*Emma's POV*
Upon waking up, I noticed Allen wasn't here, and the first thing I did was rush to the bathroom. I took a shower, put on makeup, and returned to bed to pretend to be asleep. I know this is silly, but I didn't want him to see me unkempt.
"Mmm..."
I pursed my lips, embarrassed by my childish actions. After thinking for a few minutes, I realized my actions were senseless. I don't think there's anything Allen doesn't know about me, and I've already shown him the most embarrassing side of me.
Thinking about my past actions, I felt the hateful Megan waking up. Touching on the subject, I never liked the world of showbiz. After finishing Harry Potter, I thought about stepping away from Hollywood. Megan embodies everything I dislike about Hollywood; maybe someone like her is suitable for this extravagant lifestyle, but it's not for me.
"Nggh~"
She groaned vulgarly; she's a disgusting woman. I can't believe what I did and what she did last night.
...
In the end, I did it...
I can't believe I slept with him!
I didn't think it would come to this. To be honest, I'm a little regretful. I don't want him to think I'm an easy woman. After all, even if there's a connection between us due to his livestream, we only just met recently.
...
Hmm❤️~
I remember the first moments of the night when I decided to indulge in forbidden pleasure. I remember his hands on my body, caressing me; although they don't seem so at first glance, they are strong.
I remember his lips on my skin and the intoxicating sensation of being kissed all over my body, his tongue and saliva on my breasts~.
I remember how he held me firmly while claiming me as his woman; it went beyond what I imagined. Even the pain of losing my virginity was a dark pleasure in itself~.
I tried to please him so as not to seem like a boring woman. I kissed him; his lips were like an aphrodisiac. Every time I touched them, my body shivered with a thrill that left me weaker. My hands roamed his chiseled body, more than pleasing him, I pleased myself. I felt it was a luxury to be taken by a man like him. But in the end, I was nothing more than a sailboat in a storm, an inexperienced girl being devoured by an insatiable beast.
It's frustrating, but if it weren't for Megan and that green-haired girl, I would have been anxious because I wouldn't have had a chance to satisfy him.
Taking advantage of Megan's going to shower, I stopped pretending to be asleep.
I used my hands to trace my body; his touch was still present in me. My breasts still yearned to be in his hands. I reached my belly, I still felt full. It's embarrassing, but my belly is warm, and I can still feel him in my womb~.
I don't want... I don't want our relationship to end like this...
Right now, I'm just a one-night stand for him. What should I do?
I have confidence in my beauty and body, some confidence in my personality and intelligence, I have confidence in many things, but none of it seems enough to impress him.
That's right!
As I was lamenting I remembered something outrageous! I lifted my head and looked at my stomach; there was a tattoo!
Seeing what it said, my cheeks turned as red as tomatoes. Emma, you're a bitch!
Yes, now I remember. There came a point where I couldn't think anymore, and I just gasped and moaned like a slut. I'm not such a vulgar woman, or I never thought I was, but in his hands, I became like a horny animal.
A perverted woman to the point of begging him on my knees to be his slave. What should I do... I don't want that... I don't want? I'm supposed to be thinking of a way to have a relationship that lasts longer than one night.
I covered my eyes with my hands as Allen's face came to my mind. Haa~ it's impossible, just thinking of him makes my body heat up and moisten. I bit my lips and closed my legs, but I still felt him inside me... Haaa❤️~
It's impossible to escape now... but even if I could, do I want to?
I can't completely deny that even in a position that could be degrading, I'm the kind of woman who would accept that just to stay by his side.
Megan returned, and I pretended to still be asleep. She had breakfast, and after a few minutes, I felt silly. Now it's awkward to wake up; I shouldn't have pretended to be asleep out of shame.
I heard Megan cough and she started reading a note aloud, it was from Allen saying he would return and asking for forgiveness for leaving.
My heart warms to know that he just didn't leave, I know he's not the kind of guy who would abandon a girl after sleeping with her but I wouldn't have blamed him for doing it. It's embarrassing but my heart of a maiden in love couldn't help but pound.
Allen~ you silly, you don't need to worry. You didn't take advantage of me, I did it to you...
In his state, he shouldn't be aware of what he did. It was me, it was us, three women who took advantage of that to be taken by the man we long for.
Now that I think about it, what reason does Megan have to read aloud? I felt embarrassed; I think she knew I was awake but didn't say anything to avoid an awkward conversation.
Megan is my enemy, but now she's in the same situation as me.
...
I decided to stop pretending and got up. I looked at Megan, who was sitting on the couch. Normally, we would have fought, but our faces showed exhaustion and resignation. Both of us are women, and we understand each other because we're in the same situation.
There's no one to blame but ourselves and our lust. After an awkward moment, we both sighed.
I sat next to her but didn't turn to look at her.
"What are you going to do?"I asked while hiding my embarrassment.
"I'm going to wait for Allen..." Megan said with a determined look. She took out her phone and started sending messages; she must be canceling or postponing commitments. I decided to do the same.
"Are you sure?"
To be honest, that question was for myself. My heart was beating with fear but also with a slight hope for the future.
"There's no need to think about it, I intend to stay, even if it means being his lover."
"Lover... huh."
This is the option with the best chance of success, now that we're fully aware, the most realistic option is to be his lovers. However, will Allen accept it? He's not the kind of man who seeks women for one night.
I don't know...
But like Megan, I'll stay.
...
Hours passed and I listened to music while working on a computer I borrowed from an empty room, I don't think the owner would mind, you can tell how rich he is, this perfectly new laptop had not been used it must have been for decoration.
Megan went to the pool and spent some time there.
The green-haired girl returned and introduced herself as Rebecca. To be honest, I didn't think she would, and I felt uncomfortable, but she has an ease about her that makes you like her.
"Hahaha, you still can't walk. Don't worry, it means he liked you a lot, enough to leave you like this."
"What?!"
Rebecca is a girl who holds nothing back, not a single opinion or desire. She has no shame or fear of anything.
"Ehh~ well, if you desire it so much, tell him you want to be his lover. I don't think he'll reject you. However, you must understand that he won't do it out of love," she paused and stared at me "he would do it out of responsibility".
Her words were true, but it's still painful to hear. I know Allen doesn't love me, and I don't even think he likes me, I was aware of that.
"Don't get depressed!" Rebecca tapped my forehead. "You've already taken a step. Just use that ass of yours and seduce him over and over until he can't let go."
"Hey, you don't have to say it so vulgarly!"
"It doesn't matter how you say the words. We're lustful women attracted to a piece of Kobe meat. No matter how you dress it up, last night you moaned like a vixen."
Everything Rebecca said made me want to bury my head in the pavement.
"Just be honest, or you'll end up watching from afar," Rebecca said, her eyes showing seriousness and honesty. "You can't aspire to your happiness by being a coward."
Her words shocked me; this is my harsh and cruel reality. I'm a woman who, under normal circumstances, wouldn't have had the chance to meet Allen. No, I'm sure that 99% of the women at the previous party would have slept with Allen if given the chance. In this situation, if I don't lose my shame and fear, my relationship with him will end.
"Thank you..."
I thanked Rebecca and hardened my resolve. I don't care if people think I'm an easy woman or if I ruin my career.
"I'm going to do it!"
"That's the spirit. I'm glad you two aren't so pathetic..."
"Two?"
Rebecca glanced at the bedroom door, where Megan was leaning.
"I had already decided from the beginning. If my career is ruined, my fans hate me, and the media calls me a bitch, I don't care."
Megan's confidence made me envious. She didn't hesitate for a moment to be Allen's lover. Not to mention that, unlike me, her career in Hollywood must be more important.
I can't fall behind...
...
The day ended, and Rebecca said she was going home. By the way, I didn't quite understand who she was, but I have the feeling that her relationship with Allen is close. Strangely, I don't envy her. Maybe a little, but mostly I'm grateful to her for her raw honesty.
...
The next morning, I felt someone in the room...
I heard my heart racing. I knew, even if that person didn't say anything, I knew it was Allen. He had returned.
I felt like my age decreased by several years, and I was flooded with insecurity and panic. Damn it, Emma, what happened to the resolve you had yesterday?!
I didn't know if I should stop pretending to be asleep. Damn it, Megan, this is your moment to wake up!
"You're back..."
Then I heard a woman's voice. My mind froze, and my chest sank. It was as if her voice was laden with an intimidating and oppressive spell. Who is she?! And why does it sound like she's been here all along?
Allen thanked her; I could tell they were close acquaintances. However, when she spoke, she called him Master, and I almost screamed when I heard it.
I couldn't accept a woman with that kind of presence calling someone else like that, but remembering it was Allen we were talking about, it was strangely acceptable.
Fine...
I sighed and felt depressed. Allen isn't an ordinary guy. No matter how I look at it, the world he lives in is too incredible. I guess this is how normal people feel when they long for a celebrity, hee hee.
...
After finishing talking to her, Allen approached the bed. My heart was pounding, unsure of what to do. Fear and shame accumulated equally. I envied Megan, who was sleeping peacefully while I was dying inside.
Screw you, Megan!. The respect I had for you yesterday has disappeared! Damn it! enough of evading reality. I'll accept any outcome, but I won't go down without a fight.
Now, how do I do this? Should I pretend to wake up? If I do, I'll do it with a yawn, perhaps something obscene, where a natural sensuality is evident.
Emma, you're crazy, hee hee...
"Every part of me and everything I own belongs to you!" Before I could react, Megan woke up and said something scandalous. What's wrong with you?! Are you crazy?!
"I just ask to be your slave!❤️~"
"How dare you?!"
I woke up shouting upon hearing the most embarrassing declaration a woman can make. My breathing was rapid, and I clenched my teeth tightly.
I grabbed Megan's shoulders and shook her. "What are you saying?! What's wrong with you?! You said you'd be a lover, not a slave! Are you crazy?!"
Megan seemed more aware of what she said and felt embarrassed. "I couldn't control myself, and I kind of thought it was a dream," Megan said, averting her gaze.
Allen coughed, and we both froze, turning to see him standing beside us.
Somebody, please kill me... Ngh
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A/N: Rebecca mvp ;3
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