"Talking"
'thinking'
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This is either for changing pov or time skip
Now on to the story...
It was a beautiful night in Korea, the moon shined brightly, so bright that despite it being night you could see everything clearly
It was a really windy night and dark clouds could be seen in the sky, it was going to rain soon...
In the beautiful city of Seoul, lights shined brightly, Seoul was already very beautiful but tonight it looked even more beautiful
On a tall building, a figure was sitting on the rooftop, it was a black haired girl, who seems to be in her early 20's
She was smoking a cigarette and looking at the city, despite having a small smile on her face, you could still tell the smile was a rather sad one
Her eyes were dazed as she looked at the cigarette which had completely burnt out now, she threw the remaining part of the cigarette and extinguished it by stepping on it and got up
She took out something from her pocket, it was a phone
A small light came on to her face, it was the phone's screens light
It seemed like she checked something before giving out a loud sigh, she looked at the phone in her hand, as if contemplating whether or not she should put it back in her pocket; but in the end she did put it back in her pocket
After doing so, she walked to the edge of the rooftop, if it weren't for the railing she would have continued to walk to the very edge
She looked at the city lights, a nother small yet sad smile came on to her face, she tilted her back and closed her eyes, letting out another sigh
She mumbled something to her self before opening her eyes, a small tear fell from her eye, making it's way to the ground
She climbed over the railing and was standing at the very edge, if not careful she will fall, but she seemed unfaizad by that fact
She carefully turned around, now her face, which was previously facing the city was now facing the rooftop while her back was facing the city
Her hands were holding the railing, she gulped and took a long breath, her hands slowly opened, letting go of the railing
She leaned back and...
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.....Started to fall down...
Her eyes were closed and a sincere smile came on to her face, it wasn't like the smile before, it was still a small smile but a sincere and maybe happy [?]one
Happy to leave from this world...
It felt like in a blink of an eye the body had made it's way to the ground, the girls body landed on the ground with a rather loud thud
Soon after hitting the ground red liquid started to cover the empty road, the road was really quite, but currently the only sound that could be heard were the girls last breaths; and soon that came to an end, making the road quite one's again
Rain started to fall, it was a really heavy rain the wind also started to blow harder thunder also started to strike, it's pretty much a storm
The rain soon started to wash away the blood, the now lifeless body was drenched by the rain
Funny, you know why? She died at such a time where no one noticed her leaving the world, except mother nature, I mean there's a reason it's called mother nature
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I was currently setting on top of a rooftop of a tall af building while smoking a cigarette, I know it's not good for my health but it's not like I will live past this day anyway...
I laugh at myself for being so pathetic, my life isn't a fairly tale of some sort it's the harsh reality
I almost find my life a bit cliche, you know those stories where the hero had a really hard life and all that? Yeah that's what my life almost feels like, only difference, unlike a hero who never gives up, I have given up and am going to end my life
I have always known I'm kinda suicidal but I never expected to actually do it, but oh well I guess
I finished my cigarette and got up, I decided to check my phone one last time, maybe I would see something that would help me change my mind? pathetic I know
And so I did but of course there was nothing that changed my mind but made it worse and I walked to the railing, looking at the beautiful city,
'I wish my life was as beautiful'
I thought to myself as I tilted my head back and sighing one last time before opening my eyes, "goodbye world..."
I said to myself in a low voice before climbing the railing and standing on the very edge, I very carefully turned around not wanting to fall face down
And I let go of the railing...
As I fell, I couldn't hear anything, it was just the wind, 'never knew falling was so relaxing', I thought to myself
But that didn't last long, I hit the ground and it hurt like hell, 'why did I do this?!?'i thought to myself but I luckily my consciousness was starting to go away so I didn't feel as much pain
I closed my eyes, I was free, free from pain, free form life, free from everything
I no longer felt pain nor my body but I was still conscious? To be fair it was dark I couldn't see anything or feel anything but why could I still think and feel emotions...? Was this what comes after death? No haven no hell just a dark void
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How long has it been since I have been in this void? An hour or two maybe, it was honestly weird but oh well
Suddenly out of nowhere a bright light came and...
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The dead body of the girl now no longer had blood on it thanks to the rain, which was still pouring
A figure could be seen in a distance, the figure snapped their fingers and suddenly the rain stopped in it's tracks, rain droplets were still in mid air but they want falling on the ground, time had stopped
The figure walked closer to the body and moved there fingers crosse her face
"I know how hard this life was for you, but now I'll give you everything you have ever wanted, I'm sorry, I know I'm really late but I promise I will make it up to you, my child"
After that the figure snapped their fingers one's again and time had started again, the rain started to pour again and the mysterious figure left
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That light was so bright that it pretty much blinded me for a while, I opened my eyes only to get shocked to see that I can see, the only thing I had seen for the past hours was just black nothing else, but now I could see again not only that I could feel my body? I could feel my body?!?
I got so shocked that I let out a gasp, I jumped up from the bed I was laying in and was meet with a mirror and got the second shock, who the hell was that in the mirror?!?
The person in the mirror followed my exact actions confirming that in fact that was my reflection but why did I have read hair?? And golden eyes?!?
'WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK'
I couldn't help think to myself, I sat down on the bed, still trying to figure out what was happening
I looked at my hands, they were covered up with bandage's, so was my neck and leg's, just one question came to my mind 'why?'
I opened up the bandages and... there were no wounds?
'huh why does this body have bandages when there aren't even any wounds?'
I thought as I walked in front of the mirror to look at myself again, as I was still having a hard time believing all this
I look at the mirror and noted down all the features of this body I was in
Red hair, golden eyes, hourglass figure, tall and slim, glass like skin, in one word beautiful this body that I was in was the textbook definition of beautiful
In my old body I had black hair brown eyes, just like any other Korean; I was more on the taller side and had a ok figure
But this was really something else, it it possible to fall in love with yourself? I thought to myself
I heard some footsteps come from outside of the room and ran to the bed, pulling the blanket over my body and shoving all the bandages inside of the blanket...
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To be continued...
Hi everyone, it's me Yan so this is a new story, I thought of it this morning and forced myself to write this chapter all in one day yes I like to make myself suffer, also please forgive this lowly author for any grammartical mistakes as English is not my first language
As for the other story no I am not discontinuing it I just want a little break from that story as I started writing for fun and nothing else but that story is no longer giving me the fun I used to have and I honestly want to discontinue that story because I made and finished that story in my head a long time ago and I have this problem where if the story I'm working on is still not finished I won't judge it but if it's finished I tend to hate it and I'm too lazy to go back and fix anything because that could lead to a new ending and so yeah- I'll still continue the story until I'm really fed up also I will no longer follow a fixed uploading schedule because everything is literally so messed up in my life right now so yeah-
ALSO IN MY OTHER STORY I JUST REALIZED I WROTE "TO BE COUNTED" AT THE END OF EACH CHAPTER INSTEAD OF "CONTINUED" 😭 kill me- and no I'm not going to fix it because yes 🙃 (I need sleep) I wrote this instead of sleeping lmao- 😂
Also I'll start to add a "bonus" scenes at the end of each chapter but not now, because if I put any it will very much contain spoilers so no
Now bye-! 👹
This chapter has been updated on 11/1/24
Adios
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