I don't know why I am writing this maybe i don't have a friend to talk about my feelings. Maybe i am scared. Maybe this will be my last day. Maybe just maybe. I am so confused i tried my best to help everyone and still i wasn't enough like what? I did my best mother, sister, friends, myself. You all see my mistakes not my work you all blame me and ask me why I am rude, dry. Mothers i am tired and i am so Young to be this tired i am so Young to feel this pain. I am sorry mother if i am not enough but i tried. I am sorry sister i tried to be a good sister.

I tried.

Maybe one day i will show you my world.