Chapter 7 - Regret

I didn't know what it was about her that attracted me, she was a mischievous child, but I always watched over her as she lived her days not knowing about, or caring what goes on around her, as she lived every day I watched with fascination, until I could watch no more, she grew up into a fine lady from a mischievous child, what is it about her that made me so fascinated, I've watched a lot of humans, and they never made me feel this way, what is even this feeling that had enough power to drive me out of the heavens unto the earth, was it curiosity, fascination, or is it something more.

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"Samael you still watching that little lady" the angel Chamuel said. "Don't you they are fascinating being the closest to the Creator but yet still so weak, so fragile, and..... beautiful" Samael said. "They as a whole or is it just one little lady to you" Chamuel asked. "I don't know I..." "you don't have to explain how you feel Samael that is my authority my role, and yours is to guild the sun Samael, angels who stray from their role are defective you should kill what you feel Samael, for if you chase it all it would bring is ruin". I didn't listing I continued watching her, and that feeling grew till I couldn't stop thinking of her, every thing of me wanted to be down there watching her, I was too far gone to turn back so I connived a plan to flee the heavens but I had responsibility a duty to uphold, it was either flee and live my team of angels behind or take them with me, I did what every leader would do let my men decide, and they wanted to flee the heavens with me, so we fled together, but we didn't know once you left the heavens for something other than your duty you never return.

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Once on earth our group of angels split of some found partners but some didn't, but in time we realized that the earth was corrupting us, those without earthly partners tried to go back to the heavens but were barred access, they came back and informed us and I tried to reach the heavens but no matter how I tried I never could reach its gates but I could always see it there right in front of me, I returned back to the earth, I continued to live my days peacefully with Quinn, some of the angels who came with me told me we were under attack the devil and his minions, were targeting our partners, that we should fight back, but I couldn't agree Quinn was pregnant.

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In a cottage up in the hills surrounded with grass and white flowers, it was every much a dream, with it scenic views, and cossy living space, it was like it was just screaming to the world peaceful, but right now that peace is being disturbed "Samael our group are being attacked by the devil and his minions we have to fight back" a handsome young man with blonde hair spoke with urgency in his voice. Stepping out the cottage was a young man with long golden locks of hair, before answering he looked into the house, inside the house was a beautiful woman, with long blonde hair, big brown red eyes, small round face, pink lips, from looking at her stomach you could tell she is pregnant. "Abaddon I am sorry but I can't lead you this time" Samael said with firmness in his voice. "Love is something wrong" stepping out the door was a lady, with round stomach showing she was pregnant. "Oh! I see!, but Samael you should know the devil is coming to you as he did us, the only way of protecting them is attacking him first together" Abaddon said looking at Quinn. "I can protect my own my own family Abaddon" Samael said. "Then I wish you the best of luck" saying so he just turn around and left. 

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"Is something wrong love" Quinn asked. "I told you what we are right" Samael asked. "Yeah you said you used to be angels" Quinn answered. "That's right we used to be angels but now we are fallen, not yet demons because we haven't been corrupted enough, but now the king of demons, father of sin, dragon of the end is coming after us, but it is alright I'll protect our family for ever I promise".

..... PRESENT TIME 

Ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I promise her I will protect our family what have I protect nothing I lost her, our son fell to the devil and I couldn't do any thing, instead all I DO IS LOOSE!!!! "Samael" "SAMAEL!! ANSWER ME" halting his flight for a moment Samael spoke aloud huh that voice, "Chamuel" raising his head, he saw a beautiful angel, it was his old and good friend Chamuel. "its been a long time my friend" Chamuel said, looking at Samael. "Hic! I lost everything Chamuel, I lost everything to the devil, my wife my son I should have listened, I should have" sobbing Samael said to Chamuel. "Its alright, but what would you do Samael" "war I would fight him for every thing he took from me" saying so he just looked at Chamuel with conviction. "Good bye Chamuel it was nice speaking to a familiar face I guess this it till the 10000 years war" Samael said and just continued flying to where he was heading to. "Yes t was nice speaking to you too Samael, I am sorry, but you already lost the fight before you began" saying so he just faded away. 

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I need to find my squad my team, what should I tell them its been so long how do I why I their captain didn't lead them like I used to, I hope they forgive me, they have to understand right I had a wife who was expecting, I couldn't just live1026 words them right, I..... "look what we have here, if it isn't our leader who abandoned us when we needed him" "I...