Marie's pov.
With little or no more waiting period I hasten my steps toward the pack Doctor's office, Even amidst these whole noise, activities, and fun, she remains the only one on duty,
The doctors of the lack hardly have a life, always on duty but then they are always given the highest regard and respect apart from the alphas, goes down to the beta, then goes down to the gamma, and then the doctors even before the pack warriors.
This is a reason why I believe they would be on and in the office even at this moment, although I know certainly this time would come forth and whisk past just as quickly.
It makes me feel even more weary, the more I draw closer to their office the more I feel my heart this hard against my chest.
I do not know what to say or what kie I ought to tell once I get there but certainly, I will surely do away with Anyways the case may be with my tears.
She's a woman, the head doctor, or at least the one who attended to be was a woman which makes me geek slightly better, she won't come on and around doing odd things which would make me feel somewhat uneasy.
I take an immediate halt by the door whispering slowly and earnestly wishing for the moon goddess to grant me at least this one wish,
I should have a chance at being happy if at least it is going to have any other negative effect. I can work on that later on but for now, I'll be needing the most of this child in me.
"I believe it's all going to be I work out, " I say to myself, given that Kiky had been a bitch and left me all to myself.
For some reason I can tell both she and I aren't on the same page when it comes down to getting rid of this pup, I know within myself that this is not the best choice to make at this moment either but I can't have a child I can barely fend after myself
Besides telling the whole pack that the father to this child is the alpha king would make me look more like a fool and less can't, who would believe such things
I'm sure he would not want the child anyway so why should I bother trying, it's of bi use anyway.
With one last sigh, I walk into the office, I can see her seated with her glasses placed on the tip of her nose,
When it comes down to her I'm really helpless. I'm afraid I have zero chances with her despite the fact that She has devoted her whole life to saving people.
At first, she had mixed among the human beings one is their too surgeon but then again people began to notice the show of aging and won't just keep shut about it
She had to go off the grid, she told everyone she wanted to retire and then came back to the pack house..ever since then she had not spent a single moment having fun.
I've always found her weird but now I'm in dire need of her help. I think I know her reason.
She had lost her mate many years ago and remained empty inside since then, rather than becoming rouge or losing all Morals he had devoted all her time to helping wolves, humans, and anything supernatural that needed her help.
I question myself if someone who has devoted all her life to helping people and saving more would agree to get rid of one.
I don't see that happening. is the best I can do but then I would end up sounding and looking like a horrible person.
I'd rather have to love knowing I tried taking my chance but it didn't work out than for Ma to begin to think I had a shot at trying but I had let it run off and overall because of fear.
Speaking of which, I think I can live with her thinking I'm a horrible person than for me to be stuck with a child I can't take care of.
"Who is there?" she asked and I hesitated for a while knowing this was the only chance I would get.
"Good day mam," I say to her as I walk in, I see a bright smile form on her face, welcoming and soothing and it makes me more relaxed almost immediately after hearing her speak.
"Good morning miss..." she takes a long break as if trying to recall my name. "Miss Marie," I say to her and she nods as well as gestures for me to move.
"Yes, pardon me. I had lots of people moving in and out of my office. I can hardly tell which is which, " she said with that same smile on her face.
I feel my heart this hard against my chest as I have a really hard time setting things together.
I can't help but feel guilty with most of the doubts in my mind, yelling she won't help me.
"Have you come to register with the other expecting mothers?" she asks of me but when I swallow hard.
My face goes pale and my cheeks begin to freeze. I feel cold sweats break down in my temples leaving me utterly speechless and hopeless, she doesn't look like the type that would help with my quest.
"no mam" I finally answer her words leaving me somewhat restless.
"it is okay, I do not think there is much to argue in about I'm here to help you, anything you need just tell me because I strictly recommended the antenatal period for you, given that you are an omega Weak at that"
I feel the walls of my inside clasp together as I become confused about what to do or say.
"Actually ma'm, i like to get rid of this, I have no wish to keep the child and I have come to you seeking help on getting rid of it "