Caged between the Lycans
Chapter 19
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Ray had never in his life raised his voice at her, he was sweet in the first heat of staying together and the huge respect he had for her was why he didn't want to mess up. He admired Kaylan so much, she practically changed his life and was a blessing to his soul but he needed more.
He needed to be a real Alpha, he needed a child and he needed some steam. He thought he was attracted to Kaylan, he thought he was crazy for her and would die if he didn't see her but a few months of staying with her says otherwise to him.
He just cared, he wasn't attracted. The sex was forced and he thought he could carry on with the facade they both had until he found what he was looking for. The giddy feeling that comes with butterflies, the sex that makes your existence to be seen on clouds, and the happiness of staying with the person that you want.
