It takes a few moments but I calm down and the shaking is gone and I don't feel like falling over. Ms. Kim for those who don't know her was my school nurse freshman and sophomore year. She mended me after every single fight before leaving and becoming a real nurse. We used to talk while I recovered in the nurse's station and she would tell me how college was the best thing for her instead of a job. Now that she has a career I can agree with the statement. Add to it she's twenty six now, stands about five feet tall and is of Filipino descent. I can honestly say she was the only bright part of the ass kicking experiences I had for two years.
"I saw you sitting with that girl and it didn't look like you were having a good time, are you alright," Ms. Kim asks and I nod," Good, what did she want?"
"She wanted something for her family or some bullshit," I swear and remember," Sorry, it slipped out."
"We're not at school so once in a while is alright," Ms. Kim says with a laugh and I nod," So how have you been?"
We catch up for a few minutes; I recap some of what happened to me over the past few months since beyond that are beatings and humiliation. She's a little shocked by my stabbing, happy about my family and I coming to terms and getting along. It's a good talk when I realize it's kind of cold still being winter in Texas.
"Do you want to go inside and get out of the cold," I ask and she shakes me off.
"No, I was done getting what I needed and going to take the bus home," she says with a smile.
"I can give you a ride," I offer since we're standing next to my car.
She relents and we are in my car and heading off towards her home. The directions take me a little bit but I find her apartment, it doesn't look bad from the outside and I drop her in the parking lot when she hesitates.
"Did you want to come in and talk for a few minutes," Ms. Kim offers and I have to think.
Okay, a woman I had a friendly relationship with for two years is inviting me to her place. I'm just a kid to her but I figure I'll be polite at least and besides her boyfriend will probably be home soon. I follow her up and once inside take off my boots where prompted and get sat on the couch while Ms. Kim heads to what I can only assume is her bedroom to change out of her work clothes. I sit and wait, it feels a little awkward to be here while she's stripping… don't get a boner Guy. At least she's nice to me outside of school and me looking like a punching bag. I'm rejoined by Ms. Kim gets a couple of sodas, orange sodas, and she sits in a chair next to her couch.
"So gearing up for college next year," she asks and I nod," any ideas what you plan to study?"
"I don't have a clue honestly, I'm going to look around a lot and try to absorb what I can before deciding. Like being a real nurse and not just a school nurse," I ask and she laughs.
"It wasn't so bad, you kept me busy and sometimes you had a bruise or scrape I could treat properly without getting into too much trouble," she recalls and I laugh a little.
We talk, she tells me about her family moving back home but her staying in the U.S. and I talk about my one friend and I keep things about my life simple but I still answer her questions when she asks a big one.
"So where is the girlfriend to help mend all your aches and pains," she asks with a chuckle.
"No girlfriend, haven't had a girlfriend yet and I don't think I'm getting one till college at this rate," I clarify before needing to make a correction," I've been with a few girls but honestly I'm not relationship material or something."
"You don't feel confident," Ms. Kim says and I give her a look," women love confidence, those stories where a girl falls for the shy loner? He's confident in who he is and what he does. It's not about you being super confident all the time but you need to show a little confidence in yourself," Ms. Kim tells me and I nod.
"That makes sense Ms. Kim," I reply with a smile.
"It's just Kim," she informs me and now I'm surprised," You thought Kim was my last name?"
"Yeah, but it's because you put Ms. in front of it," I keep it honest since it wasn't because she's Asian.
We continue to talk, I realize I'm still hungry and figure I should get home for dinner and begin to make my departure only to be stopped by Kim sans the Ms.
"I'll make us something to eat, you can stay for dinner," she asks and I figure it'll be alright.
I let her take care of the kitchen and message Mom that I'm not eating dinner at home and that I'm safe. She lets me know to take care and try not to stay out too late and that she loves me, it's my Mom, she's not original but I like it for a change. Kim makes some sauce without spaghetti and hands me soy sauce and fresh cooked vegetables in from a wok. I realize I'm helping her set the table and we sit at two of the four seats and eat. More talking is nice, we're comfortable and I figure I can ask.
"So what about your boyfriend," I get the question out and see her face change a little.
"I found out a couple things and broke up with him three months ago," Kim informs me a little coldly.
"Ouch, cheated," I ask and she shakes her head.
"No, he was an asshole and I found out he was setting me up to do a gang bang because he heard Filipino women were easy," she says and I am really stunned.
"Well at least you found out before it happened," I replied, trying to be positive about her break up.
"Yeah the worst part was I found out his nickname for me to his friends was bucket," she says and I am puzzled by it," I was on his 'Bucket List' of things he did before he died. Listed under types of women to sleep with or something."
"Okay, I agree he is an asshole," I joke and she laughs.
"Well at least you aren't a virgin going into college, some girls don't find that very… attractive," she informs me and I smirk a little.
"Would it help my chances if I had some solid references," I ask in a joke," With college girls?"
"Depends on the girl, some like to be surprised and some like to know that he hasn't been with every single coed on campus. Women are funny like that," she answers and we both laugh.
"Well I'll remember that but even the first girl said I was good, just needed more experience and you only get that with practice," I state and she nods in agreement.
"Yes well I am out of practice but considering my ex got bored with me after the first month and started to want to spice things up and not in a cute way I'm going to settle for enthusiasm and eagerness," Kim states her point on the matter and I can understand that.
She insists on taking my plate and cleaning up so I sit and watch her from the small dining room as she stores leftovers and rinses off dishes. She's got a nice pair of jeans on; they hug her hips really well. Add to that her fuzzy knit sweater with the sleeves stopping at the elbows and her shoulder length black hair straight and simple. I get up from my spot at the table and move into the kitchen and watch Kim for a little bit as she finishes the dishes and turns to see me standing there with no surprise that I'm standing there. I take my time moving across the floor of the kitchen to Kim whose face goes from a light smile to confusion.
"Guy what are you doing," she asks a question that is usually what a young man needs to hear before realizing he's making a mistake.
"I was… I don't… Okay I'm gonna go since I've clearly got the wrong idea," I say and remember Mrs. Lawson," No actually I don't want to go just yet."
I get back to Kim and with my 6 feet of height versus her 5 feet I have to lean down to kiss her. It's soft and full of hesitation from her and I am a bit nervous. I begin to pull away when Kim pulls me down to her a little and we kiss more but harder and with a lot more intensity. I have my hands on Kim's waist and want to pull against me but my groin is at her belly and it's kind of awkward when she reaches behind herself and breaking the kiss hops her ass onto the counter pulling me back in at almost the same height now, okay she's a little taller now but it doesn't stop us. Now I have my hands on her ass and pull her against me as she wraps her arms around my neck and we resume our kiss. We press our bodies against each other as our mouths declare open for business. She pulls off my shirt and I barely get hers off before she goes for the button on my jeans and getting hers off her ass and taking the panties with them was no small feat. Kim leaned back a little on the counter and I got just the head of me at the entrance to her pussy and pushed inside. I get about three inches in and because of counter and angles that's it leaving a little over half of me outside so I try to enjoy what I'm getting for now and love the fact that Kim is wet and taking me pretty damn well. I keep trying to get a little more of me in her but the angle isn't working and finally I pull out to adjust when Kim hops off the counter and begins walking me out of the kitchen. We end up down the hall in her bedroom and while I'd look around I'm more interested in the five foot Filipina that is on her hands and knees on her bed.
"It's not as big as I've been used to so please hold out," Kim tells me without actually looking back and I smirk.
She thought I only had three to four inches and I'm behind her with eight total, this should be interesting. I move in behind Kim with my knees on the bed and push only half inside her, getting a moan as I begin moving. I'm going slow just enjoying the feel and the fact that I have probably one of the best surprises in sex waiting for Kim. It's a sweet feeling as Kim might just be the smallest female other than Lex I've been with, unlike Alexandra however Kim is vocal. She moans, whines a little and encourages every single thrust inside her and I figure it's time to see if she's faking or not and slow down a bit. I'm not close but after a couple minutes of slow and half I want the main event.
"Kim… are you ready," I ask and almost see her head go down in disappointment.
"It's okay, just finish outside okay. Little faster please," Kim tells me and I decide to surprise her," Holy shit…. fuck!"
I put the whole of me inside her and Kim's reaction matched her initial ones, not. Eight inches buried inside her and I move faster filling the room with her panting and the sound of our hips smacking together. I feel amazing as I stretch Kim out taking her like this and she lets me know it.
"Oh my god you… you're splitting me in half…," Kim groans as I thrust away.