Chapter (17) Gloomy Sunday🏮
All of Phi Jay's family and Ryu's family gathered in the room where Khun Ranee was being treated. While Phi Jay was still holding his wife's hand, Before Khun Ranee speaks, a surgeon informing them about Khun Ranee's latest condition , ~~ The Surgeon "We discovered that Khun Ranee had a congenital heart defect from when she was a child, her medical records were only received this morning. Apparently Khun Ranee asked her trusted doctor to keep this secret. After find out that Khun Ranee had an accident, her doctor sent me her medical records. After researching, we also found that she is still 7 months pregnant had placenta previa, a condition where the placenta grows too far into the uterine wall, increasing the risk of bleeding during pregnancy, as well as during and after labor. with her very weak condition , we have no choice , but Khun Ranee has given the decision for us to save her baby. ~~ Phi Jay "What do you mean?" , ~~ The Surgeon "That means that if the baby is saved, the mother will not be able to be saved because she will certainly experience post-birth hemorrhage. If we save the mother, and get rid of the baby, we can't guarantee that the mother's condition will last long because of her weak heart." , (everyone in the room was shocked to hear the doctor's statement.) (1)
Khun Ranee who are lying on the bed , trying to speak in a weak voice , ~~ Ranee "Mae...Are you alright?" , ~~ Phi Jay's mom " sweet heart,... I'm fine, my leg just hurts a little." , ~~ Ranee "I see, Thank God.... Phi Jay...." , ~~ Phi Jay "Khab...I'm here." , ~~ Ranee "Thank you for taking care of me since the passing of my father who was sick with cancer for a long time, my late mother once said I should live happily with the person I love. I felt happy when I married you , But I just found out something, a fact behind my happiness, it turns out that there are a pair of hearts that are hurt because of love. These two people were forced to break their hearts in order to fulfill the wishes of the parents who had promised each other that they would marry off their children in the future. These two people chose to get hurt rather than hurt my feelings and the feelings of a father who kept his promise. but without parents realizing it, a marriage must begin with love. Phi Jay... I know everything, and I also know that your dad has asked Phi Ryu to stay away from you. That's why he chose to leave his country to get away from you. And the doctor said that everything went well because Phi Ryu did things to save my life. He once again did it for me, for us, and for our baby." (Ranee cried with the sound of gasping for breath). (2)
Phi Jay bowed his head while crying, as did Ryu who cried while facing the wall. Then after taking a deep breath, Ranee wanted to continue her words. ~~ Ranee "Phi Ryu..." (Ranee called Phi Ryu to come closer to her.) , ~~ Ryu "khab..." (and Ryu walked over to Ranee and Phi Jay.) , ~~ Ranee "Please give me your hand ! , as well as Phi Jay!" (Ryu & Phi Jay both give their hands , and then Ranee's hands brought their hands together👐 and clasped tightly then put their hands on her belly) , ~~ Ranee "Phi Jay, promise me, you must be a good daddy to your son, love him with all your heart and I ask you to be honest to your feelings, also listen to your heart then you will get happiness in life" , ~~ Phi Jay "khab...I promise" ,~~ Ranee "Phi Ryu , Can I ask you one more favor?" , ~~ Ryu "khab...just say it!" , ~~ Ranee "I'm asking you to take care of the 2 people I love the most, Phi Jay and my baby, I entrust and leave them to you...Give the baby name RYO, so that he gets a lot of love from your family too. And I'm sorry my innocence has hurt you for so long." , ~~ Ryu "There's no need to apologize, you're not at fault at all, my leaving was also of my own free will, and I will try to keep that promise by taking care of them with my life." (Khun Ranee smile at Ryu) , ~~ Ranee "Mae..." , ~~ Phi Jay's mom "Kha..." , ~~ Ranee "I've never asked you for anything, but this time can I ask you to approve them? mae..." , ~~ Phi Jay's mom "As long as they're happy, that's enough for me." (ranee smlie at mae/Phi Jay's mom) , ~~ Ranee "Khun Paa...Can you also approve of them?" , ~~ Papa Leo "So do I, as long as both of them lived happily." , ~~ Ranee "Thank you very much....." (khun Ranee suddenly stops talking, at the time Suddenly there was a long beeping sound from the ECG monitor. (3)
While Phi Jay and Ryu who were close to Khun Ranee called Khun Ranee's name, seeing that there was no response, those in the room tried to call the doctor on duty. 3 surgeons and nurses ran into the room, then the family members were asked to leave the room, then performed CPR and used an AED shock device on Khun Ranee. Nearly an hour passed, finally one of the doctors came out to deliver the results of the operation to remove the baby from Khun Rane's belly , ~~ The Doctor "First of all, I want to apologize, because we have tried our best , but your wife's heart condition cannot make it , about the baby, your baby boy, we have successfully removed him from his mother's belly , even though he was born prematurely, that's why the condition of the baby is still small and weak and we have moved him to the NICU room , We are still monitoring your baby." , ~~ Phi jay "Yess..Please do your best !" , ~~ The Doctor "Khun Jay...We, the doctors and medical staff, would like to express our condolences for your loss." , ~~ Phi Jay "Thank You very much"(4)
After hearing from the surgeon that his wife had passed away, Phi Jay sat pensively leaning on his wheelchair without showing any emotion, he was just silent. Ryu who saw Phi Jay's condition like that tried to open his heart by telling all family members to leave the room. , ~~ Ryu "Sorry everyone, can I talk to Phi Jay alone?Please...?" , (all family members such as Papa Leo, Rey, Yuki, Ren , Kinn and Phi Jay's mother looked at Phi Jay who was just sitting silently without any response, and they complied with Ryu's request and left the room.) After closing the door, Ryu walked over to Phi Jay, then Ryu said. , ~~ Ryu "Cry! Let your emotions out, don't keep it like that, let out all your tears, scream as much as you can!" , ~~ Phi jay "It's all my fault, I couldn't take care of them properly."(seen Phi Jay hits his own head with his right hand then he cried hysterically) and Ryu's hand pulled Phi Jay's head and leaned it on Ryu's belly, Phi Jay cried while hugging Ryu's waist. The family who had been standing outside the room also heard Phi Jay's cries. Gloomy atmosphere at that moment, Phi Jay's mom was also seen shedding tears because she heard her son's hysterical voice. (5)
The next day the cremation ceremony will be held in the afternoon. Papa leo, Kinn , Rei, and Yuki helped take care of everything for the ceremony. while Phi Jay's mother, who was still not discharged from the hospital, did not attend the ceremony. at that time only Ren was assigned to look after Phi Jay's mother in the hospital. On the other hand, at Phi Jay's house, Ryu wanted to help clean Phi Jay's body by wiping Phi Jay's face, body, legs and hands with a wet towel. But when Ryu wanted to undress Phi Jay, Phi Jay looked like he was embarrassed and awkward and wanted to refuse. , ~~ Phi Jay "Ryu...Let me take off my own clothes " , (Ryu saw that Phi Jay was having a hard time getting his own shirt off. because his left hand and leg were in a cast.) , ~~ Ryu "Hehhh(sign😪)...Don't force yourself, and don't add more wounds, let me do it, you just keep quiet. " , ~~ Phi Jay "but Ryu I don't want to bother you." , ~~ Ryu "Just be quiet , This is your room, there's only me and you, no one else, so what are you afraid of? Soon the ceremony will start, and after that I'll drop you off and then I have to go to the hospital again to monitor baby Ryo. There you will be accompanied by Papa and Rey as well as Khun Yuki, Understand?" , ~~ Phi Jay "Thank you, your family has been a great help to my family, what can I do to repay your kindness?" , ~~ Ryu "It's simple, just listen to what I say." , ~~ Phi Jay "khab..." (6)
Then Ryu began to remove Phi Jay's shirt and pants slowly. seen Phi Jay just silent without saying a word. then Ryu also did not forget to take off Phi Jay's underwear and next Ryu wiped Phi Jay's body slowly. There was a scientific reaction on the faces of both of them, their faces turning red with embarrassment and seeing something. Ryu clearly saw the size of the man he had always loved. then after finishing wiping his Body and putting on clothes for the ceremony. they went straight to the cremation ceremony by driving Ryu's car. Not long after they arrived at the ceremony site, Rey and Yuki were already waiting for Phi Jay and Ryu coming. they helped Phi Jay out of the car and sat on his wheelchair, then brought him to the front of the altar of prayer. staff and business partners were seen arriving there. After making sure Phi Jay was in the right place and asking his family to pay attention to Phi Jay, Ryu rushed back to the hospital to see baby Ryo's condition. (7)