After a few hours of going around in circles inside the dungeon, Dean found the portal that would lead him back to Earth. He was feeling embarrassed about his current self, but that didn't matter much compared to the pain he was going to feel during the process.
"You did it once, you can do it again."
I don't wanna do it again.
He just left the last words fade in his mouth, as he turned back to look at the beautiful volcanic mountain before him. It was the place that changed his life and he is thankful for all the monsters that tried to kill him.
Without them as my first kill, I don't know who I could have killed.
It was an evil and scary thought in the mind of a thirteen year old, but Dean considers himself a man now. There are people who live enough to be called grandfathers who couldn't have done what he did today.