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Chapter 36 - Forgotten Feeling

The warm glow of the pub lamps cast soft shadows across the table as Amukelo took a deep breath, his eyes briefly flickering to each of his companions before settling on the aged wood of the table. He began his story slowly, his voice soft but clear, tracing the lines of his early life in the small, humble village of his childhood. He painted a vivid picture of a community bonded by simplicity and hardship, of his family's small, weather-beaten home where laughter and love filled the sparse air despite everything.

He spoke of his brothers, how they had left in search of a better future, leaving behind a young Amukelo and their mother. His voice faltered as he recounted the illness that took his mother, the solitude that enveloped him afterward, and the sheer helplessness he felt as a teenager facing the world alone.

Amukelo described how Syltar took him under his wing and taught him not just to fight, but to survive, to harness his grief and turn it into strength and resolve. The intensity of his training, the solitude of his exercises, and his struggles against the harshness of nature itself painted a stark picture of a young man forged by fire and will.

Pao's eyes shimmered with unshed tears as she listened, her hand covering her mouth, moved by the depth of his solitude and pain. Bao leaned forward, her expression one of rapt attention mixed with respect, her earlier annoyance forgotten in the face of Amukelo's trials.

As Amukelo concluded, a heavy silence fell over the group. The bustling noise of the pub seemed to recede, leaving only the weight of his words hanging between them. Amukelo, feeling suddenly exposed, shifted uncomfortably under their gaze, unsure if he'd shared too much.

Idin was the first to break the silence. He slung an arm around Amukelo's shoulders with a brotherly warmth, lifting his beer in a toast. "You did a great job, brother. You are strong. Stronger than any of us. Not only physically, but also emotionally and mentally" he declared, his voice firm and admiring.

The rest of the group quickly joined in, their glasses clinking against Amukelo's in a solid, affirming sound. Pao, her voice gentle but fierce, added, "You don't have to worry anymore. You have us, now. We will do anything for you." Her deep green eyes met his, earnest and sincere.

Bral nodded, his tone supportive, "As a team, we will support you. You're not alone anymore." Bao chimed in, her earlier reticence replaced by a supportive smile, "They're right. And if you ever need anything, just ask."

The expressions of genuine care and support warmed Amukelo more than the pub's fire ever could. He felt a surge of gratitude, his heart lightening for the first time in years. With the weight of his past shared and the acceptance he felt from the group, a genuine smile spread across his face.

Raising his glass, he echoed Idin's sentiment, "Let's have some fun!" His voice carried a new strength, a new joy. The table erupted in cheers of "Yeah!" as the bonds of new friendships were solidified. For the first time in a long time, Amukelo felt like he was part of something greater, a community, a family. The night continued with laughter and stories, each tale spinning a thread that wove them closer together, under the warm glow of the pub's welcoming light.

The evening in the pub stretched into the night, filled with the clinking of glasses and the boisterous melodies of folk songs that some of the locals joined in. Laughter echoed around the wooden beams, weaving through the smoke from the hearth and the scent of ale and roasted meat. Amukelo, despite the quantity of beer he consumed, maintained a clear head, his laughter genuine and his participation in the revelry unforced.

Bral and Idin, significantly less steady on their feet, led the group in a slightly off-key rendition of a local ballad as they staggered back to the inn. Pao and Bao, who had moderated their drinking, exchanged amused glances but joined in the chorus, their voices mingling sweetly with the rougher tones of their companions.

Back at the inn, the transition from the lively atmosphere of the pub to the quiet of their rooms was abrupt. The laughter faded as doors closed softly behind them. Bral and Idin collapsed onto their beds, immediately succumbing to sleep, their snores soon filling the room. Pao and Bao quietly discussed the night's events in hushed tones before they too drifted off to sleep.

Amukelo, however, lay awake in the quiet room. The sounds of his companions' even breathing filled the space. Yet, his mind refused to settle. He stared at the ceiling, the memories of the evening playing over and over in his head.

For the first time in years, he felt the warmth of belonging. Their laughter, their words of support, and the genuine care they had shown him—it all lingered in his chest, filling the space that had long been empty.

Turning onto his side, Amukelo clasped his hands together, his voice soft as he began to speak. "Mom," he whispered, his words fragile in the stillness. "I… I think the better days you told me about might finally be here."

His throat tightened, and for a moment, he struggled to continue. "It's been so long since I felt this way," he admitted. "I thought I'd never feel warmth again after losing you. But tonight… tonight, I felt it."

Tears welled up in his eyes, but this time they weren't from sadness. He wiped them away with the back of his hand and took a shaky breath. "I wanted to tell you… thank you. For believing in me. For teaching me to hold on, even when it felt impossible. And…" He hesitated, his voice trembling with emotion. "And thank you, God. For bringing me here. For giving me this chance. For showing me that better days could still come."

The weight on his heart lightened as he whispered his prayer. "Please, God, help me hold onto this. Help me be the person they think I can be. And help me honor her memory in everything I do."

Amukelo closed his eyes, a small, genuine smile tugging at his lips. The room was quiet, but it didn't feel empty. For the first time in years, he felt the presence of love and hope surrounding him, like a faint but steady light in the darkness.

Eventually, the warmth of his prayer and the exhaustion of the day overcame him. He drifted into a deep sleep, his heart lighter than it had been in years. The night passed peacefully, and as the moonlight gave way to the soft glow of dawn, Amukelo rested, ready to face whatever lay ahead with the newfound strength of faith, friendship, and love.

The next morning, the team regrouped, their spirits high from the night before. Pao approached Amukelo first, her expression earnest. "Yesterday was amazing. I really respect you, Amukelo," she said, her voice carrying a weight of sincerity. Amukelo smiled and thanked her, feeling a solid bond forming between them.

At the adventurer's association, the group congregated around the quest board. Bral turned to Amukelo, considering the options. "What do you think we should take on for your first quest in a new party?" he asked.

Bao, looking over the quests, suggested they start with something less challenging, citing Amukelo's strength but also his inexperience. "It's better to be safe than sorry," she remarked, her tone a little more cautious than necessary. This drew a brief, awkward silence from the group, but Amukelo didn't take offense. He nodded in agreement, appreciating the concern for his well-being and the honesty.

After a brief discussion, they selected a quest suited for their silver guild status: to eliminate a group of slimes that had been troubling the area near the town. It was a straightforward task, perfect for getting Amukelo accustomed to working as part of a team and dealing with the realities of an adventurer's life.

With the quest details in hand, the group prepared to leave the association, their steps synchronized and their spirits buoyed by the promise of new adventures together. As they stepped out into the bustling streets of Llyn, the morning light cast a golden glow over their faces, illuminating the path ahead and the bonds that had already begun to deepen among them.