I Can't do it… I don't think I can go on anymore… I'm not having fun when I'm writing this fic… I started seeing this as a chore more than something I enjoyed doing, when it comes time to write a new chapter for this fic I start dreading it. All I'm doing is just writing out chapters from the manga and it's boring for me. I dislike it…
I could put it up to multiple types of reasons as to why, like this is my first fic I didn't really have a solid idea where I was going with this and just wrote to see what it was like to write a story, a fanfic.
… God, I'm actually tearing up while writing this. This fic is very important to me for a lot of reasons, this is the story where I created my very first O.C, where I started my writing career (I wouldn't call it a career… more like a hobby but you yall get my point), I met a lot of interesting People online because I started this. All of my current fanfics are successful and are going so well, is because of this one.
I often made jokes in my discord server about treating my fics like my babies and this one is the unwanted child, that even though you don't want him, you still love him… and it's true this is my first baby 😭😭😭
I'm honestly very disappointed in myself for giving up on it but I just had too, I would probably, I would take this with a grain of salt, I would probably rewrite this is a very long future but for now I'm dropping this…
I'm sorry for giving you all false promises about completing this one 😔.
Now for the ending I had planned out:
It was going to be like Gurren Lagann where the MC fights the will of the universe for a final battle but in this one it was just going to be the will of the earth .
And when he was done he would have burned the entire world and remade it from the ashes like a Phoenix but with no curse energy or curse spirits.
Then it would have cut to Ash and Maki growing old with little kids and stuff… fuck I'm actually crying will writing this…
Fuck me man I'm out peace ✌😭✌ go enjoy my other fics or something…