Up early on this morning and I awoke to my lady's maid opening the bedroom curtains and letting the sunlight in. The warmth was keeping me in bed, but the sunlight was pulling me out of it. I was not ready to get up quite yet but as always breakfast time was near. My lady's maid Hannah had my clothes laid on a chair in front of the fireplace. After I came out of my bathroom I sat at my vanity as she fixed my hair for the morning. Now getting on my clothes I realize I have things to do today. My father being a New York Senator and my mother the daughter of a Duke my life is planned out for me. Being a well-born educated young lady, my sister and I gained the titles Lady Charlotte Wexler and Lady Ella Wexler. Now that I am ready for the morning, I thank Hannah and walk down the long hallway to the huge wide marble staircase. My little sister catches me as we walk downstairs together to breakfast.
" Good morning, Charlotte how did you sleep last night?" My little sister Ella asked me as we walked down the stairs. She grabbed my arm and smiled as we made it down to the entry way of our home.
"Â I keep having weird dreams that sometimes wake me up in the middle of the night. I try to make it out, but I can't it must be one of those dreams."Â I said to her as we made our way to the dining room and our footman was there to open the door for us. There sitting there for a change was our father eating breakfast and reading his letters. Usually, he is gone before we get down for breakfast because being a Senator and our grandfather the mayor carries a heavy burden.Â
" Good morning my beautiful daughters how are you doing this morning?"Â My father asked us as we both went to scoop our breakfast. Breakfast time was always buffet style and most unformal. Mr. Burton comes to pull my chair out as I sit down to eat. Father hands me my letters from the morning post and some are from friends and organizations that want me to join. These are having to do with being political. But father wants me on his campaign team because I am good at speeches and handling the cameras and press.
" I have letters from the foreign offices again about wanting me to join their efforts. I don't know if I want to yet because I haven't had a formal offer from my father."Â I said to him smiling but he was looking sterner then happy for me.
" Why are they sending my daughter letters to join the foreign press when your family is deeply rooted in politics?"Â Father said angrily as he put his letters down and was stern. He always wanted to protect us forever he really did not want us in politics, but he wanted us to have a voice. In these times a female to have a voice was unheard of. So, I would turn to other hobbies of mines and make something out of it.Â
" Father, I am not going to respond to them obviously, but I have other matters to take care of. There is a real life to live outside of political debates and campaign dinners." I said to father as he seemed to calm down and looked curious as to what I was talking about. Ella was eating and going over her letter she had received, and she read it with such excitement.
" Father, I was accepted to start a course in the Nursing academy. They had one last spot opened and they offered it to me. How exciting aren't you happy for me father?" Ella said to father as she gave him the letter to read it over to. She looked at me and I smiled at her proud that she is going into this on her own.Â
"Â Ella, I am happy for you of course but I want to let you know that these hospital scenarios are pretty grim from what you know." Father said to her as she grabbed the letter to look it over again excited.
"Â Father, I know you are worried, and I am not a little girl anymore really. I know what I am getting into. Please let me do this and build something for myself for a change. I want to save others and help those in need that way I can save you all here." Ella said to us laughing while father smiled at her, and he reached over to give her a kiss on the forehead.
"Â That leaves one more daughter as to what you have going on before I leave for the day. I will be busy all day and won't be home for luncheon but in time for dinner." Father looked at me as he sipped his coffee and waited for me to answer while he looked at his gold engraved pocket watch.
"Â I am wanting to write for the New York Times as a columnist for females. I give the female point of view that society is missing. I met with the Editor, and he said my views on politics gave him a different perspective but a positive informative one. He wanted to see if I would make this a weekly thing." I said to father as he put his fork down and turned to me concerned.
" Charlotte, they know who you are, and they want only the facts of our family and inside details of the party. We are high-profile and having the mayor as your grandfather. Of course, they wouldn't turn this down the opportunity of a lifetime. I don't think this is a good idea at all." Father yelled as he got angry all over again and he sounded like he was not backing down. I knew he would react like this I am not surprised at all.
"Â So, you are saying that I could not have gotten this chance based off my educated mind as a woman. But solely based off the fact of my family name is all that you see really. I am offended and shocked that you would judge me so low father." I yelled back at him as I stood up and I ran out of the dining room and upstairs to my room to cry. I was hurt broken because he thinks so little of me to not have confidence in my mind. I mean I great at writing speeches and handling interviews because of my knowledge and experience. As I go to sit on my sitting chair and wipe away my tears, I hear a knock on the door.
" Please just go away and give me a minute please."Â I yelled out towards the door as I got up to walk towards my vanity to fix my face.
" It is just me sweetheart I heard you crying as you ran up to your room. What is wrong my dear?"Â Mother came into my room like an angel really, she is always saving the day. Just beautiful and people say I resemble her more than Ella, but I will never say that to her.
" I told father about my offer from the New York Times, and he went ballistic. I had no chance to explain anything. I just yelled back at him and ran out of breakfast. He judged me based of off our family name is the only reason they want me. That is so insulting to the education he gave me." I said to mother as she kneeled beside me to help wipe my tears away.
" My dear, your father is just trying to protect our family including you. His fault is he loves his daughters, and he doesn't want them to get hurt. Just leave this for now because he will be thinking about this all day. He will turn around I promise you that. Don't worry you are smart, kind, and beautiful don't ever forget that." Mother said to me as I stopped crying, and I leaned in to hug her. Her hugs are always the warmest and felt like home.
" We need to plan my 21st birthday dinner father said he wanted to give me a ball. I know it's for the campaign, but I will let him. I wanted to invite my friends and maybe family in the continent too." As I was saying this to mother as she stood up, she looked at me worried then looked away so sad.Â
" We will discuss this I promise we have 4 weeks till your birthday. Did you want to go away on holiday afterwards?"Â Mother asked me as I got excited, but she looked distracted and sad. She just smiled and walked out of my bedroom. I was wanting to know why she looked so sad. Now I have to take care of this New York Times editor. I rang for Hannah to come up to help me change so that I can leave to their offices. I am not telling anyone because this is something I need to deal with, and I enjoy writing honestly. Everywhere we go we have a 2-man security with us because of our father, grandfather, and family name.
 As I finished and walked down to meet Hannah to help me with my coat and gloves Burton was already waiting with my driver outside. I walked quickly to avoid catching anyone and out the library comes mother.
" I will not tell your father where you are going. But please be back for luncheon because we need to talk about something. I have something I need to show you before your birthday comes around."Â Mother said to me as she looked worried but eager to tell me something, but she couldn't say it.
" I will mother do not worry I will be there at the office to get my assignment then I have errands to run. I will be back before luncheon, so I have time to change if I need to. I love you I have to go now." I leaned in to kiss her and rushed out the door and into the car to leave. We have a huge 2-story mansion all white and huge white columns. Out the double front doors lead a wide cemented 10 step stairs. Down to the bricked driveway and out of our gated home. You truly cannot miss it because everyone knew our home. As we leave down the busy bustling streets of New York I am wondering what mother needs to show me.
 Going down the streets and my 2 security men in a separate car behind me I am eager to continue this writing. I have broad and narrow views of many topics that are similar to men. Now father is angry with me, and I understand his views, but I need to do this for myself really. Other woman my age is already courted or married and planning for a baby. That is something I want in the long run but not now. There are so many opportunities for woman now and the modern world is creeping up slowly. But men only are interested in me and my sister because of our family name. For once can we just be independent until the time comes for us someday. As we pull up the office my security detail tail behind me as we walk up the stairs to the editor's office. I make them wait in the lobby to blend in because it's to intimidating.
" Good morning Mr. Stevenson, I am glad you made notes on last week's column, and I got it fixed before the deadline. Did we get any notification on readers and popularity of the column this week?" I asked him as I sat down on the chair in front of his desk, he came to grab my coat to hang it. I see my column in front of him and an envelope.
" We actually did get readers and so many women are buying the papers for themselves as well as their husbands. They said they have a voice, and they enjoy reading something they can also relate too." Mr. Stevenson said as he handed me a copy of my column and gave me the envelope which was my pay cut for it.Â
" I am flattered sir, but I cannot take this money for it. I mean is this fair that I take it I'd rather give it to a charity." He looked at me shocked because it was a decent amount for a woman to get paid this amount.
" Are you sure Lady Charlotte, I mean it is your money and it is up to you." Mr. Stevenson said as he looked surprised.
" Mr. Stevenson do you have a charity in mind that this money could be completely helpful to them then me?"Â I asked him as I stood up and he went to grab my coat to help me put it on.
" I do the Red Cross my lady I hear good things about them, and they help anyone in need no matter the status or wealth. I really appreciate what they are doing my lady." He said to me as I stood near the door, and he opened it up for me. He went to grab my next topic and gave me the folder.
" Perfect then I will donate this money to the Red Cross under your name then. Since you have a connection with them, they will be pleased. I need to go now I have errands and a meeting good day Mr. Stevenson." I said to him, and he looked surprised and shocked but happy. He shook my hand to thank me for it. I walked out the office and with my security down the stairs. Out into the car and off I go to the Red Cross Organization office to make this donation. Then down to buy some gloves I need and a hat. I almost forgot about going home before luncheon to see what mother wanted to show me. As we drive up Burton is already outside waiting for me.
" Hello Burton, did you have a productive morning today?" I asked him as I walked into the house with him.
" I did my lady as productive as it could me as always. Your mother told me to let you know she is in the sitting room waiting for you."Â Burton said as Hannah took my coat, hat, and gloves I followed him into the sitting room. There she was waiting for me near the fireplace with a weird looking book on her lap.
" Hello mother Burton told me you were waiting for me. What is that on your lap that you are holding?" I asked her as I sat beside her, and she looked at the fireplace staring at it as if it was going to speak to her or something. Then all of a sudden mother stuck her hand out and ice came out of her hands and she put the fire out. I jumped up and leaped behind the couch looking at her hold ice energy ball in her hands.
" Charlotte dear do not be afraid please come here I need to explain this. It doesn't hurt I promise, and I will not hurt you please." Mother said to me as she looked back me, she sat down. She was sitting there as if this was normal. I went slowly and sat near her but at the edge of the couch.
" Mother really what did you just show me really you held ice ball in your hands mother, and I see no frost bite burns or nothing. What are you besides my mother?" I grabbed her hands looking for marks and nothing. It was so weird, and it was scaring me really. She grabbed my hand and calmed me down.
" Charlotte, I forgot this year is your 21st birthday and you will be going through some changes. These changes are something you need to prepare for before your birthday. This book will explain everything you need to know about it I was given this book 4 weeks before my 21st birthday too. I was confused and scared but you will be prepared for this I know it. You see a long time ago my family had gifts and only the woman in the families acquired them. Woman were given gifts because we are more tolerant, and we know how to handle power. We use these gifts to help or save others from harm or evil beings in this world. You should be setting into your gifts soon I will help you." Mother said to me in such a calm tone that I was just confused and scared. She was giving me something I was definitely not ready for at all. She gave me this old faded rundown book. Had a weird marking on it and I had no clue what it meant.
" Mother, honestly are you alright I mean this is crazy nobody has gifts there is no such thing. I don't want these gifts I don't want any of it really!"Â I yelled and stood up and threw the book down on the couch and ran upstairs to my room scared and frightened. I do not know what I just saw downstairs if I am seeing things, or I need to sleep. But this is not the new normal for me it is not. I am laying down and a knock on my door and mother comes in. I quickly jump up and stand near the side of my bed post.Â
" My dear, I know you are confused and a little frightened. But I am telling you the truth honestly. Let me show you here in the book our powers are passed down. Someone in our past had these gifts that we have today. They were scared just like us, but we managed to control them. We use them for the greater good in this world. You see Charlotte there are evil beings in this world and they are trying to push into the human world. We are born to stop them from pushing their way in and taking over. Darkness cannot snuff out the light of this world." Mother was saying to me as she walked over and stood looking out the window. Her voice sounded concerned, but she was as serious as the sun set every evening.
" Mother, I just do not know what to say to all of this. I mean my world was just turned upside down. But it seems to be something I cannot stop at all like a bad dream or a cold. You sound as if we need to be aware of the evil in our world. I am willing to learn all about this if you can just go slow with me."Â I said to mother as I walked towards her grabbing her hand smiling. I hugged mother so tight and realized that life is unpredictable. I can see that it meant a lot to her that I wasn't resistant to this new way of life. I love my mother so if she needed me to learn anything I am there with her. She walked over to the book and sat down and motioned her hand to sit next to her.
" You see here Charlotte our families are descended from a long line of good sorcerers. You see only the first-born daughters and I am the only one who has a daughter. Your gifts will show I promise you this in a moment where you don't feel in control of your emotions. It is projection that you need to control especially so that you don't hurt anyone accidently around you." Mother said to me as she turned the page, and it is photos of our family mothers, daughters, aunties, and grandmothers. I was shocked to see so many women and how we were all in the same position. Lost and scared about what is to come and if I would be strong enough to carry this burden.
" Mother who is this lady here in all black are you sure she is related to us?" I said to mother as this lady caught my eye, she wore all black and was standing away from the others. Almost as if she was envious of them because she never smiled and stood behind them. Mother grabbed the book and knew exactly who I was talking about.
" This is your great aunt Sarah Milford she was never married hard to believe right. I was told she was the second born daughter. She was envious of those who had thig gifts. Aunt Sarah was caught trying to read from the book to get powers. But I was told those who read from the book that they are cursed. This book is sacred and it is not meant to be taken lightly. From then on, she disappeared and was never heard from she left the family. Other than that, I do not know anything else really about her because she is the only one, I heard of that read from the book with no gifts." Mother said to me as she closed the book and turned to me smiling. I grabbed her hand and we both stood up to walk out of my room. Ella came up the stairs and she looked at us coming out.
" What were you two up to today?"Â Ella said to us as she walked to hug mother.
" Nothing we were discussing Charlotte birthday coming up pretty soon."Â Mother said as she smiled at me. She grabbed Ella hand walking with her down the stairs.
" Well, what is the verdict a birthday dinner or a birthday party?" Ella said as we all walked down the stairs and into the library. Ella sat near mother on the couch, and I walked over to the desk to write letters.
" Charlotte said she wouldn't mind having a party because it is her 21st birthday and she was thinking about inviting our family in England. I think it would be nice to see everyone. Turning 21 years old is a big deal now you are into your woman hood to start looking for a husband."Â Mother said as she was trying to get my attention because she knew I hated the thought of being married.
" Really you don't need a man right away I can easily fend for myself in this world until the opportunity comes around." I said to mother as she turned back to Ella on the couch.
" Mother I do not know if father told you, but I was offered to join the nursing program. I accepted it and I am ready to help save others." Ella said to mother as she looked at her reaction nervous, but Ella was so confident. I always admired her for standing her ground.
" Ella as long as you are happy, and you watch yourself because there are situations you have never been in before. Just guard yourself really you will always be my baby." Mother said to her as Ella stood up and walked over to hug her happy and relieved, she is ok with it. Now that everything is just falling in place for our family cannot stop thinking about what my mother said.
"Â Girls we will go in for luncheon now I don't think your father is going to make it home in time."Â Mother said as well all stood up and walked out to the dining room for luncheon. Burton always had everything set and ready he always set a place for father. We all sat down to enjoy lunch together and in walks father rushing to sit down he smiled at all of us.
" Sorry I am cutting it short with luncheon, but I had a meeting that ran a little longer otherwise I would have been here sooner." Father said to us as he sat down to put his napkin on his lap.
" That is quite alright my dear we all just sat down ourselves too."Â Mother said to him as Burton motion for our footman to start serving lunch. He walked around pouring our wine in our glasses.
" What did you all do today while I was out? I hope it was a good day for you all."Â Father said to us as we all laughed looking at one another.
" Father we were discussing my birthday that is coming up very soon. I was thinking to have a ball for my 21st birthday. I feel it would be a good coming out ball for me or I think it would be." I said to father as he looked at me surprised because usually, I am very private and do not like the whole idea of attention.
" We were discussing this, and I think we should, and it is enough time now to start planning and sending out invites. I think we should extend one to my family on the continent. I had a letter from my mother asking about Charlotte 21st birthday any who so this would be a good idea." Mother said to father, and he was in agreeance with her as well.Â
" Perfect, you both can start planning and I will have my secretary give a list of my party members, staff, fathers political party members, etc... Charlotte you can look over places to have this ball. It would be nice to have a society ball for our daughter." Father said to us as he continued to eat his lunch. Ella was just waiting her luncheon smiling at all of us.
" Well, I think we can start going over invitations and guest lists tomorrow. We need to pick a date that is suitable for everyone." Mother said as Burton walked to pour her some more wine in her glass. I sipped my wine glass as I smiled listening to mother.
" What do you think Ella will you be a part of the planning as well with us? Help me figure out a dress design with the help of mother." I asked Ella while she put her glass down to answer me.
"Â Of course, I will Charlotte I mean I can get some time in between my schedule at the hospital. I will be at the venue picking, food tasting, and dress fittings." Ella said with enthusiasm in her voice. She knew I always wanted her beside me through anything in my life. This is one of those moments that I need her because sometimes mother can go overboard. I do not care for much of the fairytale balls I read in novels.
" I hope you do become available to help out Ella don't forget your family."Â Father said to her as she looked away disappointed. Mother stood up to tell us to go through because luncheon was done. We all stood, and I followed father into the library. Mother grabbed my hand, and I followed her into a side room we were told to never go into. She pulls out a rusted copper key with the same symbol I seen on the book. Mother tells me to go inside first, and she follows me behind she turns the light on, and this room is a round table with 3 chairs. There is a bookshelf filled with all kinds of books on rare plants, places, and monsters.Â
 I walk around the room to a table connected to a tall shelf with different herbs and things. These are things I never seen before or never heard of. I see a huge spell book on a wooden stand near the wall by the potions. I immediately look through the book curious. So many spells and potions in each of these for different beings and monsters. It was actually frightening because of what was out there in the world and I thought we were safe. Then mother comes towards me, and she looks at the book with me.
" Charlotte there is so much evil in this world that our ancestors had fought each of them off. Kept the world safe and our secrets quiet. We need to do the same and protect our family. Your birthday ball is an opened event we need to prepare for if anything. We have to wait for your powers to set in before we do anything."Â Mother said to me as she went to sit down at the table. I brought the book to sit beside her as well.
" This is crazy I mean monsters, evil beings, and ghosts I mean I am scared of the boogeyman story till this day. How can you honestly see that I am fit to obtain and hold these gifts." I said to her as I closed the book frustrated because I know my strength. I am the weakest link if anything in my opinion.
" Please just understand that this will all make sense in due time. I just need to know you will have the stomach for when these attacks do happen. You are the oldest, so you also need to protect your sister." Mother said with her motherly tone as if she was scolding me like a child again.Â
" Until my gift sets in then this would make more sense to me for some reason. We are talking about something that didn't even happen yet. Does father know about this family secret?"Â I asked her as she turned away and stood up to walk towards the bookshelf. I turned to her looking at her she never made eye contact with me while she stood up.
" Your father does not know about my gifts at all for years actually. My family was hesitant to have me marry him. They never wanted me to go abroad so far away from them. But I knew I was strong enough to handle anything and protect your father as well as you and your sister. But the older I get the weaker I get every time I use my gifts in defense." She said to me as she looked down at the table she was standing by.Â
"Â Mother please I will help you in any way I can until I am able to magically. But until then mother lets close this door and wait until then." I put my arm around her to walk out the door. Mother turned around to get the key out to lock the door behind me. We both followed one another to the library where Ella and father were sitting reading their books. Father looked up at us wondering where we went too.
" My dear, where did you two go off to after lunch you snuck away?" Father said as he put his book down and mother went to sit beside him.
" Sweetheart I was just showing Charlotte some small ideas for party decorations and possibly dress ideas nothing to big."Â Mother answered quickly to avoid any suspicion from father. We were gone quite a while, so our absence did not go unnoticed.Â
" I got a letter from father he wanted to come tomorrow night for dinner. So, I had let Burton and Mrs. Turner know so you need to plan the menus sweetheart." Father looked at mother and she was irritated because this was so last minute. Mother needs time to plan menus and the staff to order and prepare.Â
" James, you really need to let your father know we have sympathy for our staff here even if he doesn't. Planning a meal last minute is wild and now the staff is probably going crazy now."Â Mother said to father as she stood up to walk out to go downstairs to help plan and clarify this dinner.
" Mother will plan a beautiful dinner and of course something else added to it. She will not make this just an everyday boring dinner party. So that means Ella you and I should go dress shopping now before dinner."Â I said to father as he went to walk out because his secretary came to give him papers to sign and other matters he had to tend to. I went to ring for anyone because I know Burton was busy with mother planning dinner party. Our footman came and I let him know to tell our lady's maid to meet us upstairs in our rooms we were going out.
 Ella and I are familiar with shopping together and we enjoy it really, we have similar interests. But when it comes to colors and the cut of the dress that's where we differ. I am more subtle in style then she is, but we do need to look our best if our grandfather is coming tomorrow. Most of the time we know the guests list is the highest in society really. Everyone always waits for invitations from our family. Our father is planning to run for Governor of New York City soon and we were all on watch from the world. Feeling like we are closely watched like under a microscope gives me anxiety. As we get ready to walk out the door mother came upstairs with Burton, they were deep in discussion. She caught us at the door wanting to know where we were going.
" You two are off in a hurry I thought you both were going to be home for the rest of the day till dinnertime."Â Mother asked us as she hugged us before we walked out.
" Well since grandfather is coming for dinner tomorrow night, we needed to look our best. So, I asked Ella to come with me we can look for the proper dinner dress for this occasion." I said to mother as Ella hugged her to and we walked out to the car and our driver was waiting for us. As we drove out of the driveway Ella looked at me wanting to ask me something but hesitated.
" Charlotte, what were you and mother doing after luncheon today?" Ella asked me to look out the window. She never made eye contact with me at all.
" Nothing, like mother said we were starting to plan the ball for me. She had ideas she wanted to work out and the date. She wanted to run the date by father to make sure we were not going to collide with someone else party or political event." I answered her as she smiled back at me. I was nervous a bit because lying is something I don't do well.
" Well, I thought we were all going to help in planning that is why I asked. I didn't want to be not informed." Ella said to me as she looked like she got the answer she was looking for. She never questions anything past what I tell her because it is the truth sometimes. We pull up in front of the dress shop and our security team is waiting for us to get out. This is something we hate because we cannot shop without them and draw attention to ourselves. But we have to get something to wear and now others will look at why we are buying these dresses that we need by tomorrow.Â
" Good afternoon Mrs. Bromwell we are so sorry to come here with a very late and urgent request. Lady Ella and I need a formal dress for states dinner party tomorrow hosted by our family. You come highly favored of course and our mother puts her complete trust in you." I said to Mrs. Bromwell as she smiled and took this as a huge compliment from us of course. She knew her talents were highly recognized by the who's who of New York.Â
" Well thank you so much for your compliment really, Lady Charlotte. As for a dress for the both of you I have my attendant here who will bring out options for the both of you after we get your measurements, please. Go ahead and step up here so we can go ahead and get started." Mrs. Bromwell says to both of us. We had them take our coats and hats we both stood on the pedestal. They started to measure us and we both were telling them the idea of a design and cut we had in mind. The attendants went into their backroom to sort things out for us.
" My lady did you want any tea or coffee perhaps while we wait?"Â A young lady that was tending to us asked and we both agreed. I mean if we were to be here and then make it back in time for dinner, we need something to keep us going.
" I hope you didn't get anything to revealing for a state dinner party Ella. We are meant to be conservative but not overshadow mother."Â I looked back at her as they were showing her gloves.
" Charlotte, really you think me as someone who means to take the spotlight, but I beg to differ. Besides I know exactly what mother has in mind for a dress design for me. Subtle yet sophisticated but that doesn't mean it can't be a little out there." Ella said as she grabbed her cup of tea and we both sat down waiting for the attendees to bring in our options.
" Is that sir Herbert Lee Sgt. Lee's son from Newport I mean you haven't seen him since last summer when we stayed in Newport. He looks as if time has not passed at all with him."Â Ella said to me smiling as she gave me a side eye look. I knew what she was saying but the history between us was so long ago. But seeing him now does bring up a lot of memories. Then all of a sudden, he walks in with his mother and catches our eyes looking over at him. He looks just as surprised as I do to see him now in a dress shop. Ella and I stand up waiting to greet them as they walk towards us where we were sitting.
" Lady Charlotte and Lady Ella good afternoon it has been so long since last, we seen one another. How are you both?" Sir Herbert said to us both as we all smiled at each other. I can almost feel he was just as nervous as I was.
" We are doing just fine Sir Herbert and Mrs. Lee how are you doing?"Â I cut eye contact with him and looked straight at his mother. We had a good rapport her and I in the past. But she was giving me the same look Ella had just given me as if she was happy to run into us here.
" I too am doing just fine these days. I mean you can't complain when war comes and goes, and my family is in and out of it. But other than that, I am thrilled to see you both again. You seem to be growing more beautiful every time we see each other as if time never passed. Don't you agree Herbert?" Mrs. Lee giggled and turned to Herbert catching him off guard with embarrassment. He looked up smiling at me.
" I do agree as if time has stood still and yet just as if it was summer again in Newport."Â Sir Herbert said to us as he looked at me only and laughed with Ella.
" Are we shopping for sport or is there a secret political occasion coming up?" Mrs. Lee looked at us just waiting for the gossip. She did live for it as I remember and what way to get juicy news from the Senators daughters.
" Just another shopping trip for us Lady Ella and I can never have enough dresses with our fathers' events every weekend. It's something every woman needs in their wardrobe extra dresses." I said to them as we all laughed together, and our attendees had brought our beautiful dresses for us to try on.Â
" Well, we will not keep you any longer we know you are both busy. But it was nice to see you again Lady Charlotte and Lady Ella. Good day!" Sir Herbert said to us as he lingered with my name then remembered Ella was standing beside me. We all nodded to one another, and they bowed and left to tend to their affairs. We turned to try on dresses and size them up to us. Both of us made beautiful selections for the dinner tomorrow. We had made plans to have them had delivered to our home tomorrow after breakfast. After we get into the car to go home, and Ella is humming smiling at me.
" If you have something to say about this afternoon Ella, go ahead and say it." I said to her as I was looking out the window.
" It was nice to see Sir Herbert again and he looked just as happy to see you too Charlotte. Is there anything to start up again?"Â Ella looked at me as I turned to her, but I was looking down not knowing how to answer that question.
" Ella I would have an answer if things in my life were constantly changing, and I wouldn't have time for it. I mean it was nice to see him again and yes, we were both nervous. But I do not see me pursuing something I don't have room for right now." I said to her as she grabbed my hand and smiled. Ella just knew what I was feeling, and we didn't have to explain anything to each other. We got back to the house and Burton was outside waiting for us with our footman. Ella and I both get out of the car and Burton follows us inside.
" Where is Mother Burton I need to speak with her real quick before we change for dinner?" I asked him as my lady's maid Hannah comes to take my coat and hat for me.Â
" She is in the sitting room my lady just there; she is wanting to get the letters out for the last post." Burton said to me as he led me into the sitting room and there she was writing away. She turned to smile at me as she continued to write her letter.
" Mother I am just coming to tell you we are back, and we made smart but acceptable choices for our dinner dresses. You will be pleased with us tomorrow. We had arranged for them to be delivered after breakfast." I said to her as I walked over to her desk.Â
" Sounds great I trust you both and your judgement to not look ridiculous. I was writing to our dinner guests for tomorrow night."Â Mother said as she closed one envelope and started another letter. I went to sit beside her, and she looked at me puzzled.
" Mother, today in the dress shop we ran into Sir Herbert Lee and his mother. They were both very pleased to see us."Â I said to her as she stopped writing and looked at me surprised.
" I thought you and him were all done from last summer when we stayed there in Newport. I mean you seemed like you made it clear that you both were going separate ways."Â Mother said to me as she turned back to write her letter. I looked at her as she was writing concerned.
"Â It was, everything was settled last summer, that is true but seeing him reminded me of what I possibly gave up. But with everything now that is going in my life and what you had told me I have no room for it. It almost seemed as if it was a dream and escaping reality in the summertime was a perfect getaway." I stood up and walked over to the window looking out at the gardens. I was questioning a past decision that I thought was done with and left in Newport never to be seen again.
" Charlotte my dear, love is infinite it has no boundaries or rules. You can't shove it away and pretend it does not exist."Â Mother said to me but as right as she is I was making it look like I was irritated.Â
" Well, I will just leave it there with you then and change for dinner. Thank you, mother, for the advice truly. It gives me something to think about for my future I guess." I kissed her on her forehead and walked out of the sitting room to go upstairs and change. As I walked into my room, I go to my side table drawer to pull out an old biscuit box full of my Knick knacks. Buried at the bottom of it were letters from Sir Herbert and the white seashell he found for me on the beach. I kept this but saying out loud that I have it all figured out. Hannah knocks and comes in to help me get ready for dinner. I put the box away quickly to where she doesn't even notice it.
 As I sit at my vanity, I am quiet thinking about that brief moment and how our rapport was just genuine. Everything just felt so much at ease it didn't feel like I had to impress him. I think that is why we got along so well because it was just enjoyable for me and a colleague of my fathers. Hannah seen how I was ages away and she was fixing my hair she looked at me in the mirror.
" My lady, are you not satisfied with my work today?" Hanna said to me as she continued to fix my hair. She knew it was something else because she is the only one, I trust doing anything for me.
" No, Hannah I am sorry I was miles away really. You already know I am always satisfied with your work and friendship."Â I said to her as she smiled and continued to help me with my jewelry. After finishing helping with my shoes, I thank her as always and I will see her later on tonight after dinner. I go downstairs to wait in the formal sitting room with my father and Ella. Mother walks in no more than 3 minutes after me. Burton comes in to announce dinner is ready and we all make our way to the dining room.Â
" Well, I have the letters sent out this afternoon to the guests list you handed me. I should get responses tomorrow. I also had Burton organize a band to play for a short while for some dancing. Keep it light and bright for tomorrow night and take the edge off." Mother said as she was eating dinner and looking at father and he was pleased.
" That is the cure for every politician good food, company, and music. Everyday of your lives is always so serious."Â I said to father as he sipped his wine in agreement with me.
" You could be right Charlotte they wouldn't know how to have fun anyways. So well done on having dancing after."Â Father said to mother as she smiled, and we all continued eating dinner. As the dessert course comes around and the dessert wine is being poured, we are all content and happy.
" As for your birthday Charlotte your mother and I agreed on the Ritz Carlton on 5th avenue would be perfect for the Senators daughter. Your party will have the most elite invited there. Do you agree with the venue?"Â Father said to me as he was eating dessert looking at me waiting for an answer.
" The Ritz is perfect and its beautiful perfectly fitting for a coming out ball. When can we work on the guest list. I would like to invite some of my friends as well."Â I said to them both and they continued to finish their dessert.
" I have friends to I would like to invite if you object Charlotte."Â Ella spoke out as she was quiet all evening. I looked at her nodding of approval for her. But my parents get the last say because they have important, they need to invite to keep the peace sort to speak and for the election.
" Ella you need to tell me who your friends are and I will discuss it with you."Â Mother said to her as she looked back down at her dessert plate. She had an irritated look on her face. Mother and father continued their conversation not acknowledging Ellas look on her face.
" Ella and I should be allowed to invite who we wanted to. I mean we need someone to talk to as well. You can't have me on my birthday doing political duties. Then it's not a birthday it's a campaign party." I said sticking up for Ella because they randomly seem to overlook her. I always speak up for her and she looked at me happy and content.
" I agree with you, but we also have security measures to take as well because your grandfather and grandmother will be there. The governor had confirmed this afternoon they will be attending. The senators and secretaries of state will be there as well. We need to make sure your guests do not have political motivations." Mother told me as she looked over at Ella too. We both understood this, so we agreed to have 2 friends that will make it easier to contain.
" Let's go through now and thank you Burton for a well-served dinner as always and tell Mr. Henley the dinner was delicious as well." Mother said to Burton as we all walked out to the formal sitting room for after drinks and bridge. As the night comes to a close, I am reminded of my assignment for my column this week that has to be well researched and written. Along with planning my birthday and anticipating " THE GIFT."Â
 The day of the infamous dinner party that my mother throws are always an extravagant affair. Mother is always dress from head-to-toe glamours almost as if she was a star if those films. Mother also made sure that we also dressed just as equally as well. As always, the man they sit me next to is a potential husband they have in mind for me. That always makes me feel so uneasy and awkward. But my parents know that I will always do as they are told sometimes. As arranged our dresses had arrived right after breakfast. Mrs. Bromwell came with her 2 attendees to help fit and sew anything last minute if needed too. Mother came to watch us get fitted and she approved of our dresses for tonight. She also wanted a say in how it should fit, and the last-minute adjustments weren't too bad.
" Thank you again Mrs. Bromwell for my daughter's dresses for tonight. We will be doing more business with you in the future." Mother said to her as she had her secretary to give her payment for our dresses and then some. Burton had showed her out and I went to tend to my column. Mother came into the library and walked behind me then sat down near the fire that was lit. She had papers in her had she was going over for tonight.Â
" Why can't anyone have the same diets anymore I mean really? I had to go over one more last-minute substitution. Your father ran into Sir Herbert at the office, and he called to add him to the dinner party tonight. I take it you will look after him tonight as well as other guests too." Mother said as I stopped writing and looked back her surprised.
" Mother I just told you we seen him and now he is invited tonight. How is that possible?"Â I asked as I stood up walking towards her near the fireplace. I was completely furious and shocked.
" Charlotte he is in the regiment, and he came with his 10-man officer infantry to cute ribbons for the Red Cross building. Father was an attendee there today and he invited him Sir Herbert is a General." Mother looked at me confused because she knew how I spoke of him last night.
" Fine, mother I will put on a brave face and look after him tonight. Did you need me to do anything else.?"Â I asked her as I walked away back to the desk to continue writing. Mother walked over to me, and she hugged me from the side kissing me on the forehead.
" I want you to have fun Charlotte make memories and make some friends somewhere. Love doesn't always come when you want it to sometimes it comes when you need it not want it."Â Mother said to me as she went back to sit down, and Ella came in really quick to say hi to us and went upstairs to her room.Â
" Mother I will go upstairs to change for the dinner party now I will see you later."Â I said to Mother as she smiled and got up because Mrs. Turner came in to speak with her. Before calling Hannah, I went to sit near my vanity for a moment. Right on schedule Hannah comes walking in. As she starts to help me into my dress, I go to have her fix my hair. I look in the mirror and she is so concentrated I crack a joke to make her smile. Then my shoes go on along with the help of my new gloves made for the dress.
" You are all set my lady I think everyone is starting to arrive judging by the cars pulling up now. Did you need anything else before I go?"Â Hannah asked and I let her know I am all set and a thank you of course. I go to walk downstairs and the entryway in our home is beautifully decorated. Candles and flowers flow through our home with such warmth and beauty. Mother and father are there waiting to greet the first guests as they enter. I go to walk to them, and Ella met me to walk together to them. They both nod at how beautiful we are as we all stand together to wait for others to come inside.
"Â Burton go ahead and open the door we are ready now."Â Mother said as she kissed Father for good luck. As he did so guests flooded inside, and Burton was there to announce each one of them. We greeted each of them as they paid their respects us. Ella and I always fulfilled our duties, but we somehow try to find time to catch a giggle every now and then. Another guest of Ella arrives, and she excuses herself to tend to them. I sit there and see my guests arrive but I being the oldest I have to stand there a little bit longer.Â
"SIR HERBERT LEE!" Burton had announced as he walked towards us almost fairytale like. He was smiling and walked right up to mother to shake her hand and thank her for having him last minute. Mother turned to me smiling as he shook fathers' hands.
" Lady Charlotte you are looking enchanting as well. Nice to see you once again in a more formal setting then a dress shop."Â Herbert said smiling as he escorted me to get us both a drink.Â
" I didn't know my father had invited you until mother had told me today. So, I was warned before you came here tonight." I said to him smiling as he stared at me never breaking eye contact. We both felt such chemistry between us that it was almost nerve wracking.
" Well, it is great to be back into New York society once again. I mean being a Sergent General comes with some perks. But I am glad to see you again knowing the last time we left it in Newport." Herbert said as we both walked near the fireplace, and I had introduced him to other guest of fathers and diplomats as well. It seemed a success and we were waiting the arrival of my grandfather.Â
" MR AND MRS JAMES WEXLER!" As Burton announced my grandparents names the room went quiet as they walked into the room. Having any of them at their events was a big deal. But we had the family card to play. My sister and I had walked towards our parents to greet them too. We all kissed each other the night carried on.
" Charlotte my dear you have not made the choice to join the campaign party yet. We always can use your speech writing expertise as well." Grandfather said to me as he kissed me on the cheek. He always smelled of cigars and whiskey and nothing else.Â
" I am still thinking about it but grandpa as long as it is still an option."Â I said to him laughing. After that Burton let mother know, it was time for dinner.
" Let us all go in for dinner everyone please follow us in."Â Mother said as grandpa escorted mother and father escorted grandma inside. Ella and I followed inside, and we went to our assigned seats for the evening. Everything was just as beautiful as the entryway was. Conversation was going on every direction and then the 1st course came, and mother was being complimented every direction. We had such a lovely evening and Sir Herbert was to the left of me but was keeping a diplomats wife company. After dessert mother looked to Burton and she stood up to speak.
" We are glad to hear that you all enjoyed the dinner and ambience of this evening. But the Senator and I do not want this night to end just yet if you all will follow me into the hall, we have a surprise for you all." Mother had walked out the door and the room was transformed into a small dance floor. There was a jazz band playing as we all walked in and other gasped and smiled. Everyone was so excited and surprised. There was so much excitement around the room and the music filled the room. Grandpa went to ask mother for a dance to open the floor for everyone then father followed with grandma. Everyone else joined in on the dance floor and waltz around the room. Sir Herbert walked over to me offering his hand to escort me to dance. We both walked over, and I was taken back in his arms, and he led me around the room.
" You seem as if you had done this before Sir Herbert."Â I asked him as we continued to dance. I said to him as we both remembered and looked sad for a moment. Then Sir Herbert smiled at me and continued to dance. I forgot where I was for a second then carried on. After a couple of dances after that with father then grandpa I had to take a seat.Â
" Congratulations mother on tonight a triumphant evening."Â I said to her as she smiled at me proud of herself.
" Well sometimes people need to dance of some steam really. We need to unplug from reality every once in a while." Mother said as she looked back at her guests pleased because they are all happy and having fun. As the nigh slowly started to die down and everyone was starting to leave, I caught Sir Herbert getting my attention. I walked over to him because he was about to leave for the evening.
" Sir Herbert, thank you again for coming and thank you for the dance. I hope we will see each other again."Â I said to him as he bowed and smiled.
"Of course, lady Charlotte you took the words right out of my mouth. Have a good evening my lady." Sir Herbert said as he lifted his hat to bid farewell. I walked back into the house to the sitting room and my family was there sitting and relaxing.
" Charlotte dear, you seem like you made quite an impression on Sir Herbert Lee this evening." My grandma said to me as I sat down smiling at her I had no words tonight I was tired.
" Well cheers to you my sweetheart for an amazing evening tonight the dinner was a success, and we hooked the fish we needed." Father said to her as he looked at grandpa and they were joyous.
" It is now time for us to retire isn't my dear we are out at this late hour like the young are. But thank you again Olivia for this evening and a dinner well planned I truly appreciate it."Â Grandpa said as they all stood up and Burton came to escort them out to their car. I wasn't feeling too good, and I think it was the excitement of the evening.
" I am going to go up now that grandpa is gone, I am feeling exhausted and worn out from the evening. Congratulations again mother on tonight." I said to her as I stood up to walk out and go to my room. I felt so dizzy I caught myself at the bottom of the stairs. Mother had come out and rushed over to catch me. I was able to hold myself up walking upstairs. Mother helped me all the way to my room and Hannah helped me into the bed.Â
" Hannah, I will take it from here she is fine she just needs some water and some rest. You have been entertaining everyone tonight Charlotte no wonder you are coming down with something." Mother said to me as Hannah left the room and she got up and I was warming up. I was so uncomfortable, and I was burning from inside. Mother was chanting near the door, and she came back beside me.
" Charlotte you will get through this you need to fight the fever. You need to be on top of this you are strong my dear. You were given this because you are strong my daughter. I had casted spells and some that will help you through this but it's up to you to come out of this." Mother shouted as she held my hand through this fever that I am going through. This was so painful, and it hurt I was burning and screaming. I was writhing in pain in my bed and mother was trying to hold me down. Mother was still chanting beside me I couldn't hear her anymore I closed my eyes and was out of it.Â
I woke up the next morning and mother was there sitting in a chair next me, and she had a washcloth wiping the sweat on my face. She was smiling and I was in pain, but I was not burning up anymore.
" Charlotte do not move you are ok my dear you came out of it just like I thought you would and better than I thought you would. I am so proud of you." Mother said to me as she got up to get me some water to drink. I sat up on my bed a little bit.
" Mother what happened to me last night I was burning up and I was on fire. That was a weird feeling I never felt that before." I said to her as I grabbed a glass of water and it started to boil. The glass shattered and I jumped up and got scared.
" Charlotte, you have your gifts you have the gift to manipulate and control fire or heat. This you need to control because it could get out of hand. All of our gifts come from the Elements. We can bend it to our will depending on what gifts we get. Nobody I heard of recently has had the gift of FIRE in years. This is the most powerful and coveted gift." Mother said to me as she sat back down near me. She put the glass of water down beside me and she look concerned.
" This is all very scary mother I mean how am I supposed to control fire that seems very advanced." I said to her as I felt strong enough to stand up. Mother helped me I went to grab onto the bedpost, and it started to heat up. I quickly let it go and stepped away from the wall. I was scared that anything I touched would catch on fire. I was scared to even touch my mother because I do not want to hurt her.
" Charlotte let me help you control your power I promise you please you will not hurt me. Your control comes from your emotions and if you can control your emotions, you can control your gift." Mother said to me smiling she was not looking at me any differently.
" Thank you, mother, because I do not know what is going on now and I am really scared now. Please I do not want to go outside anymore I am destroying everything really. I will hurt father or Ella and that is the last thing I want to do. This is an issue so please mother just go out I need to be alone I cannot hurt anyone even you." I said to her as I went into the bathroom, and I fell on the floor and cried. My bathroom had scorched marks everywhere and I was scared of myself.
How am I supposed to control this when my gift is something that can kill someone instantly? This is seeming far from being a GIFT it is feels more like a curse.