MARIES POV.
"What do you mean by that?" Sarah asks moving away from me, she glances at me cautiously leaving me somewhat helpless and restless.
"What I mean is quite simple actually, he came to me and told me he needed to speak with me after on and that he had not rejected me because he wanted to but he felt that was the best thing to do," I said, I raise my head to catch her expression but I see nothing, just a frown on her face, nothing much she doesn't say a word apart from that.
"I didn't know what to believe at first but he was serious about it, that was what he had said and nothing more" I answer honestly ignoring the blisters on my shoulder and the sting they give at the moment.
"Of course not, he is not sick, well of course I do know if he's trying to make you feel much more important and a little better about the accusation but he had no reason to lie.
You are not that important if we think of it so why the hassle, he can't be sick if he were I am his sister you don't think I would be the one to know first?"
Hearing her speak threw me off balance, I could hear a quick story come from Lily before she blocked the mind link again.
Once again my heart crashes into a thousand pieces, this no site I do not feel the pain on my skin, nothing feels right.
Even my wolf had spoken nothing but the truth yet I could not see it clearly. I had been fooled all along without even knowing, everything had been a whole lie, everything he had said and felt was all a lie.
Why must I always be the one at the very end, losing out on everything that matters to me? Now that I think about it, I do not matter to anyone at all.
My state of being is zero. I hold no importance, no essence to anyone of any kind, my mate had looked into my eyes and told the worst lie one could ever think of.
I know I'm an omega but did he really have to go that far, he had rejected me I see no reason why he should come around having to tell lies about sickness,
He would really choose death over me, he really detests me giant I the vote for him to have said something in such a manner.
"I'm sure he doesn't want that child either, and why are you not getting rid of it already?" she asks me with a smile and a grin on her face.
Now I can place all the pieces of the puzzle together, her head dragged me Away from the public not because she wanted to help me.
She did it because she wanted to hide the shame of her brother having integrated a mere omega, an omega like me.
She was once at first not because she cared but because she wanted to get the truth out of me and when I refused to speak it only pissed her off that the more she thinks I'm hiding it all because the child belongs to her brother.
How silly is she, why can't she just listen to my words and take them for the best they are?
"It's not Eric's," I say once more, this time with lots of aggressiveness attached to my tone. I can't tell what she is up to but I know it's not good.
For some reason I get a sudden sense of security and protection for the child, Sarah is keen on the fact that the child belongs to her brother. knowing her so well she would do just about anything to get rid of my baby and that's one thing I would have let her do, not on. my watch, I can't let it be.
"you really are shameless, at the very least you should protect the Little pride you have left as a woman,
I know you are nothing but an omega, a spiteful one full of rage which would get nothing in the whole end.
It's bad enough that you have a sad and lonely life but you really think keeping this child to yourself you'd do anything?
How sick are you? I can see now, I can see how bad you are having everything even though I feel so bad for you, I mean I would have committed Suicide from the very minute he rejected me but I can see how sure you are of the Whole thing
You felt you had it all figured out having the child to be with you, thinking that would tie him down, news flash Marie he doesn't want to be with you, he loathes you hay much that he is about a sudden sick"
She scoffs slightly, stands, and pulls away from me with a frown on her face.
"you know what you have the most miserable life anyone could ever have, u should not be here ruining it go on and have your day,
I'll leave the choice to you after all. You've suffered long enough and you have spent most years of your life taking orders from me. This time you should be left with a chance to make your very own decision without pressure.
Be good enough and stop being a coward, it's me being nice to you so if urge you to take this godforsaken life of yours in a day, that would help with your shame much better that way.
However Be sure to know if you don't I'd do it for you and it won't cost me a dime, it won't and no own would question it, you belong to me,
I'm sure you know my threats are never empty and I do as I say and you know if damn serious about them, you have just a day. Anything other than that then you'll have me down on your neck the next minute.