heart. And that's not wrong. And that's also the right thing.
Then how do you do it?
The method is quite simple. When we don't want to use our heart not to get hurt and we don't want to leave when we want to fight. The answer is only one.
Answer...
Do both. Take the middle ground, we can not get hurt and stay afloat but use logic, not heart.
We can love someone and again the problem up there is not because of love. When we love someone it is natural. But...
When we love him... As for him not, then that's wrong. And that's not the perfect love.
As for the matter of unrequited applause, it is very, very painful. And this is not just a mere babble, many people have experienced it and many are also lucky.
Some fought tooth and death but were not appreciated.
There are also those who struggle but succeed.
And those who succeed in that I think are very lucky. As for the unlucky ones, it is very great. But this is just my own perception.
Maybe other people think this, maybe life karma is also influential when it comes to love. And I can answer that it is true as it is.
And right now I'm busy writing about love. Because I'm so positive about this. I really want that affectionate attention, but there is nothing in this heart anymore.
The wind that came to blow my hair under this tree felt very soothing. And sometimes this wind makes the hot atmosphere cool. And when you breathe the air below, it feels very fresh.
I thought while staring at the fallen leaves. Has he ever thought of me? Has he also ever liked me. Or rather what he feels sorry for me? I don't know.
Only the one true god knows.
Is he my soul mate? I hope so.
"I sat smiling under the tree while writing a book, and when I looked at the sky, I thought of old memories from my school days. Want it to feel like I'm going back in time. Want me to fix everything. Want me to get to know him one more time.
"When I walked in the afternoon, I saw a lot of people having fun. There is a family with his child. There are also those who are walking with their partners. I'm honestly envious. But it's a natural thing.
I kept walking by looking around. I saw the lake water illuminated by the sun in the afternoon. It feels, no, it is indeed very beautiful.
And as I stared at the lake I grew sadder. I shed tears. Self-blame, luckily I'm far away from people so I can shed tears freely."
Why does it have to be like that? why? There must be other ways.
I wiped away my tears, I knew if he was here he would wipe my tears, and say romantic things.
Just imagining that makes me smile and when I turn my head up. With mta water still rolling. And the air that blew my hair down. I smiled.
I raised both my hands, wanting to taste like it. Although there are Restrictions that cannot be crossed.
I miss him very, very much.
"if it were..."
[Go back in time].