He was never mine, never mine!
One day I'll got to tell you something I never envisioned of. I was fair going through life. I needed to live in a lovely world. Within the world that would fair be; me and Rowoon ! I thought this would be the story between the two of us, where Rowoon would be my world and I would be his world.
But I never anticipated that this life and story would stay in me approximately the story of deficient adore. Approximately an untold story. I had never indeed envisioned that.
2015, 1 st December
I'm really "Amelia Scott". I'm as of now in 9th grade in high school. I'm a 17-year-old young girl. As a child, I didn't like progressing to school at all, that's why I'm in high school at the age of 17. Hahahaha!
The wind was blowing intensely. At the same time, the wind was getting colder and down-pouring exterior along without ceasing. At the same time, I was sitting on my bed in my room. My bed is fragile like a blossom, in which I continuously sit comfortably.
In case seen, I cherish my bed the foremost in this world. Haha! I have a container of tea in my hand, the taste of it liquefied in my mouth. Out of the little white window I was looking at the rain. Music does not play at the wonderful time, it can never happen to me.
There was a little rack over my bed on which I kept my radio and played moderate music. My heart was exceptionally cheerful with the song of the music, and the rain from over! Ahhh, this was so much fun! I who have not delighted in this minute in life may not have seen paradise.
A voice came from the radio. which was,
So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over, mm
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game
'Cause we're young, and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far
It'll leave you breathless, mm
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I've got a blank space, baby
And I'll write your name
I was fair getting a charge out of the things around me. But fair at that point I listened the ringing of the little phone of my house to affirm my disposition. Who has come to irritate my peace at this time?
I thought overlook the call again,but my mother has gone out and she has not taken any umbrella with her. I walked into our small living room. I rapidly picked up the call. Some time recently I might say anything, a voice called out.
: Hi! My life!
It didn't take long for me to realize it was my companion Rose's call. Yes, this entirety put where I'm my as it were best companion and it's "Rose Scott". Do not get befuddled, that's why we got to be companions. Her title and mine are the same. But we do not have any relationship by our family.
I took the phone in my hand and went up to my room. With that, I said in a good mood.
: It's fair one day of excursion. Won't you let me live this day in peace?
Rose was probably giggling at me. Since her voice was not come in my ears. And Rose may be a quiet smiler, that's , none of the sounds of her laughter is over the top but I'm giggling like insane!
:You're my life,Ame. Do not provide up so effortlessly. And do not conversation almost peace. You haven't been it since I arrived. Haha!
: Yes!! Presently let me know what you're calling for?
: Babes, the weather's great, isn't it? Have you seen?
: We are as it were 1 km absent from each other. There is no 20 km that the climate will be distinctive. Well, you're right. The climate nowadays is delightful. It has been sprinkling.
I told Rose whereas sitting on my bed. And that's when my eyes went to the tea glass. I picked up, begun drinking once more, and tuned in to Rose conversation walk without her feet. My best companion encompasses a incredible dream of having a fellow, of a fellow who is moreover nice looking and caring.
Meaning kdrama guys needed!
Presently who will make her get it that kdrama is as it were a show. No one truly do that kind of stuff in genuine life. But who will clarify my Rose almost it?
: I have seen "Reply 1988" show. Wow! Goodness my pooch! Its amazing!Brother, was it so pleasant of. I can't remain without telling you? What to say around it, I am puzzled.
:On the off chance that you can't conversation, keep calm.
From there, Rose might say something. At that point she fell quiet. And I do not get it why she's quiet. But I fair centered on the music. That's what my radio is playing right presently. I tuned in to that tune.
The day we met
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart
Beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
I said to Rose as before long as I listened the line.
: I do not like this melody. Can anybody cherish somebody so much that can hold up for him to pass on? And this one-sided love gosh, I do not get it. How do individuals do it? It's provide more torment than of a lovely feeling. It is additionally an ancient torment that not each individual can bear.
Rose again spoke to me within the tone of courageous woman.
:What is cherish without pain, bro? And you'll get it one-sided cherish once you have it.
:Do not conversation to like that for God's shake. You too know, I never like one-sided adore. And what is this?
It's genuine, I do not like one-sided love . Since one individual needs another individual in her life; The other individual has no regard for her. Is it conceivable to adore somebody so much?
At that point I listened the sound of Rose in my ear. what she was saying.
:I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more!!!
After her singing, I trolled her.
:So,Rosie you moreover into it. Fair! Keep sitting with this tune. I will cut the line.