(Mc pov):
As I lay there weeping at my misfortune #1 brings me the portfolio and I don't even have the heart to be happy at this after all of the miss opportunities and development of abilities I could have had. After checking that every in there is fine I just stand up and leave dismissing Kai-san who look very shock that I called him by his name.
I'm not even at the mood to make fun of subordinate #1 sighhhh as I make home to the orphanage I try to think happy thoughts like 'now that I know and have an idea how to do it imma get knew abilities so yay' I thought with a half heartily rose fist.
" I'm home" I said to the matron who looked shocked that I came back so early
"Thats a surprise that you can home early did something bad happened" the matron asked worried
Damn I didn't realize but she does care a great deal about me I think I was so much in my thoughts and worried about the future that I forgot to spend some quality time in the present sigh damn I'm sighing alot today
"Don't worry Kaa-san I'm alright" I replied with a cute smile, I'm mean c'mon have you looked at me im the definition of adorable
The matron stood there shock and became even more wary " who are you and what have you done to Ash-kun, the Ash-kun I know wouldn't call 'kaa-san' " the matron replied using air quotes on kaa-san
"Was I really that bad" I replied while scratching the side of my cheeks."I just realized that I seem like I didn't appreciate kaa-san for all she did and still does for me and I wanted to let her know that I appreciateit" I mumble but being loud enough for her to hear me.
This is so embarrassing I thought I felt a slight warms on my cheeks 'oh God am I blushing damn it'. "Well imma go to my room byeeee!!!!" I shouted will running out of there
The matron just stood there dumbfounded before scoffing and shaking her head in amusement but you couldn't mistake that beaming smile that show just how happy that made her.
As I locked myself in the room getting rid of this embarrassment. I thought back to the discovery I made in the warehouse and so I sat in bed with my legs crossed. 'Metis separate my consciousness into two'
Now I just got spilt my curse energy in one conscience controls half of one while the other conscience controls the other. With my emmense curse energy divided I slowly but surely kept crashing them into each other until they mixed and multiplied into each other everything was so simple.
I just kept complicating things every was just simple multiplication a negative onto a negative will always equal a positive and thats where the positive energy from and now with this energy i can heal anything just with this I became one of the most powerful people in this nation alone with This I shall surely reach the peak
"HAHAHAHAHAHAGAHAGAHAHA" I toppled over with laugh 'Nothing can stop me now only a few special beings but by the time they get themselves involved I'll be to powerful already".
I get it now I get why gojo became like he was high the happiness that coursing through my body is like nothing ever before " Metis this is it, the only way to is up I can only get stronger and stronger and can't be killed if Gojo is the definition of untouchable I'm the definition of unkillable, HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
[Sir I believe it's in your best interest to calm down you're digging yourself a hole you can't come out of if you're becoming this arrogant remember even tho gojo is know to be the strongest sorcerer he was still sealed ]
"I-I-I sighhh you're right Metis sorry for almost putting us in danger due to me becoming arrogant"
*Knock, knock* "Ash are you really alright" asked the matron while peaking through the door "you're not having a psychotic episode are you" the matron continued asking really worried now.
"N-n-nothing like that is happening something great just happened sorry for bothering kaa-san " I replied all flustered for having caused such a seen
"Well keep it down you really scared the children now and now they're scared to go sleep thinking there's a monster here, sighhhh what am I gonna do with you" the matron replied reprimanding Ash for his behavior.
"Hai sorry once again" I said while bowing 90 degree. Still not believing I did as something as scary as almost becoming arrogant i mean its okay to have pride in your strength and ability but to have much arrogance is a scary thing to think about
"Truly thank you Metis"
[Any time sir]