I was so happy that I was going to get marry to the love of my life, Winston and spend the rest of my life with him. We both promised ourselves that we are going to be there for each other, have so many kids, travel around the world together, go to any events together and grow old together. It was already six months and both my family and Winston's family were all putting their heads together, running out and in, days and nights to give us the memorable wedding of our lives, that was what I imagined and taught until my unpredicted nightmare came to reality. It was a month to my wedding when my best friend, Estrella came out of no where and said to me. Babes I am very sorry but I won't be able to make it to you wedding. Why!, I shouted out of anger and stood up with so much fury inside me. I am so sorry babes but I got an urgent call from my manager this morning saying I will be going out of the country tonight for some shoots and I won't be back for about two month because it is a very important shoot, which I can't miss. I will be having the first shoot in Australia for two weeks and the second will take place in Paris for about two to three and half weeks and the last shoot will take place in the united kingdom for about two and half weeks, Estrella said holding my hands. But why now, why not after my wedding, I said disconnecting my hands from hers angrily and walking to seat on my bed. Can't you delay your shoots till after my wedding babes. I said again, looking at her with tearing eyes. I am so sorry babes, there is nothing I can do right now. I wish I can do something but I can't do anything and you know that as a model, time is not always on my side. She said wiping the hot tears off my puffy chubby chicks with both of her soft tender hands. Fine, I said standing up from the bed and facing her. You can go and I will miss you, even though I am not happy that you are going to miss my wedding, I know this shoot means a lot to you and that is why I am not going to do or say anything to hold you down or stop you from going. I said holding her hands with mine and the fake smile I formed on my face to avoid breaking her spirit. Thank you babes this is why you are my bestie because you are the only person on this earth that do understand me. ''She said hugging me so tight with all the strength in her body and smile on her face''. Ha! I can't breathe, ''I said chocking and out of breath''. Oh! sorry babes. ''she said letting go of me and rubbing my back''. Are you alright babes? sorry about that, she said while looking around for her phone. Oh bloody hell! it already 02:04pm I need to go now, I have to catch a flight at 07:00pm straight and I haven't even packed any of my stuffs yet, bye babes, I love you so much. ''She shouted running out of my room, waving at me at shorting the door behind her as she runs out like one hell of a savage''.