One thing that didn't ad up, "If that's true and you weren't actually interested in him, then why did you have sex with him? Was it really just a hookup after all?"
Namjoon looked at me a bit funny, "I never had sex with him? He was hiding me because we didn't know how you would react, I was just there to hang out with Douyanlie." Hearing his words I kinda just froze and looked at him for a moment.
I felt a million things going threw my mind my mind at that moment, I felt like I couldn't trust anybody anymore.
Tae, Jimin, Yoongi, and now Namjoon?
I can't decide who to believe at this point, "Have you. . Have you thought... That about what happened... This whole time? Is that why you've been acting so distant with each other? I would've assumed Jimin would explain to save his life trying to get to believe..." The sincerity in his in his voice really wasn't helping, at that point i was so overwhelmed that I didn't even want to listen to him.
I quickly got up not even saying anything as I ran and out of my bedroom, I could hear him out calling after me and saying how I'm not stable enough to leave yet but I really didn't care, I felt like I could barely breathe anymore.
I just had to get out.
I saw Hoseok and Jimin running out of their bedroom worried over all the yelling.
I simply looked at them before I was out the door in the cold morning air.
I saw them coming after me so I quickly super-ran out and to the end of the field.
I'm not going to fully run away, I learned my lesson last time.
I simply wanted to get as far away from them as possible.
I needed some clean air to breathe.
I just needed some space, and they can see me from the porch, so hopefully they understand that I just needed to get away for a bit.
Which it seemed they did, I could hear them talking, "Maybe he learned his lesson already?" "He might not wanna go any further." "Is he really the type of person to 'learn his lesson' though?" Yes... I am..
"Jimin, why didn't you tell him the truth?" I could hear Namjoons angry voice, "i thought telling him that would hurt the least..." So what? He just wanted an excuse to get rid of me?
"I should probably go talk to him..." "No, Jimin, you've done enough already. Last time he left it got him stuck in a lot of pain, I doubt he'd put himself in that position again. He's being a good boy and stayed within view for a reason, so let's just give him some privacy for now, Okey?"
Thank you, I am a good boy☺️
Wait no-
After only an hour I started to get hungry, so I took a long walk back to the house and made sure to take my time, I could see Namjoon sitting on the pateo still reading his book. I smiled softly walking closer, he didn't lift his head for me, I stopped right past his chair and mumbled, "Thank you Hyung..." I knew he understood, he knew exactly why I was thanking him and that feeling just made me feel even closer to him.
I felt like finally we could be friends, I felt a sense of... Protection? Like he was the father I never had..
I went inside to get some blood, I drank it with a disgusted face trying not to hurl, "Why is it so bitter?..." I asked myself, noticing Jin Hyung walking by, "Oh, that's sheeps blood." He said casually then continued walking back to his room which was the other single room in the house since he's the oldest, I made another face and simply put down the glass and drank water instead and decided to just drink it later today.
Usually it doesn't matter what time of the day I drink it, just as long as I drink it before the sun goes down. I've gotten used to not having any human blood in my system and I was back to needing only one gigantic glass of blood, able to fit two normal ones that was in the hotel. And also I've gotten a lot stronger, so I don't need as much as I did originally. But after the sun goes down is when I start getting desperate for human blood again, which more often then not ends up with me trying to drain from Taehyung, but luckily I've managed to control myself, if he could just get back and stop fooling around- Okey, I guess I could be a bit more patient- but he really shouldn't be- alright....
After a few more hours of waiting the clock had struck 11 A.M, I nervously watched the front door as i tapped my foot down on the wooden floors and bit my finger nails, hearing the loud "Kookoo! Kookoo!" Coming from the grandfather clock I had had enough.
Without explaining anything I got up and speed-ran out the door in less then five seconds I had ran across about seven miles of land. I was desperate to find him at this point.
I don't know why, but I felt extremely anxious and scared without knowing where he is, like super extreme separation anxiety.
To the point i was running across the country side looking for him, not having found anything I quickly went back to the house and drank the gross tasting sheeps blood, also to let everyone know that i wasn't running away and that I'll be back soon. Namjoon seemed to trust me but everyone else not so much.
I didn't care nonetheless, it's not like they can stop me.
Next up on my list was back in Seoul, assuming maybe they went to find a hospital. So those were the first I hit, I checked every hospital closest to the main road we were using to get back and forth from the hotel to the farm back before we moved in.
And nothing.
I've officially searched every hospital in Seoul, nothing, defeatedly I sat down at an empty cafe hiding my face in my arms, suddenly I remembered that seokjin wanted some chocolate, so I went inside to see if they had any. And dear god did they. "It's like a chocolate heaven..." I mumbled to myself as I stared at the unbelievable amount of chocolate displayed, there were obviously rotten food everywhere but packaged there was plenty.
I grabbed a few bags and started loading with groceries and chocolate, I felt a bit guilty that I was raiding this place but the owners were long dead already, it's not like they'll mind.
I quickly ran home and dropped the bags I could carry in the living room, going back and getting the rest and going back and forth three times before i finally just sat down on the porch to sulk. I rested my head on my arms and his away from nothing.
Then once again for an idea of where they might've gone, I got up and headed to the nearest clinic to the furthest, about an hour later I came back with tears in my eyes. I didmt understand why I was so scared, it was like I was a lost child that couldn't find his parents, this was the most I've ever felt separated from somebody. And we've all seen my backstory (ರ ~ ರ)
My mind clouded with anxiety, I didnt know what to do, I couldn't find him anywhere and to be completely honest I was starting to worry something terrible had happened. I started tapping my foot and biting my nails once again, right when I was about to do another lap of the country side and Seoul my ears perked up hearing familiar footsteps.
My head shot up as Jimin and seokjin came outside too, I had been so emerged in my own thoughts that i hadn't even noticed how close he had gotten, without any thought in my mind I sped-ran to him, I grabbed him roughly and pressed my body against tightly against him hugging him, immediately kissing deeply. I held his waist tightly and wouldn't let him go and groped him slightly but stayed tame knowing there was people.
He was shocked at first but soon kissed back, I could feel my tail wrapping around his thigh reaching up to wrap twice around his upper body, I didn't do it in purpose but I acknowledged I was doing it.
I pulled back slightly, pressing our foreheads together and looked up at him with a small smile, after everything I was thinking could possibly have happened to him I felt my eyes tearing up, "I'm so happy your back..." I whispered, he giggled and gave another peck on my lips, "You missed me?" He asked, so cute(っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
"No, of course not.." I mumbled, pressing my lips further but he pulled away so I couldn't kiss him, "That's a bit tight..." He said with a bit of a grunt, I tilted my head a bit confused as I watched him squirm.
I looked down momentarily and noticed my tail was tightening around him, I quickly let go and pulled my tail around my own waist once to let it rest there, as it's been all day I seemed to feel most comfortable if it's not touching the ground, and having it rest around my waist kept it from doing that.
I looked back at Taehyung, "Sorry, it's a bit hard to control.." I smiled at him apologetically and rubbed my nose against his for some reason and wagged my tail back and forth, he pinched my cheek walking past me to go hug Jimin.
I glared at him and growled??
That growl was the reminder, I turned to Yoongi and grabbed his shirt collar, "Explain." I demanded angrily, he lifted his hands defensively and lazily, "Yea yea, I know."
He rolled his eyes causing me to growl at him again, like an actual fucking dog what is happening.
He walked to the house I bothered and I followed him, grabbing Taehyung away from Jimin and shoving Jimin to the side with my tail, still glaring at him.
"You're fully transitioned, remember what i said about Taehyungs dying and turning into a hybrid? That's part of your transition too, I didn't tell you because you would've constantly been waiting and that would've jumpstarted the transition, and it's best to leave it to form on its own. And you also would've felt it a few days before which would've caused you to get possessive and jealous and nippy. Your spirit animal is a rabbit, but your hybrid turned out to be a wolf because of your alpha genes and personality traits. And wolf's tend to be unbelievably possessive of their belongings, that's why for the first twenty four hours it was important that you weren't around Taehyung at all because I was afraid you would've hurt him or someone else. If you'd bother to notice your fangs and new found claws, that would've been a little bit worse then a fist. And you've angered Annalia, so she wouldn't have helped this time-"
"Annalia is the bitch from the field?" I interrupted him, "Yes, she's the daughter of Timanaru, (Time- ma-nah-ru) the god of rebirth, as you've noticed she's a spoiled brat that can do whatever the hell she wants. To us you beings are pathetic and weak, so no one bothered to tell her no and your earth was given to the child to play with as if it were a Barbie dream house. Up there it has no significance but down here I'm sure youve noticed it effects your lives quite a lot."
"Wait, if we're so insignificant then why are you here?" Jimin asked, "Like I said, it's a punishment."