Why would such a person recklessly organize deserters into bandits to attack trains, and even at the last moment, launch a suicidal assault without any regard? If he possessed such immense power and had a wife and children and farmland waiting for him, couldn't he have chosen a life completely different from this dead end?
"'If you've made up your mind to give up everything you have and pursue something else, you must be prepared to a considerable extent. No matter the outcome, just don't regret it.' — That man said this to me in the end... What exactly made him make such a decision? If I could delve into his inner world, maybe I could have helped him, maybe then certain situations could have been changed..."
"Roland..."
"Ah, I'm sorry, here I go again."
He closed the locket again, and the voice of his foster father echoed in his ears.