Chen Shiying was not at all like the head of a feudal household who demands respect and gives no admission of guilt. He appeared relaxed, refined, and friendly, and was not incensed by Afu's rude words.
With a wry smile and a deep sigh, he gently said, "Afu, I understand your resentment towards me, and it pains me to know you bear such anger. The things you've mentioned that bring me shame, I acknowledge them. I know you are capable and don't need any assistance, and that you and your mother will be able to lead a good life. I regret that I wasn't able to find you when times were toughest and shield you from hardship—it would have eased my conscience." He then looked in the direction of Lu Garden, his expression growing melancholy. "And your mother, is she well? There will be many opportunities for us, father and daughter, to spend time together... But with your mother..."
