Chereads / hell in me, hells with me / Chapter 1 - deep thoughts

hell in me, hells with me

Dolphin_king
  • --
    chs / week
  • --
    NOT RATINGS
  • 651
    Views
Synopsis

Chapter 1 - deep thoughts

As I awaken, hmm strange why do I feel something why do I hear things I haven't before there's an itch in my head but I can't seem to scratch it, a word on my tongue but I can't seem to say it, a letter forming but I can't seem to roll it.

I arise with a throbbing headache I feel as part of me is missing, but I also feel like I have gained something I never had. I take In a deep breath my lungs get filled with pollution and smog *cough* as bad as it feels it feels good to breath outside.

Then something I never expected to happen, happend.

WHATS wrong buddy a voice yelled it seemed to echo and my head started to throb even more. Suprised I yelped like a freighted dog and fell on all fours and tried to scurry away.

OH Did I ScArE You sOrrY Bout that. Every time it spoke my head felt like it was getting smacked with a hatchet.

I realized it was the part of me I tried to get rid of years ago.

But it seemed to always come back it was kinda nice I was starting to miss it but it coming back ment something was going to happen good or bad but something was bound to happen.

Oh CoMe On DoN't YoU MiSs me It'S BeEn AwHiLe PsYc he said my name with venom. Oh QuiT yOuR ThInKiNg We ShArE tHiS PlAcE AfTeR All.

Hey Jake I said out loud it's been years 5 years to be exact on todays exact date October 31st.

He was the part of me that gave life to my being but at a cost he also made my life hell he was irrational and impulsive he didn't care about what he did or how it affected others. In short he was a sociopath or was it psychopath?

I pondered, OH quit your thinking your crowding this place up! AND I prefer the term rational and not affected by EMoTions he spoke with hatred and venom and a bit of remorse? Hmm I never knew it could sound remorseful. Strange…

As the smog forced its way into my lungs and the adrenaline wore off I felt a bump on my head and cuts all over me. I also felt slimy and moist like the was sludge covering me I wonder what caused it?

I looked at myself glass shards where over my cloths thankfully I was wearing a hoodie and jeans with some running shoes. But I couldn't find the reason why I felt wet. OH WELL LOOKS LIKE YOU REALLY HAVEN'T CHANGED AFTER ALL.

SAME STYLE AS ALWAYS. He always seemed to be unhinged and getting his 2 cents in.

HEY I CAN HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS YOU KNOW. AND YOU SAY IM THE CRAZY ONE SAYS THE ONE HAVING INTERNAL MONOLOGUES.

Yup same as always getting his 2 cents in oh were was I… YOU WERE GONNA EXPLAIN HOW WE GOT TO THIS POINT IN TIME YOU PRICK.

Ah yes thank you Jake( I don't know his actual name and he refuses to tell me damn prick) well it is getting late we Probaly should find a place to go hmm until next time folks he waved his hand to an invisible camera.

AND HE SAYS IM THE UNHINGED ONE HES NARRATING TO A FAKE AUDIENCE AND HIMSELF FREAKING PSYCHO.