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Today is Monday and i am still in bed with my diary uh ,am feeling so sick,
wait chica have you seen a boy you fell for the first day you two saw each other oh my gosh am i getting crazy,
I forgot chica was my diary's name tears drop out a little i was becoming so sad i was losing myself .
it's 6:55 I'm still struggling to get out of my bed,
I finally stood up my phone has been on my shelf while i was writing on my diary and i was left with 7missed calls from Nora because it was 7:20 and I wasn't in school yet,
I was one girl in my school that keeps to time my mom used to say if there was an emergency i would be the one she would call,she once told me i managed time just like my granny,
they said I look like her but the only thing i knew i took after her was my long thick curly hair and now time management .
Finally I got fully dressed and ready to go to school I already missed the bus,
so now I have to beg my mom to drop me off,
Zorah already left an hour ago while in the car withy mom she was noticing my appearance ;
today i Ware a mini skirt and a crop top then i put on my black boots and a jacket ,
my mom said Kim you know you can talk to me about anything right and i answered yes mother huh hmmm she said and drove me to school;
i got to school second period by the time I entered the class every eyes were on me,
wondering what happened to me overnight ,most especially Toby and Nora ;
Toby knew i was more into boyish outfits so how comes this,
he asked Nora and she said she wasn't part of it ✧
through out that lesson i was thinking about Lucas and i kept searching online for him,
while in class Nora kept talking to me but i was so busy with my phone i never gave her attention through out in school,
what made Nora more upset was that i missed our daily transitions (girl code) everyday after school me and Nora
sometimes Toby do go to the cafe to have some snacks and soft drinks while we do our homework,
we have been doing that since the 9th grade ✧✧✧
now we are in the 11th grade ,so today i missed it i went home straight after school ,Nora came home yelling at me for acting so weird today;
while she was talking i was on my phone still until she took it from me and she saw Lucas,Lucas ,Lucas
and she said who is Lucas and is that why you are all dressed like this today .
I was just looking at her and i said it looks like am crazy right say it i shouted at her ,at the same time she yelled back at me while we were still arguing Toby came in ha ha he was always our judge then mom;
while Toby was trying to understand everything I told Nora and Toby it is time for them to go home so i opened the door for them
before Nora left she yelled at me saying so you are kicking us out because of Lucas right then Toby gave me a very weird look asking me who the hell is Lucas,
I just told them to go.
Chica how do you think my life is now.
Am I a weirdo huh✧✧✧✧