Logan's hands were trembling slightly as he tries to calm himself down as well as his little boy. He help Jack ease into his seat while Jack half kidded eyes locked onto his ,a soft grin tugging at the corner of his lips "Big man " he slurred reaching out a hand to trace along Logan's jawline. "You know what you're really handsome ,you know?".
Logan's breath hitched as Jack's fingers lingered, warm and unsteady. He cought Jack's hand, holding it firmly but gently ." Boy you're not yourself right now . Just breathe okay?"
But Jack only leaned closer ,his face inches away . Logan could feel the warmth rediating off him ,the faint smell of cologne mixed with something earthy. "Lo, why are you so serious Big man, how can you be so nice?" Jack whispered his voice low and teasing .
Logan swallowed desperately searching for distraction " let's get you some water " he mumbled gently shifting back . He reached into the back seat for a bottle ,trying to calm his own racing heartbeat. He had thought that he would be able to restraint himself but that thought has gone wrong for sure. He has seen countless man and woman who are shirtless who tried to seduce him before and he could restraint himself back then . But now he has started to doubt himself now.
On the other hand Jack chuckled softly upon hearing his words. " are you taking care of me ? You're different kind of safe you know" He murmured leaning back against the seat ,eyes slipping closed . "Sometimes I just wish you know?....."
But before he could finished his head dipped forward ,the effects of the drug pulling him towards sleep. Logan let out a slow breathe, Watching his little boy finally settle . The moment has passed ,but it's weight lingered leaving Logan with a mixture of relief and quite ache he couldn't shake. As the little boy drifted out of consciousness beside him Logan glanced over taking in all the details he hadn't noticed before . Beneath that tousled hair ,drowsy smile, there was something striking about him _ a mixed of vulnerability and warmth that made Logan wants to know more.
Once they reached a safe place, Logan parked, his mind racing with questions. He reached for his phone wondering if he could find anything out or if he should just wait until the boy was more alert . But the boy has already dozed off.
As for Logan he doesn't want to take advantage of the boy in his utmost vulnerable state . Yes ,he wants him badly ,and wants to do all the things he did in his dream with this mere stranger. He wants it dirty , he is into him really for this stranger.
Even though he doesn't know his name, whereabouts and all that . He's been in his mind since day one . And he thought that he would forget him as days goes by . But no he was wrong and this boy is still in his mind for how long without even seeing his face until today.
He knows that the boy would not remember any of this tomorrow when he sobered up ,but Logan couldn't ignore the strange feelings he had . It was as if he had stumbled across the same boy who needed him just as much as he needed answers .
As the boy drifted in and out of sleep in his shoulder. Logan found himself studying him more closely. He was attracted to him in a strange way . The rise and fall of his breathing ,the way his hair fell over his face, a quite vulnerability. Logan felt drown to him , a boy who somehow made him responsible in ways he couldn't quite understand.
Carefully he adjusted his position , letting the boy rest more comfortably against him . And as he did he noticed a small pendant around his neck ,just peeking out from beneath his collar. It was simple and maybe handmade with an inscription to small to read in the dim light. Logan hesitated, then let his fingers brush the pendant lightly ,hoping for some clue.
The boy stirred, mumbling something Logan couldn't understand, but he made no effort to push Logan away. Logan leaned in speaking softly. "What is your name huh my little stranger? Is there anything you can tell me about yourself?". But the boy did not respond but instead nuzzles his nose on the man's neck unknowingly. Logan feeling ticklish upon being done by the boy couldn't suppress himself again . "You seem to enjoy torturing me huh little boy ?"...Logan made a quite promise to himself: he'd make sure the little boy got through the night safely even if he remain a mystery. He'll make sure to get back at him tomorrow morning for torturing him like this.
The car had grown still ,wrapped in the quiet of the early hours ,with the boy now fully asleep against Logan's shoulder. As Logan sat there watching his peaceful expression he knew he wouldn't be able to leave him like this. He needed somewhere safe ,somewhere a boy would be able to wake up with dignity intact and maybe with some clarity about today's events.