"Disgusting," Words echoed in Nina's mind the toxicity from before never leaving her conscience, "How vile!"
"That's unbecoming of a lady!" the harsh critics that would bash against her like a bullet train, the nights without food, secretly feasting on the blood that lay within the rats, which infested her walls. "It's her again, gross."
The sound of her peers shunning her, going out of their way to avoid her, the feeling of sadness and the cold feeling of their nonexistent touch sending shivers up her cold brittle spine, her eyes felt the sting of needles as she tried to vent her frustrations yet the feeling relief never came to pass, as her eyes stung wanting to cry yet no tears came, her dried emotions, mixed with sadness and rage wanting nothing more than to feel something, love, sadness, happiness.
Something, please. Feel something, feel something, feel something! Why can't you be normal?! Why!? Why!? Why!?
WHY!