Shigure pulled me tighter to him and sat us against the rock wall. There was no need for me to say anything or do anything. I felt that my presence might be enough for Shigure to calm down once his storm of emotions were over. I just sent and wrapped him in my love and concern for him, the same way he had done for me so many times.
The day had been long and I had been injured. I grew tired and my head rested in the crook of Shigure's neck and shoulders. My breath on his skin made his skin ripple. It was a very interesting sight until I felt him hardening up and poking into me very hard. His breath hitched and his arms tightened once more.
We stayed like that for a very long time. Shigure's attempts to calm down didn't help. I could feel how desperate he was to have me and how hard he was holding himself back. He wouldn't let me move for fear it would break his concentration. Every now and then, I felt his arms drift and slide over my back.
I decided that I'd better help him. I had no clothes on, which made things easier. All I needed to do was undo his pants. Which was harder than it sounded. He was not going to let my hands anywhere near his belt.
I tried to cast a soothing illusion for him, like the ones he had taught me what seemed like an age ago. He watched and smiled as I did so, allowing himself to become submerged in that field of flowers and butterflies, thinking I was helping him.
It was then that I hurriedly undid his belt and trousers, letting his very erect pole free. I had to be quick before he woke up from the illusion. The look and size of it made me gasp. I had seen a lot of well endowed men before, but I had not expected Shigure to figuratively take the cake. Maybe because I already saw him as my man, but his was the best and most pleasant looking of all those I had seen.
Carefully, I lowered myself onto him and slowly let him in. Bit by bit, gasping and moaning as I did, trying to adjust myself around his monstrous size. Finally, after what felt like the time span of an entire year, it was in. I sat there, resting against him, feeling exhausted. My legs were throbbing and aching in pain, as I had needed to use them. I would not be doing anything more than this for now. I was still adjusting and reveling in the feel of having Shigure in me.
A satisfactory and delicious sensation.
The illusion popped and Shigure emerged from his dreamlike state, hugging me gently. He kissed me a few times on the face, lips homing in on my lips. He shifted and then froze. I could feel his entire body pulsing.
"Uki-chan!" he shrieked in horror. "What have you done?"
"Nothing yet," I murmured, resting my head back in the crook of his neck. "Don't move. My legs hurt. It was really hard work getting you in."
I muttered my praise of his little glorious member currently buried in me and Shigure twitched, sending waves of pleasure through the both of us. Our mental link tightened and deepened in that moment.
"No, Uki-chan," Shigure groaned, obviously at his limit when I felt him begin moving a little inside me. "This is wrong."
"Ah. So this is how it feels to have my favourite man in me and to let him have me," I murmured, lipping at the sweating skin of his neck.
He moved even more at that, unable to stop himself.
"Anata give me your baby," I said. "Hubby, my shujinsama, please?"
Shigure flipped us around so that he was above me. I gasped and moaned when he began pounding me as if he had lost his mind.
"Shigure, boss," I gasped. "A little gentler, please."
It was as if he couldn't hear me. Anyway, I had surrendered my body to him. I was going to give him my all.
Shigure grunted with pleasure at my reciprocation and his lips crashed down on mine. Through our mental link, I could see and feel the weight of all those wet dreams and held back sexual frustrations cascade out onto me all at once.
Oh dear. I'd gone and done it. I'd made my man's self-restraint snap.
His hands touched my breasts gently, with almost reverence, indulging in the feel of them. His lips and tongue kept coming back to mine for more.
The gentle and considerate man I had expected was no where to be seen. There was only this domineering and demanding man, expecting more and more of me. I gave it to him as much and as hard as he wanted.
Chad Thundercock and a comparison flashed across my mind before I could stop it and Shigure saw it, pumping even harder in his frustration. He was dripping sweat and tears on me.
"Kim - Kim," he called and groaned deeply, "Uki-chan, my perfect little Harmony. Oh, my girl," he kissed me so long and hard that I passed out for a split second. "I can't stop," he puffed. "I'm sorry. I can't stop. How could I have let them hurt you that way? Every time, they tortured me with the sight and sound and smell of you but wouldn't let me touch you. And now, now you are mine. I shouldn't. I need to stop. We can't be doing this. It's wrong."
"I think," I gasped back at him, "that it feels just ríght. I'm yours now. Ok? You're mine now too. There's no need to stop. You can do whatever you like to me, as long as you want, whenever you want. I'm yours. All yours."
"Uki-chan," Shigure groaned. "You have no idea what an invitation like that does to a man."
"If it's a man like you, I'll welcome it any time," I replied, reaching up to capture his lips with mine.
I kind of regretted saying that later. Years of pent up sexual frustration was being unleashed on me and Shigure was like a thirsty man finding water after a long time. Once was not enough. Twice was not enough. Anyway, I lost count. I was definitely going to get pregnant from this.
Being with Shigure was so satisfying.
Much later, my drifting mind suddenly noticed that we had an audience. The big lizards had crept into the edges of my mind to watch the show, along with a few other foreign minds. Seeing as I had noticed him, the big lizard gave me a cheesy grin.
I could feel the lizards communicating with each other. I only caught bits and pieces of their conversation at first as I was still learning their language.
*"So these two leggers mate like this."*
*"Face to face is quite an awkward position."*
*"Those fleshy mounds on her chest must be special handles for the male to hold. They look nice and soft."*
*"This male is quite ferocious. Not unlike me. It looks so satisfying. Not like our females who shout in pain and anger when we do it. Some of them bleed and die. The man is much better equipped for pleasure than for reproduction."*
*"If we didn't have spikes, our females would run away and escape from us,"*
*"Oh, they've noticed us."*
Shigure glared at the big lizard, finishing the job and pulling out of me. He found tissues from somewhere to wipe himself up, glancing over only to find the lizards had already surrounded and were examining me.
*"Your prowess is truly an eye opener,"* the big lizard said to Shigure sourly, while Shigure shrugged his trousers back on in a hurry and pushed the lizards away from me.
I could feel air flowing through the tunnel, clearing up my head. The tunnel had been unblocked?
*"You drugged us,"* Shigure accused the big lizard and it tilted its head to one side, not understanding. *"You used something that made us go into heat."*
*"Ah,"* the big lizard chuckled and slid away. *"If I didn't, when would you mate with your female? I have learned from the two of you,"* the big lizard said, making a clicking noise and the other lizards reluctantly turned to follow him. *"Your bonds have grown so much deeper. I'm so envious. When will I find my perfect mate too?"*
Bonds?
We looked in our minds at our link that the big lizard had pointed to before he left and saw that the link was now buried and embedded into the floor of our minds. Even Shigure's coloured doors had been buried together, creating a private space and room. A place that only the two of us could reach and enter, where no stranger would be able to intrude.
The link was also stronger and wider. It thrummed with many colours. On my side, there was now a special baby room. The one I had often imagined in my mind. It had a window that looked down into my womb. Shigure quietly stood beside me while we watched the sperm attacking the egg lining, each fighting to be the first to enter.
After a moment of hesitation, he put his arm around me and I smiled, looking up at him. He was exuding guilt and regret, but most of all, joyful satisfaction. He gave me a peck on the lips and continued watching the conception of our first child.
*"It's in. It's in!"* I pointed. *"Anata, you did it. You've finally given me our first baby!"*
Shigure just smiled quietly and started looking pensive again.
"You're not excited?" I hesitated.
Only to be swept off my feet, mentally kissed and…