Jun-Myeon never left the hospital again after my return, Sebastian always brought his meals and a change of clothes for him. He would also shower in my bathroom just that he wouldn't need to leave the room for anything. I was happy to see his face everyday and to study with him when weren't talking about basketball or art, but I still couldn't bring myself to say yes to his request of living with him for free while I healed. I have caused him so much trouble in the little time we have known each other, what if he grows tired of me and kicks me out? I would have to go and beg my uncle to let me stay with him again and I already know if I don't have any money for him, he will turn me away. Jun-myeon also didn't seemed fazed by my confession or the fact that I was gay, I hope he didn't avoid talking about it because he is now uncomfortable. No matter how calm and polite he is I can tell that he is nervous, and won't even allow our skin to make contact, That's why I can't accept his offer of living with him even if it temporary.
Jun-myeon was coming out of the bathroom after a shower in his basketball shorts while drying his hair when a nurse knocked and opened the door. The nurse's face turned a bright red immensely and instantly when she saw shirtless Jun-myeon standing in the doorway with wet hair and water dripping down his large broad chest and firm abs. In her nervousness she was fiddling with the papers in her hands and stumbling over her words as her eyes wondered all over Jun-myeon's god like body, and I couldn't blame her. I was also drooling over the sight of his delicious body; He was able to make any woman buckle, and he knew it well. "Can we help you with something nurse June?" Jun-myeon said laying the towel around his neck and taking out a t-shirt from his duffel bag that sat at the edge of my bed. "Oh yes, I'm sorry. I was told to bring the discharge papers for Mister Somdura, He clear to return home but no walking on that leg for 4 more weeks." The nurse said handing the papers the jun-myeon who had only smiled softly at me as he read the papers carefully. "Thank you nurse June, if that is all I will get him packed up and ready to go" He said escorting nurse June out the door closing it slowly as she was trying to say something else. Once he had closed the door he called Sebastian and began to make arrangements for me to stay at his home while I healed, I didn't want to interrupt his call so I just waited until he finally hung up the phone and started packing my things into a black bag the looked like his duffle bag but smaller, one I had never seen or used before. He even laid out clothing for me to get changed into something that I have never owned. They looked too expensive to be owned by me let alone worn by me. It was a tan over sized sweater and matching sweatpants with a white T shirt and some brand-new pink panties with a strawberry on the front. I don't even know how he knew I even wore panties instead of boxers, but I feel my face begin to heat up with embarrassment. I had never told anyone this before and here I was with my crush of all time buying them for me, I could simply just die right now. I held the clothes to my chest and blushed trying my hardest not to look at Jun-Myeon who looked unbothered by the fact he just handed a guy pantie. "Is there something wrong with the clothes Takeru?" He asked sitting a pair of black combat boots next to the bed. "They are fine, its just that not of it is mine" I said sitting in the bed looking at the name brand clothes in my hands. I have never worn anything like this before, I didn't need such expensive things or his money. I simply wanted him even if it was only as a friend. "I bought them for you, your clothes got cut when u were brought into the hospital. I went to your uncle house to get some of your clothes, but they looked like them belonged to an obese homeless man. I wasn't letting you wear any of that" He said sitting next to me on the bed. I know he was trying to be kind, but I couldn't accept anything from him when I have done nothing to deserve it. I couldn't hold back my tears as they formed in my eyes, I knew I didn't belong by Jun-Myeon's side. He was kind, intelligent, and compassionate, I was nothing more than a thug's son apparently. I couldn't allow him to be mixed up in my family mess, plus there is no telling what my so-called father would do when he finds out his long-lost son is gay. He takes lives like a child taking candy on Halloween, I doubt I would be spared just because we shared blood. "Takeru? What's wrong Rose bud?" Jun-Myeon said caressing my face softly, pushing my hair behind my ear. Rose bud? Where did he get that silly nickname from? I couldn't stop myself from chuckling just a little bit while crying. I fucked up by allowing myself to relax my face in his hand that smelled oddly like coconut and shea butter. It smelled nice and different then his normal Dior cologne, I wanted him to touch me forever. "Nothing, I'm just so happy" I said through my tears as I looked into his eyes finally. His eyes were beautiful, like a warm fire in a winter cabin in the mountains. I felt safe and protected, I was falling this man hard. The longer I stared into his eyes the more I felt swept up in his scent, It was like blanket covering me completely. It was this strange sensation that gave me goosebumps, But his scent was entirely different. This was the scent of earth; It was strong but soothing. It reminded me of the woods, I could smell the grass and oak coming from his skin. His aura right now made feel free, after years of feeling trapped or stuck I felt free here in his arms. If I was captive to Jun-Myeon, I never wanted to be free. "Takeru?" Jun-myeon said quietly leaning closer to the point our faces were inches from each other. "Yes, Jun-myeon?" I replied looking at his lips that looked soft and smooth. I felt my heart racing and I could barely hold still as I could feel his breath touching my face as we slowly moved closer. "Can I kiss you?" He said as he wrapped his hand around my waist caressing my lip with his thumb, making me shutter with pleasure. He was touching my body like I was fragile; his movements were firm but gentle as if he was holding himself back from scaring me off. But I was anything but fearful of him, I was excited and felt like my body was on fire. His hands on my skin made feel like I was melting and his breath on my lips made me impatient. "Yes..." I tried to say before he rushed in his lips landed on mine. I felt this wave of pleasure boil deep in my stomach, it was as if a beast had awakened inside me, and it was hungry. His scent flooded my senses, and my mind was utterly blank. I could feel his body heat up as he lifted me onto his lap in one scoop as our lips molding together like perfect puzzle pieces. I was losing my mind and sense of our surroundings. It was as if time had stopped, and we were the ones in the world. Everything was perfect and, in the end, I got the guy I always wanted. Were things finally turning around for me?
After what felt like an eternity our lips parted and his scent filled the room to the brim. We locked eyes as we tried to catch our breath, his eyes were glowing a bright golden color that reminded me of a sun rise. I don't know if his eyes actually were glowing or if I was just in a state euphoria from the most amazing kiss I ever had, either way I was in love with Jun-myeon, and nothing was going to change that. "Shall we get you dressed Rose bud?" He asked through his labored breathing. I wanted to just kiss him again and have him right here and now, I was so excited I didn't care that we were in the middle of the hospital. He couldn't tell me he wasn't excited as well, seeing that I could feel him through his pants rubbing against my ass. I wanted him more now than ever and I didn't want to wait to have him. I felt as if my body was yearning for him, there was a fire in the pit of my stomach that ached for him to be inside me. "Are you sure?" I asked running my hand through his hair grinding my ass on his very noticeable member that was screaming in his pants. "We have to get you home Rose" He replied sitting me on the edge of the bed gently and taking a deep breath and stepping back. He fixed his clothes and put his hair in a bun at the base of his head. I was still so excited and wanted nothing more than for him to take his clothes off, but he just took my gown off and dressed me in the new clothes he bought for me including the panties. He didn't even flinch or make a face as he slid panties on a guy, was he really not bothered by this? Once Jun-myeon was done dressing me Sebastian entered the room reporting that the car was outside waiting for us. Jun-myeon lifted me and placed me into a wheelchair once again as if I weighed nothing, Moving me was no harder for jun-myeon than breathing. He then laid a blanket across my lap and smiled lovingly to me as a nurse walked into the room shortly after Sebastian. The nurse stopped immediately with a shocked expression on her face. Her face looked completely flushed and her knees buckled and dropped to the floor and began to hyperventilate. She looked as if she was burning up and suddenly couldn't breathe. "Jun, Is she okay? Should we help her?" I asked, grabbing his hand worried for the young nurse who looked as if she was in pain. "Sebastian will help her, Don't worry about that." He replied, motioning Sebastian to move her out of the way so we could pass by. Sebastian lifted the nurse from the floor tossing her onto the bed, I could hear what he was saying to the poor girl, but I saw he had laid some cash and pills on the table next to the bed. He then followed behind us, shutting the door and leaving her there. Why didn't he just call for a doctor? What were those pills? Was she an addict going through withdrawal? That would explain her sudden breakdown in the doorway, I'm just glad she wasn't in charge of my care while I was here. I decided not to think about it anymore because I was going home with the love of my life and, plus he loved me too. I was finally getting everything I ever wanted, I couldn't afford to let slip out of my reach. "Jun-myeon?" I said as he pushed me to car that was waiting for us at the exit. "you can call me Jun, Okay Rose bud?" he replied as he opened the car door while Sebastian was loading our bags into the truck. "Okay Jun, Did you get a new cologne?" I asked. He suddenly paused and exchanged surprised looks with Sebastian before smiling and lifting me from my wheelchair. "Um… No same Dior cologne I always use. Why? Do I smell different?" He said calmly sitting me down in the car and buckling my seat belt. "Yes, you suddenly started smelling the woods. Kind like oak trees in the morning after it rained last night. I liked it and I was wondering what cologne it was." I said settling in the seat and watching him tap on the car window as if he was trying to come up with a reason. "It might have been my bodywash you were smelling" He said quickly closing the car door and marching the back of the car. It looked as if he was angered with Sebastian for some reason. Even though I couldn't hear them I could tell Jun-myeon wasn't happy, could have been because of me asking about the smell or something I did? Sebastian then bowed and Jun-myeon joined me in the back seat fixing his hair sighing heavily. "Is everything okay?" I asked, laying my hand on his thigh. "Oh, everything is fine he was just rough with a gift I just bought for you. I didn't want it to break before we got home" He replied kissing my forehead lightly and smiling brightly at me. I smiled back and laid my head on his chest while wrapping his arm around my shoulders squeezing me gently. Sebastian then got in the front seat and began driving home, Words couldn't explain what I was feeling right now. I knew that my life was going to change majorly, and I couldn't wait.