Chapter 10 - Ones held dear

"W-WHAT ARE YOU?" I managed to stammer.

Despite having lived two lives, my brain refused to believe what I was

looking at. A monster—for a lack of a better word—easily more than three

stories high, was seated cross-legged on a crudely carved throne of jagged

stone, one arm lazily supporting its—her, I reminded myself—head. The

petrifying red eyes that gazed down at me, though menacing, carried an oddly

tranquil quality. Two massive horns protruded from the sides of her head,

arching down and around her skull and curving up to a point near the front,

almost like a crown. Two fangs peeked out from her lips, and her body was

adorned in sleek black armor. Though it had neither decorations nor

embellishments, it still glowed like a priceless treasure.

I was once a king. Still, this being sitting before me now made me

embarrassed to have ever had the nerve to call myself one. No, the one sitting

on that giant throne was a being that would make even the most faithless of

heretics bow down in reverence.

Yet here she was, in all her glory, her head resting on one arm, nonchalantly

scratching her nose with the other hand.

And what I had failed to notice until now, because of the dim lighting in the

cave and the blackness of her body, was that this being had a gaping hole in

the side of her chest, from which blood oozed in a slow but steady flow.

"We finally meet," she repeated with a lazy half-smile that revealed a row of pointed teeth.

I tried to get up, but only made it halfway. I ended up back on my butt, my

face still slack with shock at what my eyes were seeing.

"Bugs will fly into your mouth if you keep it open that wide."

Well, at least she has a sense of humor, I thought.

"As for what I am, I won't discuss that. You can draw your own conclusions

based on what you see," the horned humanoid monster said. Her eyes seemed

to gaze straight through me.

I was speechless, but the creature didn't seem to notice.

"It will take some time for me to open a dimensional gate to transport you to

your house," she sighed. "Until then, just be patient and wait here. There are

special roots that grow here. You will be able to live off those until I finish."

That's right. In my shock at the creature's appearance I had completely

forgotten about my family. I managed to regain a bit of my composure and

stood, walking a little closer to the being.

Giving a courteous bow, I replied, "Thank you for everything you've done

for me, and for what you intend to do. If there is any way I can repay you, I

will do for you whatever is in my power."

"Such good manners for a child. Do not worry; I am expecting neither a favor

nor your gratitude. I'm doing this simply for my own amusement. Come! Sit

here closer to me and keep me company. I haven't talked to anyone in a

while," the being said with a laugh, and patted an area of her throne for me to

sit on.

I climbed up onto the platform rather awkwardly, forgetting I could use mana

to just jump up, and propped myself on the throne next to the being.

"Excuse me if I am being rude, but you don't really look like a lady. How

exactly shall I address you?" I said, making eye contact.

"You're right. I don't exactly look like a lady, now do I? I wonder why I said

that. My name is Sylvia," she replied, letting out a soft chuckle.

This giant demon god-like monster looked likeanything but a 'Sylvia' to me,but I chose to keep that to myself.

"Elder Sylvia, do you mind if I ask a few questions?"

"Go ahead, young one, although I may not be able to answer everything."

I immediately began rattling off questions, overcome by the curious

wonderment that her presence cast over me. "Where is this place? Why were

you here all alone? Where did you come from? Why do you have that huge

wound? Why did you save me?"

She patiently waited for me to finish before replying.

"You must have had a lot on your mind. The first question is easy to answer.

This place is in a narrow zone between the Beast Glades and the Forest of

Elshire," she explained easily. "No one knows of it because I've been

warding off anyone who came close, although there are few instances of that

in any case. You, young child, are the first to enter into this domain."

"Please, call me Art. My name is Arthur Leywin, but everyone calls me Art!

You can too," I blurted, before clapping my hands over my mouth, confused

as to why I had spoken like an excited child.

"Very well, child, I will call you Art." Her red eyes glazed over, gazing into

the distance while answering my next questions.

"Continuing on to your second question, I am here alone simply because I

have no one left to be with.

While I do not think telling you everything would

be wise, I will tell you that I have many enemies who desperately wish for

something I have. My last battle with my enemies left this wound. As for

where I come from, it is very far away."

Sylvia paused for a moment before continuing. This time her eyes looked

straight at me, as if she was studying me.

"Why I saved you… even I do not fully know the answer to that question.

Perhaps I have simply been alone for too long and wished to have someone to

talk to. I first noticed you when your party was engaged in battle with the bandits. When you fell off the cliff to save your mother, I felt compelled to

rescue you. It seemed a waste for such a good child to die. You are very brave. It is rare for even an adult to show such presence of mind under

pressure."

I shook my head. "I was scared, too, but I didn't have much of an option. I

just wanted to save my mother and my baby sibling inside her." I didn't know

if it was from the gentle way she talked or because of how big and powerful

she seemed, but when I was in front of her, I seemed to turn into a child. No,

I was a child in her presence.

"Your mother was pregnant? I see… You must miss them dearly. But rest

assured, your family and party escaped unscathed. As for where they have

gone, my sight cannot reach far enough to tell anymore."

A wave of relief washed over me, and it took all I had to keep my tears from

falling. They're safe. This new life was exposing me to emotions I had buried

deep down in my previous world.

"Thank God. Th-they're alive… They're okay." I let out a sniffle.

Sylvia's giant hand reached down and she softly patted my head with a

finger.

I spent the rest of the day conversing with Sylvia.

Toward afternoon, she

directed me to some edible roots, which looked and tasted very similar to

potatoes but were black in color. We talked about all sorts of things to pass

the time as she prepared to open a portal. At one point, she asked me how I

was able to use mana so well at my age.

"I was under the impression that, so far, the earliest a human mage had ever

awakened was at the age of ten—and even then, because the child couldn't

grasp how to use it, there was very little he could do with it. Yet not only

have you already formed your mana core, but, by the way you use your mana,

you seem to be more skilled than many full-fledged mages."

I just shrugged, feeling a twinge of pride at her compliment. "My parents said

I was a genius or something. I can read really well, and I understand what the

books are saying."

The twinkle in the being's piercing eyes seemed to show that whatever I was,she knew that the word 'genius' wasn't sufficient to describe it—but Sylvia

remained silent.

The days trickled by as Sylvia continued preparing the portal. One day, in a

regretful tone, she explained, "The spell will take some time to be completely

safe. I would not like for you to land in a destination you are not familiar

with. If there is even one inconsistency, it could lead to you arriving hundreds

of feet off the ground. Please be patient. You will be able to see your loved

ones soon."

I nodded. As long as I knew they were alive, I was fine with waiting. It beat

trying to climb back up the edge of the mountain.

While I trained my mana core and chatted with Sylvia, I noticed a few things.

Sylvia exemplified the cliché, "Don't judge a book by its cover." Contrary to

her intimidating appearance, she was kind, gentle, patient, and warm. She

reminded me of my mother, in the way that they both managed to be tender

while scolding me when I did something wrong. One afternoon I mentioned

that the mage I had fought, along with the other bandits, deserved worse

deaths than they had suffered. She suddenly flicked my forehead.

Even though she was gentle, a flick of a finger from someone over three

stories tall was nothing to make light of. I was sent tumbling to the ground.

When I recovered, I asked angrily, "What was that for?"

She picked me up and set me on her armored knee and, her tone soft but

pained, she said, "Art. Perhaps you are not wrong in that those bandits

deserved death. I myself could have saved the mage you fell with, but I chose

not to, for the same reasons.

However, do not let your heart be clouded with continuous thoughts of hatred and the like. Continue proudly with your life

and gain the strength to protect your loved ones from harm. Along the way,

you will face dangerous situations, maybe even worse than the ones you have

survived already—but don't let the grief and rage corrode your heart. Move

on, and learn from those experiences—better yourself—so they won't happen

again."I blinked, a bit stunned to be lectured on morality by someone who looked

like the epitome of evil herself. But her words struck a chord within me, and I

just responded with a blank nod.

As time passed, I noticed that her wound seemed to be getting bigger. At first

I found it somewhat odd that she could still be alive with a gaping hole in the

side of her chest, but I soon grew accustomed to the sight of it. After several

days, however, it was clear that the wound was bleeding more consistently

now. Sylvia tried at first to hide it with her hand, but it was growing more

and more obvious.

Noticing the direction of my concerned gaze, Sylvia gave me a weak smile

and said, "Do not worry, little one. This wound festers from time to time."

One day, while I was meditating and using strict movement techniques to

better control my mana, Sylvia suddenly interrupted. "Art. Try absorbing

mana during your movements. Ideally, while you are fighting you should be

able to absorb at least a fraction of the mana you would during meditation.

You'll be using mana faster than you can absorb it, but you should be able to

prolong the usage of your mana."

I remembered having had this exact idea. I had never gotten to test my

hypothesis, since I wasn't able to move as freely as I could now. I was used

to thinking of the absorption of mana and the manipulation of mana as two

separate things, and I hadn't stopped to think about the possibilities in this

new world.

I nodded. "I'll try."

"Humans have a very linear mindset regarding mana and find it hard to

deviate from anything that already works. Practice hard now, though, because

you can only acquire this skill while both your body and mana core are

immature. Even mana beasts learn this technique, but humans awaken much

too late and, in most cases, their bodies have nearly matured by that time. But considering how young you are, there shouldn't be a problem so long as you

practice," Sylvia continued, giving a proud puff of her nose.I had to admit that, as with most theories I tested, it was extremely difficult at

first. It reminded me of the exercises the headmaster at the orphanage had

showed us when I was younger, the ones where you tried to make each of

your arms do something different, but it was much harder. But mastering this

would essentially mean I would be able to fight proficiently while still

maintaining a constant inward flow of mana.

Sylvia's only advice was to tell me that an exceptional mage must be able to

split his conscious mind into multiple segments in order to process

information at the most efficient speed. I'd never had a teacher tell me to split

my mind, but I tried doing as she said. I've never tripped over my own body

so many times, not even if you combined all my experiences from both my

lives. This, at least, seemed to get a few hearty chuckles of amusement out of

Sylvia.

The months passed. I kept Sylvia company, telling stories of my family and

the town I was born in, and continued to improve in the mana technique

thanks to Sylvia's patience and my diligence.

If there was a name for this skill, Sylvia refused to reveal it, so I named it

myself: mana rotation.

It would be an understatement to say I had grown close to Sylvia. She had

treated me like her own blood grandson and, in response, I'd gotten attached

to this demon lord grandmother. And, because of our growing relationship, I

wasn't able to simply ignore what was happening. It was frustratingly clear

that, as the portal that would take me home became more distinct, her wound

was growing worse.

One especially bad night, after she had vomited a pool of blood, I couldn't

hold back my concern. "Sylvia, please tell me what's happening to your

wound. Why is it getting worse? It wasn't like this before. Your saying it

'festers from time to time' was clearly a lie. This isn't going to go away on its

own—it's actually getting worse!"I paused for a second, struck with the realization. Why didn't I notice this

before?

She had been getting worse while creating the portal.

In order to send me home—

She was sacrificing her life so I could return to my family.

Sylvia let out a deep breath, knowing that I had realized what was going on.

Managing a sheepish smile, she whispered, "Art. Yes, I am dying. But I will

be angry if you blame yourself, thinking that you have caused this.

I have

been dying for quite a while now. You are doing me a favor by allowing me

to leave this forsaken cave a bit faster."

As soon as she finished speaking, a bright golden glow began radiating from

her body. Shielding my eyes to keep from going blind, I tried to focus on the

shape forming where Sylvia had been sitting. In place of the ten-yard titan-

like figure was a dragon, even larger.

From her snout to the end of her tail,

she was a covered in a pearl-white coat of shimmering scales.

Beneath her

iridescent lavender eyes were glowing golden runes that marked her neck and

ran down to spread around her body and tail like sacred engravings.

They

looked like an elegant, almost celestial tribal pattern, branching out

harmoniously and with purpose, like carefully placed vines. The dragon's

wings were pure white adorned with white-bladed feathers so fine and sharp

as to put even a sword forged by a master smith to shame.

The golden light enveloping the dragon dimmed until I no longer needed to

shield my eyes. I looked at the celestial creature sitting where Sylvia had

been.

"There now… Do I look a bit more like a Sylvia in this form?" Sylvia gave a

toothy smirk.

"S-Sylvia? You're a dragon?" I said.

"Now that I am in this form, we do not have much time.

Yes, I am what you

humans refer to as a dragon. This wound that is killing me was inflicted

during a narrow escape from men who sought to capture me. I sensed one of them drawing dangerously close a few days ago, so I feel that my time of

hiding is drawing to an end. This form will alert them of my location, so I

have time to explain only what is necessary. First, take this. I will need you to

take care of it from now on."

One of her bladed wings unfolded to reveal a translucent, rainbow-colored

stone the size of two fists. With its myriad of colors and shades, the stone

gave off an aura that made me hesitate to take it. I felt almost as if I wasn't

worthy of holding it.

Without waiting for me to respond, she continued:

"Everything will reveal

itself when the time comes. Just hold onto it—and do not let anyone else

know that you have it. Most will not know what it is, but everyone will be

attracted by the aura it emits."

While she spoke, she had plucked a feather from her wings with her claw;

now she handed it to me. "Wrap the stone in this to conceal it."

After I followed her instructions, the once-divine, radiant stone now appeared

to be merely a smooth white rock—pretty, but ordinary.

While I studied the feather-encased stone, I was suddenly pushed back as

Sylvia's snout gently brushed against my chest, where my mana core was.

Taken aback, I looked up to see Sylvia's purple eyes, and the gold markings

around them, blazing even brighter than they had when she first transformed.

As the markings grew dimmer and then disappeared, Sylvia pierced my core

with her tongue, giving off wisps of a golden smoke that crackled with sparks

of purple.

A sharp yelp escaped my mouth as I blinked, confused and surprised. I

continued to just stare at her as she drew her head back, leaving a trail of

blood from a hole in my threadbare shirt. My sternum had bled, but when I

ran my hand over the area, there was no wound.

Sylvia's expression was visibly pained and weak; it was apparent even for a

mighty dragon. Perhaps most notably, her once-shimmering purple irises

were now just a dim yellow, and the beautiful runes that had flowed across her face and body were now gone.

I opened my mouth to ask what she had done, but a giant explosion

interrupted me.

I whipped my head up to see that the ceiling of the cave had been blown off.

The figure that now appeared through the opening reminded me of Sylvia's

previous form.

It was clad in sleek black armor and a blood-red cape that matched its eyes.

The figure's skin was pale grey, like the clouded sky in the background. Its

horns were different, though—this entity had two horns which curled down

and under its ears, following the line of its chin.

Sylvia immediately covered me with one of her wings to protect me from the

falling debris—and probably to keep me hidden from our visitor.

"Lady Sylvia! I advise you to stop your stubbornness and hand it over.

You've already caused us quite enough trouble by hiding yourself. If you

submit, the lord may even heal your wound." The entity sounded impatient.

As soon as he finished speaking, the world around me seemed to pause.

Except for Sylvia and myself, the colors of the world had changed, as if I was

looking at a photographic negative. Most surprising of all, everything was as

still, as if suspended in amber—the entity, the clouds behind him, even the

debris falling from the ceiling.

Ignoring the enemy, Sylvia casually peeked at me underneath her wing. "I'll

open the portal now," she whispered, her eyes solemn. "I didn't have time to

make it go directly to your home, but it should take you to a place with

humans nearby. Do not let him see you and do not look back."

But I had heard the intruder's promise, and I ignored Sylvia's instructions.

"Sylvia! Is what he said true? If you turn yourself over, will you be able to

live?"

"Do not trust his honey-coated words. It will be worse for you if you are

found right now. As for me, I would rather die than go back to where he is,"

Sylvia said, impatience and anger mingling in her voice."No! I won't let you die here. If you refuse to go with him, then please, just

come with me," I begged.

"I cannot go with you. You will forever be in danger if any one of them finds

out you have had contact with me. I must stay here."

Sylvia gently wiped my cheeks with a claw, her draconic eyes lined with

tears.

"You once asked me why I chose to save you. The truth is, it was to satisfy

my own greed. I wanted to keep you as my own child, even for just a little

while. I intentionally prolonged the transportation spell, because I wished to

have more time with you, and now there is not enough time to finish it. I'm

sorry, little Art, for my selfishness—but I have one last request to make. Can

you be my grandson? Will you call me 'grandmother' just this once?"

"I don't care about all that. I'll say it as much as you want if you come with

me. Grandma! Grandma! You can't! Not like this!" I was stuttering with fear

and frustration. "Please, I'm begging you, just come with me. I-I don't know

what you did but everything is frozen right now; we can escape! Please,

Grandmother, don't go. Not like this!" I held tight to Sylvia's claw, desperately trying to pull her away with me.

In that moment, Sylvia's face blossomed into a smile so beautiful she looked

almost human.

I barely caught the words she spoke as she pushed me into the portal.

"Thank you, my child."