Jer gave me a curious look as I continued to just stand there.
"Is everything ok, love?"
"Oh absolutely, Jer."
"Then why are we waiting to go in?"
I smiled. "Well, I am giving Deke time to follow directions if he wants. I'm pretty sure this time he will but I also know there will be times he won't and will want me to punish him. But I'm also waiting because that's gonna heighten the experience for him. To anticipate me walking in and what's going to happen. The longer he waits, the more desperate he'll be."
Jer glanced at Ash and saw him nodding with a dark smile on his face.
"Well shit. I never thought of that. Damn good plan, love."
"Thanks."
I waited another five minutes before I opened the door. I didn't want him to get anxious instead of excited. I knew he was still unsure of himself because of that bitch, and I didn't want him to think I wasn't interested, not even for a second.
I swallowed and gave a breathy moan as I walked farther into the room. Deke had followed my directions to the letter, his beautiful ass in full view. I heard the door shut and I watched as Ash and Jer took a seat on both sides of the bed.
"Are you ready, Deke?"
"Baby, you have no idea how ready."
"How hard are you for me Deke?"
"So so hard. So hard it hurts so good."
"Good boy."
I saw his back muscles tighten and his hips shift at my words. Seems my tough-as-nails mate had a praise kink too. I made my way to the foot of the bed and slowly crawled over his body until I straddled his hips. I felt him shift again as he felt my wet pussy press against his ass.
"Grab the headboard Deke. And you can't let go. If you let go before I tell you, then it all stops and I have Ash and Jer fuck me and you won't have me tonight."
"Damn, sweetheart. That's dirty."
I looked over at Ash.
"It's a test of his self-control, Ash. And he wanted it to hurt, right Deke?"
He moaned as he gripped the headboard.
"Yeah, baby."
I ghosted my fingertips down his spine.
"By letting him know his punishment, it gives the experience a hint of… I guess danger is the best word I can come up with. Danger of losing what you want the most, danger of losing being inside your mate. Isn't that right, Deke?"
"Mmhmm. Nailed it, baby. Your orders just make this so much hotter for me."
"Have you ever given away control like this before, Deke?"
"No. Only for you, baby."
I swallowed at the well of emotion that I felt, and tears filled my eyes. His level of trust in me floored me. To know he trusted me that much. Deke wiggled a little underneath me.
"I can feel what you're feeling, my mate. Can I roll and kiss you before we start? Please, Zoey?"
I was too choked up with emotion to answer him. I shifted to one side, and he let go of the headboard and rolled. He sat up and took me in his arms and held me close. I heard his voice rumble against my ear.
"I trust you with everything, baby. My life, my heart… everything. I've never once considered letting someone dominate and control me. But with you I want it. I want you to control me and direct me as much as I want to control and direct you." He gave a soft laugh. "Hell, I never knew I had a praise kink but you calling me a good boy just does something to me."
He leaned back and with his finger under my chin he gently lifted my head and looked into my eyes. I felt his love burn through our bond so strong it rocked me a little. He loved me that much?
"Take everything you need from me tonight, Zoey. Pleasure, control… anything and everything you need. Let me be your good boy tonight."
He took my lips in the sweetest kiss I've ever had from him before letting me go and rolling back on his front. He gripped the headboard, and I heard the smile in his voice.
"Do your worst, baby."
"Challenge accepted, my dear mate."
I straddled his hips again and leaned over. I let him feel my breath on his neck as I lightly traced the shell of his ear with my tongue. I felt him shiver as I dipped my tongue briefly into his ear before whispering, "I love you so much, Deacon Fisher. I'm gonna make you come all over me and inside me. I want you guy's pups more than anything. But first, I'm going to play. Now be my good boy and hold on tight."
I felt his growl of need where my chest was pressed to his back. Lightly I started to kiss my way across his shoulders and down his back, my lips barely touching. I pulled back as he tried to curve his body to have my lips press more firmly against his skin. When I reached his waist, I sat up and ghosted my fingertips down his body, following the path my lips had taken.
He shivered and moved against my fingers and his ass rubbed my pussy as he moved. He groaned as he felt my arousal coat his skin. I leaned over him again and very lightly trailed the tip of my tongue down his spine. I smiled as he made a gasping noise as I shifted backwards and continued my way down and over his ass with my tongue. Lightly I grazed the crack of his ass with my tongue when Jer interrupted me.
"I thought he wanted it to hurt, love. That doesn't look painful to me."
"She's edging him, Jer. A touch so light that all you can do and think of is to crave more. Not getting it when you want it is the painful part."
I saw Jer still looked confused and I bent down to whisper in Deke's ear.
"He doesn't get it, my sinful mate. Should I demonstrate to him briefly and leave him wanting?"
"Oh yeah, baby. Let him feel it."
"Do you want to watch?"
He shuddered. "Oh yes…"
"You may let go of the headboard and shift so you can see. But no reaching for me and no touching."