It's not easy to be Ichinose.
Hearing her words, Hikigaya was even more helpless, simply powerless.
No matter what.
Ichinose wants to integrate him into the class.
But Hikigaya feels that he is clearly a member of Class B.
Could it be that he was expelled from Class B without knowing it?
He really doesn't understand.
What does Ichinose mean by integrating into the class?
Unless you have to show off like Himeno Yuki and others, Hikigaya feels that it will never be possible.
"Also."
Ichinose turned her head and reminded: "Hikigaya-kun, you seem to speculate on the meaning behind others' words for no reason, this is not good, it makes people sad."
Yeah.
Ichinose just wants him to integrate into the class, not at all wanting his personal points.
"Oh, I'm sorry."
Hikigaya apologized insincerely.
If one's kindness is suspected, it will indeed make people feel sad.
But the most fundamental reason.
It's still Ichinose who insists on pulling him to participate in this inexplicable gathering.
Although Ichinose is indeed beautiful.
But he didn't have any special feelings for Ichinose.
He used to think that having such a leader was very good, but now he just feels a bit troublesome.
Explaining is useless.
Hikigaya is also too lazy to explain to her anymore.
"Sigh."
Ichinose sighed, somewhat helplessly said, "There's really no sincerity."
"It's all because you forced me."
"Huh?"
"What?"
Feeling Ichinose's puzzled gaze, Hikigaya was also a bit puzzled.
"It's nothing, don't mind."
Ichinose pinched her snowy chin and fell into thought.
Hikigaya used to be polite to her, or to anyone, he always had a business-like attitude.
However.
Now she feels that although Hikigaya's attitude is not good, it is more real.
From another perspective, this is probably Hikigaya's true side.
Recall carefully.
At the beginning of school.
Hikigaya's evaluation of Vice President Nagumo was also a bit acrid.
But his nature is not bad, but rather gentle.
He is always considering for the class, and it seems that he helped Sakura Airi of Class D, who has nothing to do with him, at the beginning of school.
Thinking of this.
Ichinose's mouth corners revealed a smile.
The facts prove that her approach is effective.
As long as she keeps approaching actively, Hikigaya will show his true side.
Perhaps.
Hikigaya thinks that as long as he shows the real him, others will gradually distance themselves.
But this real side makes Ichinose even happier. At least, Hikigaya is no longer in that business-like manner.
As long as there is a change, it will be easy to handle.
"Then it's settled."
"Next weekend, if there's nothing going on, let's go to karaoke."
Saying this.
Ichinose stuffed the cookie into his hand, then got up and left to return to Shiranami Chihiro and others.
Hikigaya looked at the cookie in his hand that Ichinose made by herself and felt a bit of a headache.
Why does Ichinose always like to ignore his opinions?
....
An hour later.
Many boys also started singing.
Hikigaya sat on a small stool with a dull gaze, occasionally putting cookies into his mouth, he was just a ruthless eating machine.
Speaking of which, why is Himeno Yuki still sitting?
Hikigaya suspected, did this guy have a grudge against him, then Himeno Yuki was terribly wrong.
Although he doesn't like such gatherings.
But if he just sits down.
Hikigaya is very confident in his own endurance.
Just at this moment.
"Yuki chan, what's wrong with you?"
"Sorry, my old problem seems to have recurred."
Himeno Yuki covered her forehead with an apologetic face, and then showed a smile that reassured everyone.
Oh~
So this is how it is solved, it's really amazing!
Pretend, continue to pretend.
Hikigaya had to secretly praise it as amazing.
This guy pretends to be sick so realistically, it's simply comparable to him.
"Are you okay?"
"Why don't Himeno go back and rest first?"
A girl next to him, remembered as Kobashi Yume's short-haired girl, stroked Himeno Yuki's shoulder and said.
"I'll send her back."
Hikigaya quickly got up, planning to take advantage of this east wind, he didn't want to stay at this celebration party long ago.
"Eh?"
Kobashi Yume and others suddenly looked at this side somewhat surprised.
Feeling the eyes of everyone, Hikigaya regretted it for a while, wouldn't this make it seem like he had some thoughts about Himeno Yuki, and had a good relationship with Himeno Yuki?
But before he had time to explain.
Kobashi Yume and others seemed to understand something, showing understanding eyes, probably not wanting to participate in such a gathering.
"Um..."
Kobashi Yume stroked Himeno Yuki's fragrant shoulder hesitantly and said, "Then I'll go back with you"
"Thank you."
Several girls next to him glanced at Hikigaya and nodded their heads, which made Hikigaya's hair stand up.
A chill spread all over his body, from the soles of his feet straight to his mind.
Hikigaya quickly regained his calm in an instant.
The friendly atmosphere of Class B.
He almost fell into the illusion that the world was so beautiful.
That look in their eyes,
It was probably distrust towards him.
They were worried that he might do something inappropriate to Himeno Yuki.
However,
Hikigaya, who had regained his composure, quickly brushed it off.
Strictly speaking,
He hadn't even spoken to most of the people in Class B, let alone being friends. Even if they met, he probably wouldn't recognize them, and there wouldn't even be a nodding acquaintance.
As friends of Himeno Yuki,
It's normal for them to have such doubts and concerns about strangers.
If they hadn't even spoken,
If these people could fully trust him, Hikigaya would feel even more terrified.
No matter how friendly Class B appeared, or how gentle Ichinose was,
This was the naked reality.
This class was so normal, it was normal to be vigilant towards unfamiliar people, the abnormal one was Ichinose.
"No need, no need."
Himeno Yuki waved her hand and laughed, "Having Hikigaya to send me is enough, and it's just a few steps away."
"Yuki-chan"
A girl hinted in a low voice.
"It's okay, you guys forgot that I and Hikigaya are desk mates."
Himeno Yuki slowly got up with her hand on her forehead. Hearing her say this, the others reluctantly gave up.
What she meant was that Hikigaya could be trusted.
But Hikigaya could roughly guess.
Himeno Yuki probably felt that being with others would only be more tiring, so she chose such an excuse.
And being with someone like him, she didn't need to pretend to have a headache, which could make Himeno Yuki more relaxed and comfortable.
That's all there is to it.
There's no room for other fantasies.
"Yeah."
Ichinose also understood Hikigaya's reluctance to socialize.
"Then Hikigaya, I'll leave Yuki-chan to you."
"Okay."
Hikigaya nodded and followed Himeno Yuki out of the box.
Anyway, there are monitors everywhere in the school, and there's nothing to worry about for just a few steps.
Leaving the karaoke,
The sky was already dark, and there weren't many pedestrians on the road.
"Damn it."
Himeno Yuki instantly returned to her true nature, a karate chop sneak attacked Hikigaya's waist lightly, and she said somewhat dissatisfied:
"I just gave you a look, why did you pretend not to see it."
"Oh."
Hikigaya touched the place where he was poked, and honestly said, "I was just curious about how you usually leave."
"Eh? Oh... I see."
Doesn't this mean that Hikigaya cares about her? Himeno Yuki's face turned red, and she looked at the ground with her hands behind her back and whispered:
"How about it, am I smart?"
She could think of pretending to have a headache.
Judging from the performance of Ichinose and others, Himeno Yuki was obviously a habitual offender.
Indeed... smart my foot.
"No, it feels a bit stupid."
Hikigaya didn't care and said, "If you don't want to participate, just don't participate. Why do you have to pretend to be sick?"
After saying that, Hikigaya realized that Himeno Yuki seemed to be participating because she couldn't do it, and she might think he was mocking her.
Worried about being beaten, Hikigaya quickly added:
"Besides, even if you say it straight, I think Ichinose and others won't mind."
"How is that possible."
Himeno Yuki rolled her eyes and said somewhat helplessly:
"Ichinose might not mind, but others might have opinions, like 'what's so good about that guy pretending'."
"That's true."
Hikigaya nodded in agreement.
He remembered reading online that a four-girl dormitory could build seven or eight group chats, girls are really scary.
Class B has already entered a dead end.
They can only continue in such a harmonious atmosphere.
Whether this is good or bad.
Hikigaya didn't like it, but he wasn't sure.
If it's a normal school.
Such a harmonious atmosphere is naturally good.
But in this school.
Thanks to such a harmonious atmosphere, Class B has gained cohesion that is unimaginable to others.
At least for now, it seems to be beneficial.
It's just that Hikigaya isn't used to it.
"Ah."
At this moment, Himeno Yuki sighed with a bit of regret:
"Actually, I quite like karaoke, but I can only sit there and chat, it's really annoying."
"What's so annoying?"
Hikigaya was a bit puzzled: "If you speak up, they should be happy to sing with you, I see you are quite taken care of by the girls."
"Isn't that obvious?"
Himeno Yuki was even more speechless: "Because I am pretending to be sick, they would want to take care of me, if I sing, they will worry about my body, they won't let me do too intense exercise."
"Huh?"
"Hmm?"
Hikigaya was suddenly a bit puzzled.
Remember this guy ran quite fast at the sports festival, then Hikigaya reacted, after he woke her up, Himeno Yuki also slowed down.
Too good at pretending.
"That's really miserable."
Hikigaya nodded sincerely, just at this moment Himeno Yuki involuntarily stopped, looking up and down at Hikigaya.
"What's wrong?"
Hikigaya looked at himself a bit puzzled.
"No, I want to ask you what's wrong?"
Himeno Yuki tilted her little head even more puzzled.
"Me?"
Hikigaya frowned: "What does it have to do with me?"
(End of the king)
"Never mind."
Himeno Yuki once again stepped forward towards the dormitory building, Hikigaya also followed behind.
"It just feels like, at this time, you usually say 'deserved it' 'isn't it good not to pretend' and so on to mock me."
"..."
Hikigaya looked at the dormitory not far away.
Strictly speaking.
These are all paths chosen by Himeno Yuki herself, pretending to be sick requires bearing the corresponding consequences.
Being taken care of,
Unable to do some intense exercise.
Can't sing for a long time.
Can't do things you like.
Otherwise.
It's easy to give yourself away.
These are the prices she needs to pay for setting up her own persona.
Indeed, she deserved it.
"No, it's just that I'm a bit tired today."
Feeling a bit out of state, Hikigaya nodded: "You indeed deserve it."
"You..."
Himeno Yuki gave him another karate chop in the abdomen: "Now if you say sarcastic words, it will only make your character worse."
"It's okay, anyway, my character is just so bad."
Hikigaya touched the poked position again, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but reveal a smile
, anyway, he is just such a character.
It's impossible to change now, why bother.
The two walked into the elevator, Himeno Yuki leaned over to him, tiptoed and lowered her voice:
"Then next time, just the two of us go to karaoke, I sing very well."
"I won't go."
The elevator just stopped on the fifth floor.
Hikigaya was a bit speechless and quickly left the elevator, why do these guys always like to let him go to karaoke.
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