I don't know where it has gone wrong? I tried everything in order to be a good son, a good friend, a good brother and if possible I could have been a good lover or husband too. But never in my whole life till now, thought that the girl whom I have loved since my graduation will become my sister-in-law by marrying my older brother.
Hello everyone, welcome to Park Jimin 's life, sorry, welcome to Park Jimin 's boring and lazy life. Why? Cause I was an average student who wanted to be a top ranker and also a cool guy but I always hang in the middle. After my graduation the girl whom I always wanted to talk to and get into a relationship with joined the same company as mine. I thanked God so much that whole day and at night I couldn't get sleep due to how happy I was.
Slowly we became friends and I invited her to my home so that she could meet with my family and get comfortable with them. And that was the biggest mistake I had ever made. From the next day onwards, she started to ask me about my parents and my brother. I thought she was interested in knowing about them and told her everything I knew. After 3 months she told me she wanted to talk about something very important with me and called me to come near the cafe of our company building. We ordered some cake and cupcakes with coffee.
The weather was good, with a light breeze and the place we were sitting was giving us shade, protecting from the sunlight and the greenery was slowly building a drama/movie like mood. At that moment I thought of confessing.
"I have something to tell you" I said first, "me too!" She said excitedly. "Then you go first", I offered. She looked nervous and my heart screamed in joy. "Okay. Ah.. the thing is.. I like your brother!", "yes! Wait, what?" I asked thinking that it was my illusion. She slowly uncovered her face and tucked a stranded hair behind ear, oh my poor heart. "Actually when you invited me for lunch at your home I was instantly attracted to your brother and I... want to confess to him, please don't say no we have been friends from college." She bickered and suddenly grabbed my hand which was resting on the table. And what? Friends from college? I am sorry for saying it but, b!tch! Are you crazy? You won't even spare me a glance... Hmph! We are friends from college.... friends? Only friends? Why God? Why me? "What happened? Why are you not saying anything? Do..do.... don't you want me as your sister-in-law?" That's it! It was the last straw. I pulled my hand from her hold and stood up, took out my cellphone from my pocket and dialled to my brother. "Hey hyung! Where are you? Hmmm.. okay... Hey do you remember my friend? Yeah the girl who came for lunch. The thing is that, she has a huge crush on you, would you give her a chance and date her? ...hmm, okay" I turned to her only to find her standing and biting her nails, slowly she removed her hand and said in a whisper tone "what happened?" I gave her a smile with a heavy heart and she understood what the answer was, "really?" She wanted to confirm so I gave her a yes and smiled widely. The unexpected one, was the hug she gave me.
That night I went to a bar for the first time, drank two or three bottles till my eyes filled with tears and I couldn't see. The bartender was stopping me and kept asking to go from there since I was crying so loudly which was disturbing the others. I was thrown out by two tall guys and limped back to my apartment.
Present-
Welcome back everyone, yeah my past was so breaking and right now I am clapping, why? Because the bride and groom are eating each other, the bride who was my love and the groom which is my idiot brother. They dated for 7 months and now they became one by announcing their marriage to everyone.
A year has passed away and I didn't moved on. What can I do? I have been taught to be a good person even if it means giving up what you want or love for others sake. I didn't have the power to force her or to flirt with her. I wanted a sincere and understanding relationship. Besides that, my brother is a good person, he will keep her happy.
Looks like it's time for me to go. I stood up and walked to the bride-groom. "Hyung, Hyeongsunim, I am going now." They turned their necks to me and opened their mouths, the lipstick smudge is still visible. "Why so early?" My brother, loosening his tie asked me while her now wife is nodding her head. "You see I need to print some documents and arrange them", I said to my brother and turned to his wife, "you know how my team leader is" I explained. They looked at each other and sighed. "Okay but wait here, we have something to give you" and without waiting for my response we dashed off. "What is it?" I asked my brother who shrugged his shoulders and mouthed a 'surprise' and after waiting for exactly 10 minutes, my now sister-in-law came out with an envelope. "Here you go!" I am beyond the shock. What is happening here? "Open it" said my brother and his wife pushed the envelope in my hands. I opened the letter and...it is an offer letter, accepting me as a choreographer for a rookie k-pop group. "Wha...." I turned to my brother, "I convinced Mom and Dad. They agreed." I am tearing up, this idiot brother of mine. I pulled him into a tight hug and some of my tears wetted his shirt. "Thank you" I whispered and he kept patting my back. "Enough now, what about me?" she is whining seeing us, well I know why because she is BL addict. "Thank you Hyeongsunim" I gave her an handshake but unexpectedly she gave me a hug, my second hug with her. "Jimin don't forget to bring back the novel I gave to you, okay" she said in my ear making a tingling sensation and her hot breath lingering on my neck.