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Chapter 5 - Overwhelming

Kane's Pov

I sit in my usual spot outside of Cleo's feeling slightly nervous to take her back to mine. I bought the house for Olivia and me. The pretend family she showed off but she never made it inside. Thank god.

I've just lived alone since then and never taken anyone back. Absolutely not. That's my space now, my sanctuary. But now.. I'm willing to just invite Cleo into it. Like it means nothing. Why?

I rub my head confused and pull my phone out. I hit call on Cleo's number and put it to my ear.

"Are you ready for me handsome?" She asks and I feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand up as I lick my lips imagining something completely different. We weren't on the phone anyway..

"Always. I'm outside beautiful" I tell her smiling and I hear her rummaging around.

"Great! I'm coming now" she says and we hang up. I smile and push the phone back into my pocket and climb out of my car when I saw her coming.

I lean against the car grinning the closer she gets because shit, she looks damn sexy as well. Fuck! I need to Chill. Keep your shit together Kane.

She walks quickly towards me and I just wanna grab her and kiss her. Fuck it.

I wrap my arm around her waist and pull her closer as she grins up at me and I connect our lips. She wraps her arms around my neck pulling me down as she kisses me back.. and I'm in heaven.

We pull apart and she looks up at me smiling as she rubs down my face.

"Hi" she says shyly and I smile down at her fucking melting.

"Hello beautiful" I say just looking at her, taking her in. It hasn't even been twenty-four hours and I'm already back but I needed to see her.

"Are we really going back to yours?" She asks and bites her lip looking up at me through her lashes and I smile at her.

"Is that what you still want?" I ask and she nods smiling up at me.

"Then let's go beautiful" I tell her with a kiss and unwrap her as I open the car door.

She smiles up at me and climbs in.

Walking around feeling a wave of excitement. Okay, she wants to still come. I can do this. I want to do this.

I climb in and she looks me over biting her lip. Do you like what you see angel?

I start the car and she turns the song over and smiles at me as she makes herself comfortable.

"I see you have a Bentley too handsome. Anymore?" She asks smirking and I chuckle as I pull off. My observant angel.

"Just the three. For now. Which do you prefer?" I ask her with a smug smirk making her chuckle as she shakes her head.

"I like them all but the BMW is more me" she says and I smile glancing at her.

"So you'd prefer to be in that?" I ask and she shakes her head.

"You're driving Kane. It's your car. I don't mind, really" she says and smiles and I nod and smile at her.

"Can you drive?" I ask her not even knowing. I wanna know everything. But she shakes her head.

"I tried back home but I just couldn't do it" she says and I hum maybe it was the teacher..

"Do you wanna learn?" I ask her because driving isn't for everyone.

"Yeah I guess, but I'm in no rush. You drive" she says and rubs my thigh smiling at me and I laugh. Well, she's not wrong.

"Yeah, and I'm happy to take you wherever you need to be" I tell her resting my hand on her thigh and she rubs along it gently.

"I appreciate that handsome. How's the hand?" She asks and I smile at her concern.

"Getting there beautiful, it's not my main hand so it's good" I tell her and she hums at me.

"Well, at least that's something" she says as I pull into my drive and she looks around wide-eyed.

"You live here? That's closer than I thought" She says surprised and I hum turning to face her.

"Yes beautiful, how are you feeling?" I ask and she blinks a few times.

"Erm.. A little nervous.. overwhelmed by all this, but I'm good. Happy" she says and I smile at her feeling the same.

"Good, take your time beautiful. Whenever you're ready" I tell her and she looks out the window again taking off her seat belt then looks back at me for a moment.

"Okay. I'm ready, let's go handsome" she says with a nod, smiles and starts climbing out. I jump out and lock up my car as I walk around to her and pull my house keys out reaching the front door. I smile at her nervously as I unlock it and push it open.

"Wow! It's so big" she says walking in first looking around and I smile. It definitely is something.. wait she meant the house.. six beds, seven baths, and two lounges. A good-sized family home. And it's just me. Depressing I know.

"Make yourself at home beautiful" I tell her locking up the door and dropping the keys in the dish.

She just stands at the entrance looking around. I can't help but smile at her as I take her hand leading her into the main living room.

"It's so nice, who would have thought" she teases and winks at me playfully and I smirk at her as I spin her into my arms and she wraps hers around my neck leaning back to look up at me.

"This is my space beautiful. No one comes here" I tell her and she licks her bottom lip slowly.

"But I'm here Kane" she says sassy I don't know what to tell her so I connect our lips, kissing her as I pull her closer and I feel her hand at the back of my neck pulling me down to her.

I pick her up by her thighs and she wraps her legs around my waist as she continues to kiss me passionately. I don't even like kissing normally, but Cleo, I can't get enough of her.

She pulls back biting my lip looking into my eyes and there's just something about her that draws me in.

"I think I'll take that drink handsome" she says and I smile and kiss her again.

"Lemme show you where it is" I tell her and turn still holding her as I walk towards the kitchen. I sit her on the island and she unwraps her legs from me and I open the cupboard where I keep the alcohol.

"So, what do you want beautiful?" I ask her and she gasps.

"You have so much Kane. Wow!" She says and I laugh and grab the bourbon for myself.

"But I'll take a vodka orange please. If you have that" she says and I grab the bottle of Smirnoff and start taking out glasses and pouring our drinks. I top hers up with the fresh orange juice out of the fridge and hand it to her.

"Thank you" she says with a smile and takes a drink. I lean against the counter sipping my own just watching her as she watches me. I will just stand here and admire fucking everything. Everything's perfect and in the right proportion for her shape. Her round ass and thick thighs with nicely sized breasts and that naturally stunning face. Okay, no more Kane.. shit.

"Shall we go relax in the living room beautiful?" I ask her under her intense gaze and she nods and slides down off the counter. She runs her hand across my chest as she walks past me and out of the kitchen. I can't help continuing to watch her but she soon leaves my eyesight. I back my drink needing it and grab the bottle bringing it with me and making my way into her.

I find her sitting back on the sofa drinking her drink, so I walk around and sit down next to her.

"So beautiful, how was yoga?" I ask her as I top my drink back up.

"Really good. They don't half put you in some positions" she says and laughs and I smirk as she covers her face. I move her hands smiling at her and she bites her lip.

"My bad" she says and I shrug. I really, really don't mind.

"Be you beautiful. But we'll see about that" I tell her rubbing my hand over her jean-clad thigh tonight and she blushes and blinks a few times.

"No rush beautiful. I'm just saying" I tell her and she hums but I see and feel the clench of her thighs out of my peripheral and slowly lick my lips imagining how she tastes. It will happen. I don't know when. But it will.

"It's been a while" she says more to herself and I look at her as I sip my bourbon and she blushes.

"Well, I'm definitely ready when you are beautiful. No pressure" I tell her guarding her reaction and she smiles biting her lip again. She does that a lot I'm starting to notice.

"I do like you Kane. I'm interested in taking this further, like very much so but we should wait. Right?" She asks and I blow a breath out slowly. So.. I want her and she wants me. What's the problem?

"Wait, weren't you the one that told me not to let society dictate what you do?" I ask her and she laughs.

"I see you Kane. Naughty. So what you saying then" she says and licks her lips looking at me lustfully and my brain shuts down.. Wait.. What? Is she serious?

"Don't play with me Cleo" I tell her feeling my dick hardening quickly at the sudden possibilities.

"You're looking a little flustered Kane" she says resting her hand on my thigh and I feel myself becoming weaker at her touch. I feel my dick oozing precum as I feel her fingers inching to move and I drop my head back with a nervous laugh trying to control myself.

I wrap my arm around her shoulders as I feel her move closer and she rests her head on my chest.

"I've already seen it" she says quietly and I lift my head down at her and see her biting her lip and looking at the very imprint it's made in my joggers.

"You have?" I ask her wondering when? I would have remembered showing her my dick.

"Yeah, you kinda stretched when I was sat on you in the car and it was just curled up against your stomach" she says and fidgets a little. Ohhh... My bad angel.

"And I take it you liked what you saw?" I ask thinking she must of right. She's here.. Again.

"Very much so" she says and that makes me happy to know. She likes the package.

"Well I'm very much looking forward to seeing your sweet cookie" I tell her and look down at her blushing but she squeezes my thigh.

"Don't forget.. very wet Kane" she whispers and runs her hand a little higher. The closer it gets the more my balls draw up and my dick throbs leaking precum. Thank god I wore black because the wet patch would be ridiculous.

"Got a little wild side in you beautiful" I tease and she giggles.

"I want another drink actually and I wanna see your wild side" she says standing up and walking off. I don't think she's ready for that..

I pour myself a bourbon while she makes hers and knock it back quickly fucking needing it before I pour another.

She comes walking back in drinking and puts it on the coffee table and looks down at me. I tug her down onto me and she straddles my hips and rests her hands on my abdominal.

"How are you feeling beautiful?" I ask her and she hums as she runs her hands up my body slowly and leans in, I grab the back of her head and kiss her feeling her hands run over my shoulders and up my neck as she pulls me closer deepening the kiss. She swipes her tongue across my bottom lip and I open a little wider for her and she lets out a little moan as I grip her hip and she pushes her tongue into my mouth. I feel her tongue bar and it's different. A good different. If she kisses like this I'm going to literally lose my fucking mind if she sucks my dick. Fuck!

We pull apart and she rests her head against mine as we catch our breaths. My heart pounds in my chest and my dick hurts it's that hard.

"If I didn't stop. Then we wouldn't off" she says looking back at my lips and I smile and kiss her gently.

"Whatever you want beautiful" I tell her as she hums leaning back and grabbing her drink after passing me mine.

"I see you being a bad influence Kane" she says watching me drain my drink again

"Nothing wrong with feeling good beautiful. Don't feel like you have to drink on my level with me. That's cool" I tell her and she shrugs as I top myself back up.

"It's the weekend, I wanna get drunk with you" she says and bites her lip making me lick mine.

"You smoke weed?" I ask her wondering and surprised when she shrugs.

"I know it's weird because of what I do but it helps open up my own mind. Only on the weekends" she states and I nod.

"Yeah I don't during the week because of work and the whole workout routine but I do Fridays and Saturdays to chill and unwind ready for another depressing work week" I tell her leaning her backwards as I grab my box and start the process. I pull out rizzla and cigarette and start grinding weed before putting them together in the rizzla.

"And it's not weird beautiful" I tell her as I finish up and roll quickly handing it over to her.

"Spark this" I tell her and she accepts it and kisses me.

"Thanks handsome" she says picking up the lighter as I start rolling my own.

"Can I ask you something.. Well things? We'll play 21 questions" She says and I nod at her as she passes me the lighter to spark my spliff when I've done.

"OK. Double texting. Yay or nay?" She asks and I raise my brow smirking.

"You can double, triple, quadruple text me beautiful. Doesn't bother me, because it's you. What about you?" I ask her and she smiles and nods.

"Doesn't bother me either. Okay, so what was your longest relationship?" She asks jumping into the next question and I sigh. Fucking Olivia.

"Three years, you?" I ask her and she shakes her head. Huh? What?

"You've never had a boyfriend?" I ask her surprised and she shakes her head again blushing.

"Wow" I say feeling my cheeks lift as I smile at her and she bites her lip.

"Yeah. It doesn't put you off?" She asks and I furrow my brows. Absolutely not.

"Nope, I'm happy to be your first beautiful" I tell her and she hums running her hand down my t-shirt.

"So you want a relationship? You're ready?" She asks and I nod. Only with you angel.

"Yeah, but she's gotta be special" I tell her smirking and she hums again.

"So me then" she says sassy and winks at me and I smirk at her. Definitely beautiful. One million per cent. Shit, I need to chill out man.

"If you play your cards right" I tell her rubbing my hand up her thigh and she sips from her glass hiding her blushing cheeks as I grab my drink and back it. Ready for the next question.

"Okay Kane.. Where do you see yourself in five years?" She asks and I squeeze her thigh not thinking past her. But if I was to think..

"A few more businesses in the bag, still fighting I hope, preferably married and hopefully a dad too. You?" I ask telling her the truth because that's where I'm at. That's what I want. I'll be nearly thirty as well.

"Okay, sounds reasonable. Well, I hope that I get my degree so I'll be working within my field and preferably with someone too. Just happy really" she says and I smile at her. She didn't mention what I wanted. Does she not want that?

"Do you wanna get married, kids and all that?" I ask her and take a long drag of the sparked spliff hoping for a yes.

"Yeah definitely. But remember I'm only 20 Kane" she says and I nod as I continue to smoke.

"Yeahhhh, you're more mature though. My bad beautiful" I say and smile at her. She finishes her drink puts the glass on the tablet and looks me over.

"It's fine handsome" she says with a one-shouldered shrug and begins to fidget.

"What's wrong angel?" I ask her and she climbs off me.

"I need to pee" she says and I smile at her and drop my spliff in the ashtray with hers.

"Come with me" I say getting up and taking her hand. I lead her out and up the stairs.

"Main bathroom or mine?" I ask her pointing to each door and she looks at mine and bites her lip.

"Come on beautiful" I say opening my bedroom door feeling a little nervous. No ones been inside my room. All these firsts with my angel.

She walks in looking around my space and I point to the door where my suite is and she runs over to it pushing through the door. I look in the mirror at myself and smirk. Yeah, so our five-year plan is a little different. But she still wants what I want. That's all that matters.

We want the same thing. I can wait a little longer if it means I get to have my angel. I'm happy with that.