"tiana... tiana .." tatiana was lost in thought that she didn't hear louis calling her.
not until louis wave his hand before tatiana realise that she was so lost in thought and forget that louis was still around.
even though she pretend that she's not hurt, but deep down she's very hurt.
every time she see her mother treating her so well
she want to fall in that slumber of that love but she is afraid she will never wake up again when her mother decided one day to tell her openly that all those love she was showering her was not for her but for her biological daughter that was death before she see this world
and that's why she decided to hate her mother instead.
but the most difficult thing is to pretend she loves her mother while in reality she hate her the most and sometimes wondering if her mother's heart was made of stone that she can't feel any bit of love towards her after all this year of been together.
"am sorry louis
i was lost, just remembering the love that my mom shower me
you no?, am the most luckiest girl in this world having a mother like her."
tatiana said faking a smile on her face
"tiana you have changed a lot you no!" louis said
"really?
but how?
okay okay now I get it you don't have to answer because I already know the answer i was just teasing you
Is all about today drama when I talk back at miss May when she pick on me earlier right?
everybody knows that she always bully me but I keep quiet about it and I guess the most surprising one is that, I accept to be your friend and also agree to come to the cafeteria with you.
Am right about the change you talk about ?"
"yeah.
you are right
but what I don't understand is why?
why the change?
I mean why do you decide to change?"
"I will answer your question based on the fact that you are the first friend I made since my parents are finally giving me my Freedom."
"freedom? did your parents held you hostage?
but the newspaper always see that you are a lovely family of three why would they do that.
did they lock you in the cage or throw you in the dragon basement and torture you?
Did they leave your body full of scares?
We can even use it as an evidence.
Don't Freak out I will be the one making the call. Let's report it to the police
"Hahaha"
Seeing Louis freaking out like this, Tatiana can't help but bust out laughing hard
" why are you laughing?
is not funny we have to report it to the police is not some sort of fun you no
"Tiana please can you be serious is anything wrong with you let's report it to the police."
"Like seriously Louis?
You are thinking too much.
Remember I told you about me been poisoning earlier that's why I was restrict of my freedom. you know, my parents always thought that if I was given the Freedom to go out and play with my friends. they don't know when the danger will come beside and beside they will not be always there to protect me so my dad told me today I have to learn some self-defence.
If I no a little skills on how to defend myself I'll be granted the freedoms to go out and have fun on my own.
So I will work hard to no some move in case anything bad happen I can be able to protect myself. so don't over think it.
I am the only princess of the Johnson family.
everyone treated me nicely and welcome me with open arms even though I am not their biological daughter.
And you no what?
Am am their top priorities.
If they had to make any decisions
They we always consider my feelings before doing anything."
What Tatiana says just now was all the trust.
Mr and Mrs Johnson always consider her before making any decisions.
Too bad that Tatiana misunderstand Mrs Johnson and hate her
Even though Mrs Johnson is the one that love her the most.
"like seriously, you means nothing of such happen?"Louis ask again to be sure
"like seriously nothing of such ever happened and will never happen so you should change your profession of been a medical doctor a writer.
Because with your wild imagination, you will make it big been a writer"
"when did I say I will become a doctor?"
" what
You forgets already
When we were in jss3 Mr. Mike ask what we will like to become in a future and I remember correctly when you said you wanted to become a medical doctor." Tatiana explain so fast and almost out of breath. She can't be wrong she remember his answer correctly or maybe she has misheard."
"Oh now I remember and you also said that time that you have not decided on what you will be in the future and Tatiana I don't notice that you pay attention to me that much, you even remember what I said a year ago of me wanted to be a medical doctor."
" Don't get me wrong I was not paying special attention to you Louis, I was just curious what our class monitor would like to become."
"So Tatiana have you decided after one year of what you want to become in the future?
And Tatiana I don't mean something else, I was just so happy that you notice me in the class ." Louis you have screwed up again.
Which one is, I am just So happy that you notice me in class.
Of course she will notice you!
Is not as if you are invisible any way. Louis scold himself for been so foolish just now and just as he was thinking Tatiana answer make him also slapping himself.
"Of course I noticed you
As not like you are invisible any way and you are even the class monitor
Everyone in the class no you."Tatiana said and get up and said to Louis
"Lunch break over let's get going before we will be late