It was as if I had been completely unaware of this matter right from the start.
Then, I continued to do what I should do, the most basic actions concerning the situation.
And I had to decide what to think and how to react to what I was seeing in front of me.
Pondering such things, the ultimate reality that presented itself to people might not be the best or the clearest understanding, nor could it provoke a definitive cognition rationally.
Amongst these wavering and faulty ideas about the problem.
All other understandings I had of the problem also, at this moment,
were no longer of any value or left any room for further knowledge and judgment by others.
Therefore, under such circumstances, there was no doubt the matters no longer required any additional concern.
"What are you thinking about, you bastard?"
In a situation where it seemed impossible to reach a clear and satisfactory conclusion,
