I was craving
Eagerly waiting
For something very soothing
That can be a blissful feeling
I pined for unlimited shower of love
That I wasn't deserving
And now that I've got exactly that
Away I'm running
Behind the thick walls of mind I'm hiding
I'm not even trying
To touch the eternal love so soothing
I know I've to start crawling
Towards what I was desiring
Towards Him as fast as I can
With every faith and strength that I was having
Oh I'm so unfortunate
I'm still not deserving
But somehow I'm here,
With real eyes I'm seeing
The transcendence I'm feeling
His divine association I'm having
Through His holy name chanting
And yet, I'm falling
And yet away I'm running
Away from Him,
Again the same mistakes I'm repeating,
Its just because I'm not surrendering
Unto the names I'm chanting.
But you know?
He is still waiting
Eagerly within our hearts
Full of transcendental anxiety,
And He is yearning since eternity
For sharing
That unlimited love
That I was always seeking
For that I was always waiting
For that I was always yearning
But I just got a handful of suffering
And I'm painfully crying
I'm ignorantly ignoring
His divine calling.
Oh I'm so unfortunate
I just wish for sight so enlightening
To see His beloveds Binding
Him in eternity of loving
Relationship,
I just wish for a heart so trembling
That is suffering
In pain, in separation,
From His Lotus feet,
So much that its always finding
Ways of breaking free
Ways for trying
Ways for leaving
And finally searching
For the one I've always been yearning
Waiting
I just wish for the divine blessings
To finally hear
His divine calling.