Nikita's POV
I always try my very best not to be reminded of that day because it was the most painful day of my lifetime. That day i lost Three most important things in my life, the first one being my vaginity, the second one was my best friend and the third one was trust, I lost all trust in humanity especially men. I felt him coming to the bed, he smelt like he was drunk, he was drunk. I felt hands on my body, my clothes being ripped off. I wanted to scream and fight but i couldn't move my body nor could I get my voice to come out. Great shock overcame my body as i saw the men's face, " Micheal!" , i said with my inner voice. I was shocked and confused, didn't understand what was happening.he was kissing my face going down to my lips. He took my brah off and roughly kissed my moulds. His hands were all over my body. I don't know when and how my jeans came off or my underwear even but I feel him invade the most private part of my body. He was rough and in a hurry. It was the most painful feeling i have ever felt in my entire life. Maybe that is why began fearing anything that had to do with sex, my first experience was not something worth remembering because it brought me so much pain. His one hand was on my neck in a chocking manner as he moved roughly in and out of me. Tear kept running down my face , i had so many regrets. If only i had gone back home when Charlie had called then none of this would have happened, i should have listened to her the many times she told me she had a bad feeling about Michael and didn't like him at all. I don't know what happened next but I remember waking up in a hospital, my mind was still blurry and so was my vision. I looked around trying to take in my surroundings. I saw Charlie sleeping on the couch that was close to the bed. My throat felt dry and painful. I saw a glass of water kept on the counter near the bed so i tried reaching out to it but accidentally knocked it over and it fell on the floor. "Half!You awake, are you okay? Do you feel pain anywhere? Should I call the doctor?" Charlie asked frantically fear written all over her face. "W.... water" l said with the little bit of strength i had, my voice sounded hoarse and scratchy. In a flash she made me drink the water with the help of the straw. "What happened, why I'm i here?" I asked slightly confused. I couldn't recall anything and i wish i hadn't tried so hard to recall anything because as soon as the memories of that night filled my brain, a wave of shock took over my body, my breathing became unsteady and I was running out of breath, my heart began beating fast and before I knew it, i was out.