"What are you even talking about, what desire?" said Adrian, focusing his gaze past the green glow to the panel.
{I'm talking about the desire you're trying so hard to hide from others because you fear that if they knew about it, they would see you as a freak.}
The scene in the panel changed again to another scene.
Sitting in his chair, Adrian is looking at the screen of his smartphone. What he's watching is some kind of award presentation ceremony. The one receiving an award is his brother Noel.
Putting his phone aside, he bent down toward the desk in front, placing his head upon his two hands. He closed his eyes.
Crik!
From his mouth came the sound of teeth tightening.
Through the screen Adrian continued to look at him who placed his head upon the desk.