I never knew things could ever turn out such way.

I lived a happy life, parents' expectations were high on me because of how good I was at studying, all the teachers loved me - one could say that I was 'by default' even their favourite student, topper of class, open - minded, extroverted, and so much more...

By so much more I also mean the fact that I used to say so many lame jokes.

But look where I have reached now...

A lonely life.

A life where I'm all quite, quite average in studies, everyone is disappointed in all I do.

Single even now... Although I never really cared about it.

And obviously zero exs.

Everyday all I hope for is to somehow finish it off, let this pain be lost, maybe if possible just throw me away on a lost place and never return. Just me, by myself.

I really do hope that even there I could be by myself... Of course that's not possible after 'That' has been with me.

'That' is not someone/something that others see.

Yeah, maybe I have some psychological problem with me ,who knows.*chuckles*

But I know one thing for sure...

Be it that 'that' is just a thought of my mind or an actual horror to be exorcised...

'That'...

Is the reason I've lost it all.

'That'...

Is the one person/thing who doesn't let me be by myself.

'That'...

Is noone / nothing else but...

Well... honestly even I don't know so...

Nevermind

But beware...

It is the unknown things that horrifies one the most.

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Author's words(Me):

I honestly feel like some bigshot when I type the word 'Author' for myself.

So yeah, This is my first time trying to write a novel.

I haven't ever written a novel, but well I'm good at story writing...so yeah.

But this is my first time idk publishing? If that's what I must call this.

But anyways...

This is a first try on a story that I really love...

And no this is not something inspired from anywhere. It is completely a story from me.

And for those of who guessed yes I do use character. Ai .

Honestly this story originally was a male lead(teen) type of story, and no not love. But since such option was not there I'm uploading with whatever I can.

So... This story is not something that I plan to stop.

This story well.... I haven't determined any end of it or anything.... All I have is a part of it so.... I can't say how long this story will flow.....but...

This is a story that I think I Need to share with others.

This is a story that is quite close to me.

So.... I don't I'll care that I've got payment for it or not... I'll keep writing this one.

So...

All the best to you, reader's

And all the best to me to be able to write this up.

And I hope that we can keep up this story well and nice.

Thank you,

Author

(Still feels alien to me)