PAIN OF MY LIFE
I drove to the hospital with my jeep and I saw many people both women and children, visitors coming to greet their loved ones , some even giving birth the day I arrived there, there were ripples of excitement all over the place, because of successful delivery ".
I was left alone , no one cared about me anymore, they all abandoned me even though it was not my fault to get this pregnant from that terrible beast ". My world started crumbling apart, what a wicked world we live in".
I moved closer to one woman feeling lonely , she turned and smiled, " Nobody came for you" , she asked. Yes just all alone here ", I responded, " I was also abandoned like you ", she replied back to me ".
The workers in the hospital are nice but not all because the midwives showed me no mercy, they all treated me less , I managed to purchase some baby material with the little savings I gathered before I fell into this mess ".
"One of the nurses came to carry my baby and the other midwife said to her; Don't touch her, she is a rogue whore , they avoided me after my delivery, no bathing of my new baby and no helping hand at all ".
I really get hurt when I remember I am an alpha daughter, the supposed Luna of my father pack. I'm now the object of mockery, banned from my father's territory because of a one night sex".
Clicking her tongue while chattering the pair of scissors in her hands she stared at my son and said " he's cute ", what's the meaning of the mark on his four heads like a rainbow?"she asked.
" Oh", I don't know, I responded quickly , turning my face toward the wall, because they were all heartless.
She brought out thermometer from the tray to check my baby temperature,your baby is doing well and she asked me a terrible question; where is the father of this boy?", how about your family?", or your relations?"I have not seen anyone coming to visit you, she looked pitiful on me , what a caring nurse I said to myself.
As we are discussing, then a knock on the door , it is the head of the nurses with an ugly face, all wrinkled, with her canine all very long and not equal to think of it".
On seeing her face my baby started crying, what a bad luck From this ugly nurse, and I needed a water to drink, am dehydrated already, please can I get a cup of water from you?", I haven't drunk for long periods of time , please help me ". She only looked at my innocent face and walked away without saying a word, she then turned and hissed at me ," I pity the baby, not you ; it's a shame her mother is a rogue whore, who can't control herself only to sleep with who is not her mate at this age ", my inner being melted down on hearing that ".
I bitched myself and stop crying, am already used to such words before I met her, so I can't hurt anymore, I quickly rushed her with the little strength left in me and collected my baby from her, because she doesn't deserve to told my innocent child , " yes", I had made a mistake but am still proud as a mother for now", I said to myself.
Besides my bed is a woman who just gave birth few hours ago, our eyes knock for some hours, she got pity on me and gave me a cup of water, I grabbed it and emptied it into my mouth before a second and inhaled by saying "thank you ", you have save me , I will not forget your good deed ".
She smiled and said to me ; "you're such a strong lady, very innocent, I have been watching and admiring your strength since your labor's pain is unbearable, and I noticed the nurses had been rude to you and cruel ,why?".
"I did nothing, just that I got pregnant from a man who is not my mate".
"Oh", sorry, while rubbing my back to forget all odds and concentrate with my baby,
"Oh", this baby looks so cute, he definitely looks like his father's eyes, right and a symbol on his forehead , with full eyebrows ". Yes because mine are slightly blue ".
One of the nurse that has been bad mouthing me was passing when we are discussing, she was busy murmuring like the gods of Anoka ", she didn't know when she said it loud : you deserve what you got , you're a rogue whore who couldn't control her sexual urge, she murmured and darted outside with injection ".
Some minutes later, my son fell asleep in my arms, I had to lay him on the bed ,as I was doing my eyes catch up with a male nurse and I had to catch up with him , he picked up my files and flipped it opened
"I hope you're taking enough water?", he asked.
" No,sir".
" You looked hydrated".
"I will be glad if you can get some water ", this is very bad for a new mother, water helps you to
produce enough milk for your baby, just wait a minute he moves out of my sight ".
Before I could open my eyes he appeared with a gallon of water and handed it over to me,
please drink some, I don't want to hear you complain about your breast milk, he smiled.
Thank you so much, God bless you, you're really a good man. A cute smile arose on my face
for the first time since I gave birth".
The head of the nurses who has no reason for hate, drew closely, only known for gossip.
" What are you doing with her?", you're not supposed to be talking with her, she is a rogue whore ".
"A rogue whore?", is that why she should not be treated right?", so she deserves death because she is a rogue whore?", her personal life is none of our business "." I Dantes ",can't do that to her because she is also human like us ".
He helped me to make my bed, he also instructed the cleaners to arrange my room and to attend to me when necessary ". All I can do is to smile at the cute handsome nurse who has a good heart. Nurse Dantes thank you so much ".You're more than family to me ".
My first time in the last 72 hours, someone came to my aid ,even my own brother, the future alpha of the shadows moon pack , could not come for me upon how close we are among all our family members ", I would not blame him. I know that the order is from my father to stay away from me ".
The head of the nurses continued to instill fear in people who came around me. I couldn't do anything but develop a thick skin over her bad words of bullying.
As I was playing with my baby , I heard a loud voice outside, I peered through the window and I saw four men . They should come from the alpha of the blood pack, one had amber eyes, curling hairs and double pierced marks on his face , they hands was all covered with blood, fear ate me up", I became restless, where do I hide my baby now, am powerless to defend my baby ".