Soobin:
Thud
"Hey what was that for" I said rubbing my head as yeonjun hit me. "Talk about love like that and you won't be breathing to say that again" he said , his voice dangerously low. There's one thing for sure after namjoon hyung he was the only one I was scared of.
"He is right hyung, you will fall in love and when you will, I'll make sure to tell your partner every shit you said right now" beomgyu said playing video game, it was honestly a mystery how he could focus on our conversations and his game at the same time.
I sighed " trust me that day won't come, it is exhausting already to be an idol even if I enjoy it and like moas , loving someone and catering to them will be ..." I shuddered even thinking about it.
"We will see in the future" taehyun said not believing me. As if I gave a fuck. "By the way hyung, hypothetically... Hypothetical question ok? So, hypotheticaly" " just say what you want to say Kai" I said rubbing my Head over hueningkai's antic.
"What will be your ideal type?" He asked quickly running away from me, scared from a beating.
"Hmmm.... Let's see, calm"
"The fuck you are doing idiot"
"Soft-spoken"
"Really you think my club is boring, well so Is your face to look at but yet here we are"
"Never get in trouble"
"Phi I can't fight them all myself stop sucking you finance's face and help me"
"Someone like that and many more which I can't name right now" I said.
"Pfft , boring like you in short" yeonjun said pissing me off and causing the others to laugh.
"Ha ha , enough now back to the talk, we have to fly to Thailand tomorrow. Namjoon hyung called, there's some delegation which is beneficial for my business so we will go there. They will come with us too and another one of that idiots. Theerapayankul are no joke, so be careful" I said .
"There's four of us"
"So"
"Why did you say the last part looking at me?"
"Did I?"
"You are still looking"
"Well yeonjun hyung you have a way with people don't you" taehyun said laughing.
This time I smiled too my dimple showing which didn't go unnoticed by yeonjun.
"You fucker hope you fall head first in love with someone there"
"That would be hilarious " hueningkai said high-fiving beomgyu. Well I know who they were talking about and I have heard enough of her for days.
Kwang. Never happening.
Ava:
I sat on chair for recording. I did use background musics but guitar was something I loved. And I don't know why I felt so lovely today. Maybe Kai and Isabella kissed. Or maybe I read the line again where Rhys said you and me against the world.
But I felt lovely. So I decided to sing a song with my guitar.
The guitar P'Pai bought for me despite Grandpa's protest. Well he is a wart, nobody listens to him. He is another story.
I open the recording button and put on my smile. I may not always show my face but I didn't particularly hid it too because for them I was just a little princess..... Yeah that's the account , pretty stupid but it was a drunken mistake and I'm too lazy to change it.
" Hey guys I'm here again with a new cover, well today Is a little different, I'm feeling too lovely. Poor me, seeing Kai and Rhys and Alex has caused butterfly to erupt in my single stomach. Well pray that I find the one for me too, bonus point if it's an Alex " I winked at the camera smiling.
"Today's song will be and English song and I think you TikTok addicts may have heard it. Think about it as a desperate me looking for a boyfriend so here goes nothing" I took a long breath.
And my finger started to work on the guitar. The background music also started thanks to P'Sky, he and Rain were always there to support me.
Have you ever had the feeling you're drawn to someone?
I looked at the camera thoughtfully.
And there isn't anything they could of said or done?
And everyday I see you on your own
And I can't believe that you're alone.
But I overheard your boys and this is what they said
Looking for a, looking for a
That you're looking for a girlfriend (yeah)
I see that, gimme time, you know I'm gonna be there
Don't be scared to come put your trust in me
Can't you see all I really want to be
Is your girlfriend
Can't fight that
Knock me down you know I'm coming right bac
I don't care at all what you done before
All I really want is to be your...
I continued my song closing my eyes. If anything was that I enjoyed, it was singing. But I hated working under hence only covers.
But still somewhere, a hopeless romantic in me thought, just when I will find my own main character, who is looking for a girlfriend.