"Still thinking of him?"
I looked at the man beside me before turning back to the sea in front of us.
It's been 3 years since that day happened...
"Why would I?" I said coldly
'How is he? What is he doing now?'
"Woah, your tone is colder than Antarctica" he said laughing so I looked at him annoyed to make him stop
"Mommy! Daddy! We're here" A lively voice made me turn to the door of our room
My angels.
"Daddy I saw Kuya Giov kissing Ate Felice" his brother exclaimed. The man next to me just laughed, and I was in agony because he seemed to be proud of what his son had done
"Giovon, Did i told you to stop kissing random girls on your school? you're just 4 years old" I said stressed while massaging my eyebrows
The boy just hid by his father's side and the consenting father just laughed while stroking his son's head
"You! You're still tolerating that child" I said to him annoyed
He snorted and pointed at Giovon.
"I was also scolded because of you"
I snorted to stop the smile that wanted to come out
"Vianna, Don't be like your kuya kambal. Understand?" I told Vianna who was hungrily eating her cookies
She nodded enthusiastically and gave me her cookies to make me laugh.. she's really sweet but I don't like her eating cookies I remembered something there
"Let's change your clothes before we go for a walk at the newly opened mall" I ordered and before I could stand up the two of them ran to their walk-in-closet
I was really smiling while watching the three of them laughing while playing with babypowder...
I'm very thankful to Xedrik for staying with us even though my children are not related by his blood
When the four of us go for a walk, people stare at my children because of their looks. They are like a xerox copy of their father
I know my mistakes and I regret that. I hurt him.
We hurt each other.
"You are silent again, what are you thinking?" Xed asked me
I just smiled and shook my head then went to the two chikiting who were fighting over what to wear.
I'm not ready to see their father again. I was also hurt by what happened before, especially to his mother, but even if I say I love Xed, I know to myself that it is not true.
I wish we never pretend at all.