I'm the biggest psycho ("Rogue Psyche")

"I'm a spy who can make even psychopaths lose their minds. Life seems pointless, yet I don't wish to die. If given a chance, I'd confront my father once more or maybe kill him. Despite my desire for normalcy, escape seems impossible as each attempt only deepens the hole I'm in. My primary goal is to eliminate all my enemies without getting caught or maybe not but who am I to decide?" Warning: do not read if you easily get scared *Phychological *Abusive romance *bloody murder detail *2 face *Cunning protaganist