Sarah found out about the whole thing serves as a high shock for me. I can see the look on her face. She is ready to pounce on me at any wrong detail, any small lie, or any mistake which she might have made.
Not inky do I find it threatening more certain she would make a scene right out here and everyone Would get to know it which puts me in yet another dreadful corner.
I need help, I need an escape route I nutter to myself but boring comes on to my head, this seems to be the last minute I get to send on earth, at this moment I know I am Perhaps floating green heaven and earth such compromises the situation of things.
It's hard enough on me to know I won't be getting any help from the pack doctors and I'm being forced to speak with its father but now Sarah would not just let it go.
She's a beast and never for once had I underestimated her whenever she speaks she means it down to the more and that is something I'm once again not signing up for,
I feel terrible but I know I have zero choices to tell them, I feel my palms become sweaty and my feet somewhat shaky.
My knees become too weak to stand on their own accord, they refuse to move on and well, in one word I can add how frightened I am.
Lily had not bothered helping me out in this very situation, simply put it can be said that she would Rip me apart if I said one sentence wrong.
"seeing how you fidget I can tell it's nothing good but you do know we do not have forever and I can't just stand here while acting dumb and you expect me to listen on to your words, I have better things to do but for some reason, my interest in your affairs had suddenly become spiked," Sarah says she draws closer to me.
"Now tell me what is really wrong with you?" she asks, closing in all possible space between us, one wrong word and that would be the end of me.
"I'm pregnant" I manage to say, blurting it out at once not caring about the feelings and attitude she would give me, it's rather I know my fate right now than to prolong matters and end up sick from anticipation.
I look up to confirm he'd reaction, it's just as I had expected it to be, she is dazed and speechless not saying a thing or doing a thing if anything at all the Fact seems to be that she's
having the worst moment of her life, although I can't put a meaning to it, I am the pregnant one here why is she the one having clashing emotions?
"Who is the father?" she finally manages to say With a snarl, I Move away from here scared at what she might do knowing well she is capable of anything
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One thing I do not understand is why she is acting In such a weird manner, she may be my boss and I a slave to her household but seeing her rear this sag own would telly think she bothered about it
She speaks like a mother who had the life of her child planned out for her and pregnancy getting in the way of things Ruined the whole plan. Just how furious the woman would be is the exact same level of rage Sarah is going through at the moment.
I Gulp had not knowing what to say, A few people are Passing by already and they didn't miss the chance to throw a few glances at us and whisper in low tones about it
This is what I had long avoided, I do not want any misunderstanding nor don't want my matters young on and about around the pack house.
"You, come with me to my room," she says with a louder snarl, her voice command g as ever, usually Sarah had always been a bitch but I have to say I have never seen her this pissed in a really long time.
"It's pointless, '' Mutters as she tries going in, I follow behind her with my eyes fixed on the ground.
People have begun mounting fingers at me and it's a matter of time before they all get to know what has happened. In fact, I had expected Sarahti to make a big deal out of it immediately after she had heard but her actions surprised me, to be honest.
At this moment I do not know what to think, maybe I should be grateful to her. You should beware of her but she taking me into the room makes me know that it can't be anything good in the slightest manner.
It's pointless, she had said but I find it really hard to pick up a meaning to it. What could he have meant by that?
Soon enough we are standing by the food of her room, her walls ok in and I follow behind wondering what type of miserable fate beholds and lies awake for me.
"close the doors shut" she commanded and I shut the door behind me.
"bolt it locked," she says and I immediately get a hand if what was about to happen, whenever I was in trouble or I needed a good beating she would always ask me to lock the door behind her.
I had almost thought she would sympathize with me, But the fact that I have another life in me at the moment, for her it's just way too hard to comprehend, and this time I think I would fight back if she goes to any extreme lengths.
"Who is the father ?" she asked
once more but I could not find a reasonable answer to the question. I shut up for a while before giving up on the whole thing. I can't tell her who he is. Will she even believe me?