Chapter 23 - Grovelling

Jaffery Lutta had forgotten Recho Wairimu completely and it was only Shamim Mwikhaki that mattered to him. He wanted to be with her, he wanted to live with her until when the time came for them to die, he wanted to protect this lass with his life, nothing mattered to him but the lass in front of him, he could do anything just to make her happy, he would kill any man that dared to come between them even if the person who would come between them would be Paul Nduta, Jaffery Lutta would not hesitate to kill the guy, Shamim Mwikhaki was his heart and soul and they could not be apart, Shamim was his life, he didn't want any man to even dare to touch her clothes, he own her as if Shamim was a part of his body that he didn't want to lose.

"What about Recho? You said that you can not leave her side no matter what." Shamim Mwikhaki asked suddenly after much deliberation.

"Fuck Recho! You are the only one that my heart wants. Please Shamim, be my girlfriend." Jaffery Lutta continued to beg. 

Shamim Mwikhaki got down from the bar table and shook her head. "Not now, I will give you an answer tommorow when I have thought about it for a much more meticulous." Shamim Mwikhaki said finally, she didn't want Jaffery Lutta to think that she was that cheap for him to find, no.

She wanted Jaffery Lutta to grovel and beg her for her love, yes. She wanted Jaffery Lutta to be her slave more than anything. Even if she had a crush on Jaffery Lutta, that didn't mean that she could just throw herself to him because he had asked so, no.

She had already ensnared Jaffery Lutta in her own cage and now, she could do whatever she wants with him without being worried that some other girl might come and take Jaffery Lutta for themselves. Yes.

After all, men usually took cheap stuffs for granted and Shamim Mwikhaki didn't want to be that cheap stuff. She wanted Jaffery Lutta to climb a mountain of thones and fire in search for her.

Jaffery Lutta had a look of both disappointment and melancholy.

'All girls are just the same. They trap you and do good things to you, offer you some gifts and even seduce you but when you make a move with the intention of wanting to take things far by making them your girl. You will see them hesitate and reject you and they would even start avoiding you. But why? Why me? Why are all girls that I try to court do this to me?' Jaffery Lutta remained squatted on the floor not knowing what to do.

His heart was bleeding and he was utterly devastated and disoriented, he didn't expect to get this answer of rejection especially from someone like Shamim Mwikhaki whom he definitely thought that she would accept him without batting an eye while jumping up and down.

This was certainly not how it was supposed to be acted. Jaffery Lutta continued to complain in his heart. He was hopeless and lost.

"Phew!" Jaffery Lutta sighed and then stared at Shamim Mwikhaki who was now drinking the bloodlust wine in sips. He sat down on the floor and decided to simply observe this beauty in front of him. Since she had rejected him, there was no offense in gazing at how pretty she was, right?

The way Shamim Mwikhaki was drinking the bloodlust wine was a sight to behold, Jaffery Lutta wished that he had a camera or a better phone that had an HD camera so that he could take a picture of the sight before him. Shamim Mwikhaki was certainly too beautiful, if she was to star in the commercials and movies, the movies and the products that she had promoted would surely sell like hotcakes as the people would just want to see her and nothing else, even the women would be moved for sure. The so called pretty models that Jaffery Lutta used to see on TV couldn't hold a candle before her, her beauty was simply impeccable.

"Shamim, just give me a hug. You can't denie me even a hug right? I beg you. Please, just let me touch you a little, I feel like if I don't touch you right now, my heart will stop beating for sure." Jaffery Lutta stood up sluggishly and approached to where Shamim Mwikhaki was seated.

[A/N: I know this chapter might be a little awkward. Please rejoice because starting from tommorow, I will be mass releasing chapters of this book. Thanks for not dropping. I WILL NO LONGER WRITE AWKWARD CONTENT so don't drop. This doesn't mean that I will stop writing R18 and romance, Ok? After all, the book is about becoming a WOMANIZER.]