Peering through a hole in a double wooden panel stuffed with straw and rags - Rousey referred to it as "observing" - he watched his daughter bathe, change clothes. The release of desire and pressure through his heavy, rapid breathing and lascivious fantasies became a part of Rousey's life. As his behavior continuously transgressed moral boundaries, the man's soul became increasingly filthy and twisted.
The desire and fantasy to possess his daughter grew uncontrollably. In her biological father's eyes, Lilac became his personal "object of lust," a sanctuary for escaping reality and moral judgements, and even a self-proclaimed "redemption".
How heavy are 30 silver coins?
In the past, Rousey never had the time to ponder such a luxurious question, nor did he ever get the right answer, let alone a chance to experience it.
Now, the answer was in his arms, pressed tightly against his pounding heart, the warmth of his body heating the silver coins.
