My name is Asani Martin.
Asani means to rebel.
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Martin means dedicated to Mars, the god of war, rebellions, and disturbances.
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My parents packed my name full of anger and rebellion. If I knew who they were, I would thank them for giving me such a powerful name. Unfortunately, it seemed as if they had never existed.Â
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I was dumped at an orphanage and grew up in the northeastern part of America. When the orphanage director found me, there was only a note with my name and its meaning.
Growing up, I refused to accept the status quo and that I would never achieve anything. That I solely belonged in the bottom rung of society. My rebellion given by name fueled me. I did everything I could do to become successful. As soon as I was of age, I joined a company and became a handyman. Painting houses, cooking, cleaning, delivering goods, and more. If there was a job, available, I did it. During this grueling time, I had no family or lovers and very few people I could call friends. The only thing that kept me sane were the novels I could read during my downtime.
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After years of working hard, I finally collected enough money to retire. I had done my part. My rebellion was over. It was time for me to rest. I had finally quit my job and planned to spend my life relaxing. I wanted to enjoy the freedom that I had earned with my hard work. It all seemed to be going well.
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Until the day everything changed.
A freak accident killed me, my body was nothing but a splatter after being hit by a vehicle. A truck.
Then I appeared in another space.
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I stared up at the being calling itself The Author or God, watching as it laughed at me from its throne. Memorizing the face of the laughing golden figure, I gave a shark-like grin of my own. It had no idea who it messed with.
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Keep laughing. Until the day I drag you from that throne, throw you beneath my feet, and stomp all over that face.
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My name means rebellion.
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I'm not afraid of anyone.
Not even a bitch ass god like you.