"Is Mia de—"
"Shut the fuck up!" I snapped at him, cutting him off.
"Why did you lie to me about Mia?!"
"Because I blame myself for not saving her!" I exclaimed, unable to hold back my tears.
'Fuck! Why now? What the hell?' I wondered internally.
I never knew how much guilt I had buried inside me.
The fact that I failed to save my elder sister and resorted to hate her only made me feel worse.
'Why couldn't I forgive myself for once? Why did I keep hating her for no reason?'
And now that I found out that she died...
I felt like I should've done more than just hate her.
She deserved more than that.
He looked at me, confused. "How did you end up blaming yourself?"
"I should've stopped her sooner; I shouldn't have let her run away alone with that bastard..." My voice trembled slightly.
