"I am a son of a bitch! A jerk... an imbecile and an ass thief! I have to commit suicide. Yes, I must die. But, wait... The holy book says that commiting suicide is a sin and all that committed suicide will go to the damned hell, not to mention that commiting suicide is also a fucking crime. However, I don't care any shit about it. This life is mine and I dictate the way I have to control it, I don't care if commiting suicide is a fucking crime or a sin, whatever. I must die, I can not accept to be used as a puppet or a pawn on the chessboard. At least when I go to hell, there is utopia there, it is not like on Earth which is divided into several classes. I know that this world must have wealthy and poor individuals, but why chose me to be among those on the poverty side?"
Jaffery Lutta took another puff as he preached on the streets, he had completely gone crazy.
"All must repent their sins now! The world is coming to an end. The lord is coming to take his followers. Please, repent now or go to hell. The doomsday is about to come, it is here and I can feel it, ooh! Ignorant fools." A fortune teller cladded in red tattered gown was hollering from the opposite side of Jaffery Lutta and when put together, they both looked like simpletons and retards which made the people who passed by them to keep a distant from them fearing that they might be infected by their lunacy.
"Ooh! Friend, is this fucking world really coming to an end?" Jaffery Lutta suddenly turned beside him and asked the fortune teller in tattered cladding who had just brushed past his shoulder, expectations could be seen flashing in Jaffery Lutta's eyes.
"My friend, please repent your sins now. Kneel on the ground and repent. The world is coming to an ending." The man who was halted by Jaffery Lutta's question turned around and said simply before he continued hollering to the passers-by as he went.
"The world is ending...? No, the Armageddon shit? Huh! I think he is a motherfucker. I don't buy it. After all, many kinds of people have come and said the same thing since I was born and I have never seen this world ending." Jaffery Lutta's shoulders lowered and his head sunk low. He didn't have much expectations from what the man had just said.
If the world was truly ending as the man had just said, then he wouldn't have to kill himself because it was meaningless but that didn't seem to happen which made him feel dejected about it. Jaffery Lutta wanted to see these rich and fortunate people being helpless and desperate in the face of doomsday and that was what would have made his heart happy but it seemed like this was just his misconception and overthinking.
'I will just have to proceed with my suicide.' Jaffery Lutta thought to himself sadly, he then raised his head and stuck his chest out before yelling once again,
"I am going to die, I am going to hell but I believe that all of you guys will follow me there, yes. Even if you are staring at me as if I am a piece of shit that you have dropped from your stinky asshole, I know that all of us are going to the same destination. There will be equality and utopia there, all your arrogance and condensation will not work in that place. However, I must go. I am tired of waiting for doomsday, I think I will wait for it while I am six feet under." Jaffery Lutta was all tears, but one could see a huge disturbing grin behind this tears. This only made it difficult to judge whether Jaffery Lutta was ecstatic or melancholic.
"Death is real and I must die, we all must die. My haters, enemies, thiefs, adulterous men, rapists, rainbow bastards, trap lovers, cheaters, ass fuckers, masturbators, porn lovers, heartbreakers and everyone. We are all going to the same place, same destination... and that is hell. I will wait for you guys there... Hahaha!"
"It wouldn't have been this way or done what I am going to do, if only Recho was mine and I was hapful, loved and accepted. Maybe I would have gone to heaven by not committing suicide and doing what is right. Nonetheless, right now I am assured of a place in hell. Yes, death is alive and I have died already, it is just that I haven't acted yet."
"If only I had some money, I would have gone to the brothel and have a good time with a few sluts, wandered around the streets and confess to girls, but it is quite a shame that I don't have that much money and time, I have to go to hell before I change my mind."
While Jaffery Lutta was saying this, several shouts and screams could be heard from the background. These cries had muffled his hollering, all the people were disoriented about the ongoing commotion.
"What the fuck is going on? Has someone put a building on fire or..."
"I don't know why they are screaming but this city has so many weird people. Let's go."
"It can not be that all those people have became retards, right?"
Jaffery Lutta was not in the little bit concerned about the entropy as what was in his mind right now was to find out where a public toilet was and finish off himself inside there, what the police will do with his corpse didn't matter to him.
However, in the background, the commotion didn't die down but instead, it escalated on. Jaffery Lutta could even see the people who had been walking before, they were now running for their lives as if a beast horde had been unleashed in the city. Several people brushed past Jaffery Lutta without caring or looking back, one of the people even shoved the weak Jaffery Lutta aside.
Jaffery Lutta who was too indifferent stood up lazily and dragged his body slowly, continuing to move on.
"Jaff! Where the hell are you going? Get your shit inside." Paul Nduta's distant voice could be heard calling Jaffery Lutta.